Archives 1-1-2020/6-30-2020

4793. Jill F Probable NDE 6/21/2020. Probable NDE 9021. I went under water and kept sinking farther into the deep end of the pool. I saw an incredibly bright light, and then woke up, coughing up water, next to the pool.
Probable NDE at age 6 due to drowning.

4792. Nicole D NDE 6/21/2020. NDE 9019. Then instead of everything disintegrating with time, everything just started to regenerate, get new life, and get more beautiful - it just took my breathe away. I remember laughing at myself for taking everything so seriously. I realized that I chose to come here to earth, but instead of making it a good place to come and learn, I made it into a Hell. I then felt that a shift was happening. It felt like I had somewhat of a new perspective, and everything was one.
NDE due to episode of unconsciousness.

4791. Michael NDE 6/13/2020. NDE 9017. I immediately felt a warm feeling with no pain whatsoever. The way to describe it is when coming out of a cold ocean and walking into the sun on the beach. My body was so warm. I felt immediate comfort. I had the faith of a child seeing his Dad as if I had never left him at all. I saw him and he spoke to me, telling me that I wasn't supposed to be home with him yet.
NDE due to complication of pulmonary procedure.

4790. Falcon A Probable NDE 6/4/2020. Probable NDE 9016. From Mexico. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Camille. I opened my eyes and saw myself naked, with mud up to my knees. I was in front of a tunnel, but there was no light. It was very dark, which scared me. The mud swirled around my knees and then fell to ground level. I saw myself as the one who was ahead or naked. There were snakes in the mud, like huge anacondas, that moved in the mud.
Frightening experience during surgery while under general anesthesia. NDE vs anesthetic awareness (a rare condition of awareness at time they should be under general anesthesia).

4789. Peter H NDE 5/31/2020. NDE 9014. From Australia. I was up in a corner of the ceiling in the treatment room. I was watching my mum, the nurse, and a doctor urgently moving around my body that was slumped in a chair. I could see everything from different viewpoints within the room, but mostly from above. I watched and felt the urgency within the medical staff and the loving compassion and concern of my mother.
NDE due to allergic reaction at age 9. Shared 53 years later.

4788. Maria V Probable NDE 5/31/2020. Probable NDE 9012. From Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Camille. I remember seeing from the ground level. There was a black image, like a silhouette, of a lady who was walking on the road from right to left. She was calmly, looking down and pulling a shopping cart about 3-4 meters from me. There was nothing else in the experience. I didn't see cars or other people. I only saw the image of the lady who was calmly moving. She did not react to the accident like she was in her own world. I only observed the scene.
Probable NDE due to car accident at age 4. Shared 41 years later. Now she is a physician.

4787. Darlene P NDE 5/31/2020. NDE 16116. I knew then that I was looking at Jesus. I could see the hem of His garment and His sandals. I remembered the lady in the Bible that had been sick for a very long time and she knew that if she could just touch Jesus that she would be healed. Fighting through a crowd she reached out and touched Him. He felt it and turned and told her she was healed. I looked at the hem of His garment and knew that I to was going to be healed. I reached out with my right arm and touched it. Immediately, I felt a warmth flow throughout my body.
NDE due to complications for a ruptured appendix. Shared 48 years later.

4786. Michael K SDE 5/27/2020. SDE 9011. My brother was ahead of me, moving up the tunnel, and I was following him. He serenely turned around after we had moved up the tunnel a little bit and looked at me compassionately. Mind to mind, he told me something like, 'Its not your time. You have to go back.' He felt very kind to me as he communicated. After he communicated that, all of the sudden I was standing in my body near where he was on the ground.
Probable shared death experience at age 6. He was with his brother, age 4, who died in a tire swing accident. Also describes a NDE-like experience.

4785. Fredrik A Probable NDE 5/27/2020. Probable NDE 9010. From Sweden. I knew that I was dead. I felt no pain and I felt enormous freedom as I left my body. There was an enormous emptiness and silence that I had never heard before. I felt extremely strong feelings that I have never felt before. I did not want to go back to my body because in my body there was pain. I heard a voice that said, 'It is not your time now.' It was like I have heard that voice before.
Probable NDE due to apparent episode of unconsciousness associated with severe headache.

4784. Lola M NDE 5/27/2020. NDE 9009. From France. Original in French translated to English by Marguy. Then I saw my grandmother who was deceased in real life. She was radiating light and happy. There was a halo of light surrounding her that prevented me seeing what was behind her. My grandmother was neither old nor young, it was odd so I wouldn't know how to describe it. I talked to her. She told me to go back because we couldn't stay any longer. She told me that it wasn't my time and that I still had things to do.
NDE due to loss of consciousness at time of illness.

4783. Patti LL NDE 5/26/2020. NDE 16115. From Canada Suddenly, I saw a type of Kaleidoscope and I was in the middle of it. It was like I was watching several large TV or film screens at a time. I viewed different times in my life. It was a Kaleidoscope of my hitch hiking experiences. I saw different experiences going round and round. I saw my mom pulling at me not to go hitchhiking. I saw a girlfriend telling me how concerned she was for me about my hitchhiking. I saw a TV news program talking about a girl that had been hitchhiking and had been murdered. I also saw other situations of myself hitchhiking.
NDE due to criminal attack and strangulation.

4782. Rebecca S NDE 5/14/2020. NDE 9008. From the United Kingdom. Gradually, I floated down to solid ground but it didn't look solid. Then out of nowhere, this person stepped out from behind a veil of sorts. I couldn't really see the face but they were tall and I would say it was a man wearing a robe. Looking back, I didn't know this person. But at the time, I looked at the person and it was like I had known them my whole life. I rushed over and hugged the legs and was hugged back.
NDE at age seven due to ruptured appendix.

4781. Ken D NDE 5/14/2020. NDE 9006. From Denmark Strangely, I saw my whole life in only a few minutes. Several times along the way, the movie stopped. Each time it was about situations where I had done something thatmade me feel guilty because I knew that what I had done was wrong. I had lied many times and also stole a few times. I was told what this meant to other people and why it had been wrong. In the end, the 'light angel' explained to me that there was a certain meaning to my life and that there were certain things I had to go through to follow the plan that was with me in my life.
NDE at age seven due to drowning. Shared 59 years after NDE occurred.

4780. Drew B NDE 5/11/2020. NDE 9004. I remember feeling very peaceful as I walk through the flaps of a massive, bright-white tent. Inside the tent, it was full of light and Happiness. There was every kind of animal walking around in harmony with humans. All of the humans were younger. Nobody looked older than 30 years old. Everybody was jovial and laughing. It was a place that I had never been before and I didn't want to leave.
NDE after being hit by a car while on a moped.

4779. Melanie J Possible NDE 5/9/2020. Possible NDE 9003. From the United Kingdom. The ‘essence’ of me was reduced to a simple thread of purple frost about 15cm long. The string stayed together without needing to be connected by string or anything, it was simply energy that held them together. The color of the strings varied in tone from pale to deep purple. The essence of me came from the center of my ribcage.
Possible NDE associated with side effects of chemotherapy for cancer.

4778. Charlie C NDE 5/9/2020. NDE 9002. I heard the voice of my dead grandmother saying, 'Go home Charlie.' This voice was the only thing I remember and it happened right before I woke up.
NDE due to heroin overdose. Shared about three weeks after experience.

4777. Joe F FDE 5/2/2020. FDE 8999. As I tumbled through the air, I had a partial pleasant life review, as though I was in a movie theatre, and many memories/experiences of my current life up to that point were played out on the movie screen.
Fear-death experience at age 16 during motorcycle accident. Shared 55 years later.

4776. Laura B NDE 4/25/2020. NDE 8996. The only thing I remember next is a woman's voice softly saying to me, 'You're not going to remember anything that has happened here when you wake up.' I looked around and everything was gray but getting lighter. Suddenly, I felt pulled back in my body.
NDE due to heart problems during surgery.

4775. Douglas D NDE 4/25/2020. NDE 8995. The presence, whatever it was, seemed to surround me with a deep sense of comfort. It made my panic and fear go away. There was a peaceful, soothing, and familiar warmth. I was startled by an unexpected, deep baritone Male voice. Out of that divine darkness that voice said: 'It’s not your time.' At that instant, I was no longer in the dark. I found myself hovering above the canal and looking down at the front of the dock from a distance of about 20 feet in the air. I saw my Dad dragging someone across the dock and to an area of grass just in front of a large evergreen bush. I watched him do this while I was very slowly descending. Then, it dawned on me that the someone was me.
NDE due to drowning at age 4. Shared 63 years later.

4774. Laura K NDE 4/22/2020. NDE 8994. I was begging, 'Let me live, please let me live!' I look up from my hands and saw Jesus sitting next to God. God had a round, white cloud in front of Him, so I could not see the front of Him. But I could see part of the side and the back of him. He was sitting down in a tall white chair like Jesus was. Jesus turned to God and asked Him, 'Could she, live?' God motioned something to Jesus and Jesus suddenly stood up and yelled in a loud, almost a celebratory voice, 'He said Yes! He said Yes!' Jesus had both of His hands raised as he happily stood and yelled this. It seemed like he was signaling the news to others.
NDE due to car accident.

4773. Sarah A Probable NDE 4/21/2020. Probable NDE 8993. Down from the driver's seat came a figure in a black robe. His hood was pulled up, but there wasn't a head inside. The robe itself looked like it was made of decaying black canvas cloth or wool. It was thick and had large threads, although it wasn't jet black like the coach. The robe was dark, but where it was worn down it looked more like a charcoal gray. The figure spoke to me.
Probable NDE due to respiratory compromise from COVID-19 infection. Atypical experience content. Shared less than two weeks after the experience occurred.

4772. Milly K Possible NDE . Possible NDE 8989. I looked at the wheel again and it was like each spoke or section was filled with a movie screen playing different portions of my life. I had a feeling that even though I was currently alone in this experience, I was very loved and was being encouraged to explore the wheel. I saw some memories playing of my childhood, but I focused on a memory of a visit to a beach on Maui. I was able to 'zoom into' that memory and sit on the beach, feeling and sensing everything. After a bit, I zoomed out and was looking down at the wheel again, deciding where to explore.
Possible NDE vs probable anesthesia experience associated with surgery. Interesting life review.

4771. Yon J NDE 4/5/2020. NDE 8988. Non-western NDE from Korea. Original in Korean. Suddenly, my body was floating on the ceiling and looking down on my body. I saw two doctors and two nurses operating on me while putting my organs in a large basin. I saw my parents crying outside the operating room, but the situation was not scary at all. Suddenly, I was flying through a very dark tunnel at a very high speed. But at the end of the last tunnel, I could see it was very light outside.
NDE during surgery.

4770. Véronique M Possible NDE 4/4/2020. Possible NDE 8985. From France. Original in French translated to English by Marguy. On the road, people were standing. I believe that other people were behind the road and that I came from there. The people behind the road could be numerous. I knew that those people were extremely beautiful, in excellent health because they were radiating beauty and health, and they were well dressed. I was amazed that being well dressed could be important and it wasn't something superficial. Above all, I knew that between them there was a very good atmosphere where all is in perfect harmony. They had a shared love and they had been infinitely kind towards each other and towards myself.
Possible NDE associated with general anesthesia.

4769. Maureen K NDE 3/22/2020. NDE 8982. Exceptional Experience. Sensing the rapture that beautiful music evokes as waves is the nearest I may come to describing how breathtaking God appears and how melodiously God resonates. Everything around me was light and ethereal and warm and alive. Light was clearer and brighter than I had ever seen. Colors were beyond vibrant. I felt no fear. I felt no pain. I felt no judgment. I felt no blame. I felt no shame. I felt no fear here! Profound Love and Peace permeated every being everywhere. What I know to be the energy of Angels greeted me with the tenderest warmest energy. I felt embraced by them.
NDE due to suicide attempt. Over 50 pages describe a remarkable NDE and remarkable life changes following the NDE.

4768. Andrew C Probable NDE 3/22/2020. Probable NDE 8980. To describe the movement I would say to imagine thin satin fabric in a strong breeze—like how the surface of a flag changes in wind. Constant slightly chaotic fluid waves, and not flapping. Also, it was at least three dimensional. It wasn’t just a surface or image. It could have been a hologram. Other than the colors, this entity could be represented visually with a well-constructed hologram program. Emotively it would be difficult to represent. I am not sure of it’s function, but it has one. Somehow I know that.
Probable NDE associated with severe illness.

4767. April G Probable NDE 3/22/2020. Probable NDE 8979. I closed my eyes and saw a gray, cloudy-looking background. I clearly remember Danny standing in front of me laughing, like we were sharing a good joke. He said, 'Can you make yourself throw up?' I was so happy to see him! I was relaxed, happy and I laughed back at him saying, 'Of course I can. It's easy - watch!'
Probable NDE due to suicide attempt.

4766. Ben B's NDE 3/14/2020. NDE 8975. Exceptional Experience. I was in this pitch white room in front of a big mirror. I heard the lyrics from some music. It was the best sound ever. Better than any speakers I've ever heard. Kid Cudi (a rapper) was with me. I saw our reflection in a big mirror that was in front of me and thought we looked really, really good!! I couldn't believe how good we looked! I began to see my whole life play out in front of me in that mirror. I saw my whole life, everything I had done, and was proud of myself. It was the BEST feeling!
Ben Breedlove’s mother shares his widely known NDE that occurred 17 days before his death. NDE due to cardiac arrest as a result of Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy

4765. Susan H NDE 3/9/2020. NDE 8974. Exceptional Experience. From Canada. Where I am, there is no sense of time. Time as we know it on earth is linear and irreversible. Not in Heaven. There is no dimension to time. All is still. I inhale deeply. I am contented and satisfied in ways I could have never imagined as I absorb this quietude. I have no pain. I have no worries. I do not remember any sorrow. There is no hint of things negative.
NDE due to episode of unconsciousness during very difficult pregnancy (hyperemesis gravidarum).

4764. XiaoYu NDE 3/9/2020. NDE 16114. Non-western NDE from China. Original in Chinese, translated to English by Jenny. My soul arrived on a hill where the meadow was filled with cute, tiny, brilliant flowers. There was a brick house at the foot of the hill. My grandmother and I used to live there when I was age five to to age thirteen before my parents brought me home to live with them. This place was peaceful and I felt at ease. Next, I floated to a dim-greenish colored warehouse-like building where it was crowded with so many people. They were lined up in sequence and marching forward and from my viewpoint, they were not talking to each other. At this moment, I knew I had died.
NDE from illness and shared on Zhihu forum

4763. James M NDE 3/7/2020. NDE 8973. The next part is hard to describe, but I'll do my best to convey what I experienced. The jolt, I instantly knew, was the touch of God. In that moment, I felt a connection to everything that ever did or ever would exist. It was like seeing the fabric of space and reality. It was like seeing all of creation and feeling unity with it. For some reason, I associate the word 'purple' with this, but have no idea why.
NDE due to heart attack. Experience share about 3 ½ months after it occurred.

4762. Perry D Probable NDE 3/3/2020. Probable NDE 8972. From Canada. When having the urge to come back and reconnect with my body, I had existential thoughts of weighing the options of whether I should come back or not. My body no longer felt as comfortable or as its usual self after being disconnected. Reflecting on this moment, I thought it would be an easy choice to go back to my body but during the experience it wasn't.
Probable NDE due to cold water drowning.

4761. Patrick C FDE 3/3/2020. FDE 8971. I was hopping a train and my legs were about to be cut off via catching them on the wheel and I was so frightened I had what some would call 'my life flashing before my eyes' or a life review. Within two seconds I (seemed to) had my full life play before me and I felt as though I comprehended it all. I could not understand how I could do this and just pondered this ever since.
Fear-death experience at age 15 associated with nearly being seriously injured while hopping on a train.

4760. Tammi V NDE 2/26/2020. NDE 8969. I was in the presence of a Being, although I don't believe 'he' was an angel. He was tall, with very long arms and legs. He was a mottled, greenish-grey in color, and his skin was leathery. He had wings that draped from his arms, and were attached to his torso like a bat's wings. I never saw his face. It was as though I were seeing from both, my perspective and from a bystander's perspective from above and behind the Being. I was not afraid of him.
NDE due to colon perforation and sepsis.

4759. Julie C NDE 2/26/2020. NDE 8968. I remember seeing the light and then I moved through the wall. I was hovering over my family. At first I thought I was alive, but quickly realized I wasn't alive. I and fought to go back to my body. Then there was darkness until I awoke.
NDE due to criminal attack.

4758. Ewa Sister DBV 2/26/2020. DBV 8966. From Poland. Original in Polish, translated to English by Mateusz She described herself as being in a great beautiful garden that was in a meadow full of flowers and plants. It was so beautiful. A man, who radiated light and who was dressed in a white gown/robe, was smiling at her and calling her to come closer. She was running towards him, full of joy at the sight of those unearthly views of paradise.
DBV as witnessed by Ewa's mother and told to her about her sister.

4757. Sydney U NDE 2/21/2020. NDE 8963. From Canada My mom was holding my hand and I kept wanting to leave. But she kept telling me that I had to stay for a little while longer because I needed time to get better. My mother was so beautiful and looked to be about my age, although she was 53 when she passed away. She told me that I had a beautiful baby daughter and that I had to go back because my daughter needed me.
NDE due to complications of childbirth.

4756. Joel P Possible FDE 2/21/2020. Possible FDE 8962. During the three rolls of my body, I became aware of being in a totally dark place and being completely still. There was no pain, no awareness of hot or cold, just complete peace and stillness.
Possible FDE or for sure an SOBE due to motorcycle accident. Shared 49 years later.

4755. WuDu Probable NDE 2/19/2020. Probable NDE 16113. Non-western NDE from China. Original in Chinese, translated to English by Jenny. Suddenly, I was like a cottonball floating in mid-air. I was watching everything beneath me. I was in a white dimension where all the doors and squared windows of the buildings were also white. Everything was white.
Probable NDE occurred in association with surgery.

4754. Anonymous NDE 2/19/2020. NDE 16112. Non-western NDE from China. Original in Chinese, translated to English by Jenny. I felt quiet, peaceful and serene without being emotional, except for experiencing the blissfulness. Then, a gorgeous light ball appeared in front of me, forming a human shape. She said, 'You should not come here. You still have lots of things to do.' She then told me to go back but I did not want to.
Suicide NDE shared on Zhihu forum

4753. Aleene K NDEs 2/19/2020. NDEs 16111. The doctor immediately injected me with codeine that caused me to go into anaphylactic shock. My spirit/soul left my body and hovered over the ceiling. I was watching the craziness of the staff during my emergency. The doctor called for a 'Code Blue' and was immediately reminded by a nurse they were the only staff in hospital. The hospital was on emergency power withonly three staff people. One if the nurses dug out an epinephrine shot and stuck it in my arm. From my view on the ceiling, I realized I had to ask for assistance from another dimension for survival.
Several NDEs from age 14 to 68.

4752. Canon C NDE 2/19/2020. NDE 16110. I experienced the most peaceful and comforting time that was unlike anything I had every experienced on earth. I was lifted from my physical body and up through a tunnel. Then, I was greeted by figures appearing as shadows, yet I knew that they were my family and loved ones. At this time, I felt as though I was in a state of ecstasy.
NDE due to accidental drug overdose.

4751. Mark NDE 2/19/2020. NDE 16109. As my eyes adjusted to the blackness, I saw some movement to the left. What looked like something growing out of the side wall of the cave was a defeated-looking black angel. It must have been there a long time, because mineral deposits encased it almost up to the elbows. The angel's arms were together as if it had been handcuffed, and it's right wing was immobilized and part of the cave wall. It flapped it's left wing like an injured bird to try and scoot it's body around.
Hellish NDE due to complication and sepsis following surgery.

4750. Parvaneh Possible NDE 2/10/2020. Possible NDE 8959. Non-western experience from Iran. Original in Persian, translated by Siamak I lost my eyesight and couldn’t talk. Then, I lost all senses but hearing. I was in a dark place and there was a tiny light; almost a mix of yellow and orange. I could hear the nurse calling and shaking me. She was calling to her colleagues to help. But I was still in that dark place. I had a neutral feeling that was neither good nor bad. I couldn’t feel my feet. As I was getting closer to that light and getting used to the darkness, I suddenly felt a pain in the back of my hand due to the needle and my eyes were open again.
Possible NDE due to near faint associated with medical blood draw.

4749. Brom W NDE 2/5/2020. NDE 8957. I became fully engulfed in heavenly light while being propelled forward. I clearly heard the loud sound of rushing wind. After some moments of awe and wonder, I realized that my consciousness had been separated from my body.
NDE due to tracheostomy tube being accidentally dislodged.

4748. Debra G STE 2/2/2020. STE 23420. Exceptional experience I brushed off the telepathic ‘voices' and took a few steps. That's when I came up against something that I can only describe as an ‘invisible' wall, or a force field. I honestly can't describe it. I only know that I could not move past it. I was very confused and a little frightened because I did not understand. The ‘Beings' did not frighten me. I had no idea what or who they were, but I knew they were benevolent.
Fascinating STE experience at age 8 that took almost 60 years to understand.

4747. Rita R Possible NDE 1/22/2020. Possible NDE 8949. From Hungary. Original in Hungarian, translated to English by Gábor. I received knowledge. I flew in outer space, until I reached Jupiter. I was expanded and I was huge. My guides told me how planets were formed. Everything was discussed with me.
Possible NDE associated with cardiac arrest. This is experience was so hard to understand and to edit that I don't know if how I understood it is accurate.

4746. Alfred A NDE 1/21/2020. NDE 8950. Exceptional experience from Switzerland. Original in German, translated to English by Marguy. Standing upright in the boat, there was a man holding a lantern and he was looking towards us. I immediately knew him. It was Jesus! No wonder he was the only light to be seen far and wide. But I didn't care about him. I was completely lethargic about him. Finally he came ashore and stayed about an arm's length away from me. He looked at me with indescribably shiny, loving eyes and gave me a hug. I was immediately surrounded in brightness. Immediately, all my worries and burdens fell away from me. It was simply wonderful being bathed in bliss and love!
NDE due to suicide attempt with narcotics.

4745. Theresa C NDE 1/20/2020. NDE 8951. It felt like I was being pulled up, away from my body and that was fine. It didn't matter. Then, I noticed the water was not water anymore. I was in warm, pure LIGHT. It felt like a hug from a true mother. It was beautiful serenity.
NDE at age seven due to drowning.

4744. Todd P Possible NDE 1/19/2020. Possible NDE 8948. I saw my father who died the year before he was wearing yellow in a bright room I was unable to see the walls or floors and there was what I described as dry ice smoke in the air (fairly thick smoke) and my father said to me 'if you’re coming let’s go' so I walked a few steps and I starting thinking that in that statement a was a choice so I said to him wait! I have a choice to stay here with you or go back to my kids Mom and the dogs?
Possible NDE due to complications of pneumonia.

4743. Shirley M Probable NDE 1/10/2020. Probable NDE 8946. Then the next thing I knew, I was out of my body. The hospital was not far from my home. I went there and saw my mom, brother and his wife sitting around the kitchen table. I remember seeing the kitchen cabinets. When I woke up, I asked the nurse where I was. I asked her where the kitchen cabinets had gone.
Probable NDE due to suicide attempt at age 17.