Archives 1-1-2023/6-30-2023

5171. Louise C NDE 6/27/2023. NDE 9603. I became tingly and warm. I was transported to another realm that was misty and warm. I was in beautiful valley with mountains in the background. It reminded me of what I would imagine a fairy-garden would look like.
NDE due to passing out at time of chest pain.

5170. Kenneth T STE 6/7/2023. STE;Possible SDE 9594. From Singapore. At that point, I knew I could be seeing what my wife saw on the other side. I was thinking that the white light must be Masters, Angels or Supreme Light from the other side. On the other hand, I intuitively also knew my wife's timing on this physical plane is up.
Possible shared NDE with wife who was dying.

5169. Gretchen T Probable NDE 6/7/2023. Probable NDE 9593. Then I moved into what looked like a tunnel of white fluffy clouds and towards a bright light. I sensed the presence of two entities, one in front of the other. The being to the right of me had outstretched hands. There also was a being in front of me but just beyond. As I approached them, I felt as though I floated upwards towards them. The being to my right met me first and immediately offered to take my hand to guide me. While the other entity was much larger and brighter. This entity seemed to lovingly observe me with open arms.
Probable NDE at age 7-8 during surgery with collapsed lung.

5168. Aridai STE 6/7/2023. STE 9591. Exceptional Experience from Mexico. I was standing in front of Vishnu. He was seated on grass in the lotus pose and wearing only a brown loincloth. Behind him there were clouds; the sky was pink and gold in color. At that moment I experienced a feeling that I cannot describe because I have never experienced it here on earth. I felt absolute peace; there was no pain, no suffering, and everything was fine. He explained to me that I was in a place that was above good and bad. Those things I saw are human but do not 'exist'.
STE during dream involving life review and encounter with Vishnu.

5167. Alicia S NDE 5/29/2023. NDE 9590. From Spain. Original in Castellano, translated to English by Camille. I felt the most wonderful peace I have ever been in. It was a huge amount of peace and tranquility, much more than the words peace and tranquility can define. It was amazing. I thought to check if I could see something, but I no longer had eyes either. I heard the people from the bar crying, I heard that the doctors were doing things to me, but since I had no mouth, I couldn't tell them that everything was perfect, although I wasn't worried either. I was like been wrapped in cotton, in the best place you could be.
NDE due to allergic reaction with anaphylactic shock. Shared about seven weeks after is occurence.

5166. Sara V NDE 5/27/2023. NDE 9582. From Italy. Original in Italian, translated to English by Allison. I was dressed in a sleeveless, knee-length, white tunic. I remember being barefoot. The feeling was one of immense happiness, endless bliss. I was running in a meadow with very tall grass. The grass was the color of a very intense green, comparable to the expanses of Scotland. Yet, the color was much more of an intense green color and phosphorescent. This color doesn't exist here, so it is hard to describe it. The sky was very blue, with some white clouds. It was very pleasant scenery. At the bottom of this clearing of grass, there was a huge, majestic oak tree.
NDE due to severe head injury while riding a moped.

5165. Shandeen D NDE 5/27/2023. NDE 9588. I was in the corner of the surgery room standing with a very bright light having a conversation. I remember hearing the thought of the doctor and him being extremely worried that something had gone terribly wrong. There were nurses in the surgery room. I was standing next to the bright light laughing and having a conversation telepathically about how the doctor and nurses thought I was dead.
NDE during surgery.

5164. Cynthia C NDE 5/21/2023. NDE 9587. There was a long line of people going into a brightly lit place. I locked eyes with one woman in the line. She looked so sad. I kept telling the gatekeeper that, 'I have to go back. I have to go home. My three children are waiting for me. Please send me back. Please.'
NDE due to apparent complication of anesthesia.

5163. April W STE 5/20/2023. NDE-like;STE 9586. Exceptional Experience. I thought how non-judgmental the spiritual world was. My will, was mine. There was a very large presence that was LOVE. It was so big, strong and it was everywhere. It was like the sunshine from the sun in that it could be felt and absorbed because it permeated everything. At that point, I could not think or feel because the love was that BIG. Love dominated everything. Yet, all knowledge, all time, and all being one were still not everything to this experience. The feeling of Love was so strong, it was the energy force that everything ran on. Every inch of millions of galaxies was full of the power of love. It was extreme and too much for me, but I wanted nothing other than to continue this experience and feel the love.
STE that is very NDE-like.

5162. Nebahat A NDE 5/20/2023. NDE 9580. Non-western NDE from Turkey. Original in Turkish, translated to English by Ozlem. I found myself drifting in the air and overlooking beautiful scenery. Toward the right there was a garden fence and beyond that was what seemed to be Heaven. I was mesmerized. Everywhere I turned it was green with many trees. I also saw a beautiful shining light. I then found myself looking at the mountain straight ahead of me.
NDE due to a body hit causing unconsciousness.

5161. Allen O NDE 5/18/2023. NDE 9584. It was super bright and everything was beautiful. I've used every psychedelic out there. I don't why people say DMT is like a near death experience. It's not. Nothing comes close to what I experienced. I've done very high doses of psychedelics. I've mixed different drugs. I smoked angel dust in high-school and still NOTHING comes close to wherever I was. That is how I know I was dead and that place is real because nothing can even get a fraction close to the beauty. The sensation of pure love and it was so bright and a beautiful in a way I could never describe without you actually being there.
Very long experience. NDE due to skiing accident.

5160. Debra K NDE 5/10/2023. NDE 9579. It was like a Peter Max poster. I saw the most vividly beautiful, psychedelic colors that I had ever seen in my life. I felt peace like I have never felt before and it was actually beautiful. I also told him that I was annoyed they brought me back.
NDE due to cardiac arrest. Shared about 10 weeks after its occurrence.

5159. Stefania B Probable NDE 5/8/2023. Probable NDE 9577. Exceptional Experience from Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Camille. These beings knew me and I knew them and there was a deep bond between us. Being able to undertake all these processes of knowledge together, and at the same time to communicate with them telepathically, I never ceased to be amazed at the power that I was, and how I could have forgotten about this and had believed that I was that character who had oppressed me in this way on earth with its trivial needs. Knowing this, all the problems that I thought I had on earth seemed completely insignificant and even made me want to laugh with all my being. I have to add that at that moment, I was not thinking about my son or anyone on earth, and I was all abandoned to the pleasure of being myself and that all the search had come to an end.
Remarkably deep probable NDE at time of surgery.

5158. Angel G SDE 5/1/2023. SDE;NDE 9576. Exceptional Experience. I witnessed a light orb leave her body within minutes of dying. A concentrated white orb-light came out of her chest through the sternum, rose and hovered momentarily and then departed the room while accelerating. I thought I was imagining things until the physician assistant asked me if I saw the light. He said he had seen it before and that it was Vera's spirit. He also said he sensed a great deal of holiness in the room (as I did too).
Remarkable nearing end of life experience (NELE) and shared death experience involving wife. He also had a brief NDE as a child.

5157. David D STE 5/1/2023. STE 9575. There was no tunnel, but there was a bright light. It was full of love. It was all encompassing. I understood it to be the Savior, Jesus Christ, but I couldn't see a person in the light. The light was bright beyond description, yet no uncomfortable to look at. In fact, I couldn't look away. It was the most comfortable I've ever been. I have never felt such complete love.
STE dream with awareness of Jesus. Contributor is a priest and an attorney.

5156. Terrance S NDE 4/27/2023. NDE 9573. While I was out of my body, I felt no physical pain. I felt comfort and a certain peace. In an instant, I suppose I had accepted my death. I heard a communication that was not an audible voice. I was told that I must return, because 'It is not your time'!
NDE at age 15 due to being struck by a car while riding a bicycle. Shared 57 years later.

5155. Kenneth K NDE 4/21/2023. NDE 9569. I remember looking down on my body and thinking, 'Man, they got me! This is where my story ends.' I was looking at all of the destruction. I saw wheels with tires still attached and fuel tanks flying hundreds of feet outward. I didn’t see a light. I just remember looking down and saying, 'No, this isn’t how it’s going to end for me.
NDE due to enemy attack with IED (improvised explosive device).

5154. Johnny S NDE 4/21/2023. NDE 9560. From Denmark. Original in Danish, translated to English by Jan. I see the most beautiful Goddess sitting on a throne. On her right sits an owl. The owl's radiantly, shining eyes stare at me. Then the Goddess says that the sword on the alter is a gift for me. She told me that the sword is not sharp and it is not for fighting. Rather the sword can be used to find solutions. For instance, it can solve the largest and most difficult problems.
NDE due to fall and then being run over by a train.

5153. Logan W NDE 4/17/2023. NDE 9568. My vision faded to a tunnel, and I found myself in the presence of a large, dark, human-like entity with black, feather-like wings. The entity, whom I call Quinn, held me in his arms as his wings wrapped around me, providing a sense of comfort and protection. After this experience, I found myself outside the car, trying to help the other passengers, feeling as if Quinn was still with me.
NDE due to car crash at age 15.

5152. Colby C NDE 4/12/2023. NDE 9565. What he perceived as his soul had mass and resembled his body. However, there were some very notable differences, as well. To begin with, Colby was now completely sober, and he felt healthier and better than he had ever felt in his life. He could sense it was cold outside, but he did not feel cold. He could see his spirit body, but he could also see through it. It was like he had a body, but not really. Most importantly, his consciousness was still his own. Colby was still Colby, and he had all of his memories and more.
Very Long NDE due to being struck by car.

5151. Catherine N NDE 4/12/2023. NDE 9567. From France. Original in French. Translated to English by Marguy. I was bathing in a soft, warm light. I heard a soft kind of music. I felt perfectly well. Then I saw a door in front. It seemed to me that I heard a voice filled with love that invited me to come and open this door. I approached the door and started to turn the handle. The door opened slightly and I could see a light-halo that was even more powerful than the one in which I was already. Everything was softness and well-being. I didn't feel any fear at all.
NDE due to being struck by car at age 6.

5150. Shawn L NDE 4/12/2023. NDE 9564. Our weather was such that it was chilly or cold at the time. Yet, I remember it being the absolute perfect temperature. I was never really that close to my grandfather, but he was very proud of me for joining the US Navy as he was from the old country (Ireland). He came up to me and I don't remember him saying much but maybe a generalized greeting. I think he asked me what happened and maybe told me it wasn't my time yet.
NDE due to being struck by a tree. Met deceased grandfather.

5149. Bren L NDE 4/12/2023. NDE 9562. I also had the feeling of others around me. I don't know if they were human or not, but they felt familiar. At the time, I didn't have any close relatives who had passed on, so they were certainly not relatives, or at least, relatives I was unable to recognize. My immediate thought when I found myself where I was, it was embarrassment that I had died too soon.
NDE due to concussion from falling off bike at age 16.

5148. Ronnie E STE 4/8/2023. STE 9561. I was accelerating at such a fast speed towards what I assumed was outer space, that I saw stars (or little bright dots) around me warping and appearing like I was flying through a space tunnel. It was such an incredible velocity, to modern physics. Then I noticed that at the end of this tunnel was an incredibly bright light. This light got bigger and bigger as I got closer.
STE at time of a deeply questioning spiritual search.

5147. Jeanette H NDE 3/27/2023. NDE 9557. From Sweden. Then my godmother met me. She passed away from breast cancer ten years earlier. Everything is just energy, but I know it is her. She leads me forward and into a bright waiting room. I still have a hard time describing what it looks like and the feeling of it is indescribable, indefinable, but if I try, it sounds like this: Everything is bright and clear; everything is energy. Behind the three energies that met me is an even bigger light. It is like a pillar of light, completely blinding but yet it is not. The colors were completely indescribable in that I have never seen them before or later.
NDE due to severe car accident.

5146. Darla J NDEs 3/27/2023. NDEs 9556. I floated towards the top of a mountain. My hands touched the mountain. I was greeted by my grandparents who had passed on. It was beautiful as I looked at a pattern in the ground. I felt the feeling of ultimate joy and love as I took deep breaths and peered over the mountain top. Then I was told by my grandmother to go back down the mountain.
Two NDEs due to cardiac arrest caused by alcohol overdose.

5145. Lotte H NDE 3/22/2023. NDE 9553. From Germany I didn't see anything other than the light and whiteness surrounding me but I was overwhelmed with the greatest sense of clarity and endless calm, and I knew to my core right in that very moment that I was in between worlds. I witnessed my life passing through me in emotions and was so happy not to have any regrets. I knew that this is the moment where I could be crossing over into another world and felt totally at peace leaving my 'earthy' life behind me.
NDE due to car accident in the Great Karoo desert of South Africa.

5144. Isabel B Probable NDE 3/20/2023. Probable NDE 9550. Then, I was on a edge of darkness with a brilliant, huge circle of light. It began communicating with me telepathically. The light kept telling me I was dead until I acknowledge within myself that I was dead. I then asked, 'Where are the trees, sky and pastures that I read about in Psalms.' The light responded, 'Those are only words.' This distressed me.
Probable NDE from apparent nitrous oxide administration for dental procedure.

5143. Cecily W Probable NDE 3/16/2023. Probable NDE 9549. After I got closer to this voice, I recognized it. It was my brother, who was found dead on Mother’s Day, 2010. I never saw him, I just heard him and felt him. The entire time, I was getting closer to his voice as he continued pleading for me to wake up. He also kept saying. 'What about Mom? You can’t do this to Mom! You have to think about mom and dad. You can’t leave mom and dad.' I then felt like I was nearing the end of the sensation of being in a tunnel.
Probable NDE due to narcotic (fentanyl) overdose.

5142. Allyssa B Probable NDE 3/13/2023. Probable NDE 9548. I was in a beautiful park and my late grandma was underneath a huge tree. I was very close to my grandma and it was hard for me when she had 'died' in February of 2017. I walked over and sat down on the bench beside her as she held my hand. I don’t know if it was hours or days, but it felt like just a few minutes.
Probable NDE due to accidental medication overdose.

5141. Yolanda A NDE 3/9/2023. NDE 9546. When I realized that he was unfazed by my scream, I looked down at myself. I watched the paramedics administer life support. I then realized that I was watching myself die. I could see that I was an electric-blue, light orb with a tail of blue light.
NDE due to suicide attempt.

5140. Cynthia C Probable NDE 3/9/2023. Probable NDE 9545. Although no words were spoken, it was communicated to me that something evil was coming from an even darker place below me. This thing was crawling up to get me and drag me down with it. I didn't hear or see anything, but I knew it was coming. I also knew that if it took me, where I was going wasn't good and I would never be able to return. I was terrified and immediately began to pray. I screamed, 'Yeshua, Yeshua, Yeshua' over and over again. I've never referred to Jesus as Yeshua before.
Probable NDE due to suicide attempt.

5139. Peter P STE 3/1/2023. STE 9543. Exceptional Experience from Switzerland. Original in German, translated to English by Marguy. Then in the middle of life a light experience happens that sweeps away all the reactions about this imaginary separation and which dissolves the last doubts with this pure white light like a fog. It's the disintegration of a self constructed veil that prevented a realization that all people are entitled to have as their birthright. It's delightful to know that the light is the most wonderful symphony in the cosmos and that it contains the colors and the sense of touch of the most beautiful experiences
Remarkable STE while awakening from cardiac bypass surgery.

5138. Ginger M NDE 2/27/2023. NDE 9544. I felt the most wonderful feeling of love and peace that surrounded me. I never wanted this feeling to end. I walked out onto a beautiful garden, where my great-grandmother was waiting for me. She was young, but I knew it was her. She talked to me for a long time. We walked in that beautiful place and she told me that it was her garden. Then we walked to a huge, jeweled gate. I could see golden shimmers beyond the gate.
NDE due to blood loss three days after delivery.

5137. Jacky C NDE 2/24/2023. NDE 16129. From Taiwan. Original in Chinese. Translation to English by Jenny. I could feel a sheet of soft, white surroundings in this realm. There were ancient Chinese Palace stairs where on top of it was a bronze mirror and its size was bigger than TV cabinet. The edge of the copper mirror was decorated with a flower pattern in a Chinese Palace style. There was a force that pushed me in front of this mirror then put me down. I watched myself from the mirror and I saw myself had a head-shaped image illuminating with bright, blue light. Then, the bronze mirror projected my life from young to adulthood at a super high speed, which was playing hundreds to thousands of my life experiences in about 1 to 2 seconds. When my life review was completed, that force lifted me up, detoured the bronze mirror and continued on forwarding.
NDE due to drowning.

5136. Daniel B STE 2/23/2023. STE 9541. Exceptional Experience. With the 4th step my decision will have been made. I took my 3 steps! It was glorious, absolutely wonderful! I wanted to stay, but I wanted to hear the request too. I turned and walked away from the light. 'What is this request that you have for me?' 'I am pleased that you have chosen to learn more!', came the voice. I slowly looked up, and before me stood the form of Jesus Christ, just ten feet away.
Exceptional STE dream including encounter with Jesus.

5135. Lon B NDE 2/19/2023. NDE 9540. As short as my life was up to that point, I saw how lucky I was to have this life. I had lived a lifetime of experiences, and all I could feel was gratitude. Joy and gratitude for such a beautiful life experience. I began to cry again, but this time tears of joy. I began to pray, a prayer of thanks to the creator for everything I was allowed to feel, see, smell, hear, touch, love, and experience. I thanked God for all of it.
NDE due to drowning at age 14. Given information during the NDE that may have saved his life.

5134. Thomas D NDE 2/17/2023. NDE 9539. The next thing that happened was a bar that appeared over my head and sprayed me with some kind of energy or electricity over me. Afterwards, I looked down and saw a black puddle beside me. I asked my friend, 'What is this?' She replied, 'It's the guilt that I installed on myself because of what she did. You no longer need to carry it anymore. It was not yours to carry.' She was excited and pleased that I released the pain. She gave me more hugs, love, and kisses. She also said for me to, 'Let it go because I couldn't have changed the inevitable.' I told her that I disagree. I let it go because I love her.
NDE due to complication during surgery.

5133. Ryan R NDE 2/14/2023. NDE and SOBE 9535. Then I was floating above the water and looking down at the settling water. I watched my hair swirling inches below the water surface. Then my vision switched direction. I was looking at dock height towards the shore. I watched my cousin running down the dock and jumping into rescue me.
NDE due to drowning at age 5 with SOBE shortly after. Shared 54 years later.

5132. Kimberly G NDE 2/12/2023. NDE 9534. From Canada. I then felt my body calm and it was immensely peaceful, and I felt my myself lifting up from my body like almost heading up towards something. I was able to look up towards my fan in my room and tunnel vision began and I saw a tunnel and a pearly like white round structure like was like a light at the end of the tunnel. I was not afraid at all, I felt myself become curious about this.
NDE due to a seizure.

5131. Valerie N SDE 2/12/2023. SDE 9533. I sat at my grandma’s side and spoke to her about how much I missed her all those years. I told her how much I loved her, the memories I had never forgotten and how sorry I was for how we had been treated and that I was unable to speak to her. After a long conversation, I told her that I knew Jesus was waiting for her. I told her she could go, be with Him, and let go of this life.
Shared death experience with grandmother at time of her stroke at when she died two days later.

5130. Natalie B STE 2/6/2023. STE 9531. It was a banquet table. I was there with several other guests all dressed in a white glow. I didn't recognize the guests but there were approximately 12 and they made me feel overwhelming glad to be sitting with them and very welcomed. We ate, and we laughed. We laughed not at anyone’s expense but because we were joy -filled and happy, real happiness. The speed at which everyone conversed was other worldly.
STE following bone marrow transplant and at time of great despair.

5129. Dr. Fábio Probable NDE 1/19/2023. Probable NDE 9514. From Brazil. Original in Portuguese, translated to English by Victoria. Looking around, above the bright white light there was golden light that seemed to traverse the entire horizon, a light that also did not sting. It was not possible to figure out the ambient temperature, humidity, nor any odor. Yet in spite of this, confronted with the unknown I felt serene. As far as time was concerned, it seemed to me that I remained there for several hours in which various knowings were telepathically passed on through these higher beings, and a human language through my deceased uncle. I will speak more on this subsequently. Now I will describe the beings that I felt and saw. The two heavenly beings were imposing, with a stature a bit taller than the average person. I'd wager that they were around 7' feet tall (2.15 m) to my uncle's 5' 6" (1.7 m) who seemed diminutive next to them. The first higher being, I recognized as Archangel Michael.
Probable NDE from Brazil. Future vision of adverse political events in Brazil.
Note NDERF: Out of all the elements in the NDE, the future visions - especially the apocalyptical visions, are mostly unreliable and do not come to pass. If I had to hypothesize why this happens, I would say it is because we live in a 3 dimensional world. These experiences happen in a 4 dimensional or greater reality. That means that experiences with future visions show a possible future, not necessarily one that was going to happen. These experiences seem to be a co-creation with the divine and for the experiencer's soul growth. I think that many apocalyptical experiences, have to do with an experiencer's soul growth. Maybe it creates some type of remembrance for their purpose on earth. Other times it might be a warning bell of what could be if we don't take the steps to change it - even if our steps are small in the scheme of the future.

5128. Sally F Probable NDE 2/1/2023. Probable NDE 9527. There was everything and nothing; it was dark and light at the same time. I saw multiple colors while feeling tranquil and calm. I also had a feeling of complete peace and love. I felt like I was an orb; of being separate yet joined to eternity. I felt like I had a knowing of everything that there is to know in the universe.
Probable NDE during surgery for ruptured appendix at age 13. Shared 52 years later.

5127. Eileen B NDE 1/28/2023. NDE 9523. I remembered being zipped into a long hallway with doors on both sides. A voice told me to open one of the doors, so I did. I walked in the door. There were three men in black with no faces. They made me watch a screen that had the bad things I had done to others in my life. I was shown the all my hurtful actions towards others. Then, I was flying through the universe and just popped back in my body.
NDE due to cardiac arrest while under general anesthesia.

4969. David H Probable NDE 10/16/2021 & 1/24/2023. Probable NDE 9282/9522. I remember being in a room. I could not feel my shoulders or neck and realized that I did not have a body. I was an orb on a table and my face was like a round ball. In front of me was a man with black hair. He was dressed in a white, dress shirt with a long, black tie, and black pants accented with a gold, belt buckle. He looked at me for a few minutes and then said, 'You're not ready.' He used his right hand to pushed me back into my body.
Probable NDE due to coding while in hospital. Experience happened about 10 weeks before it was initially shared with NDERF. This is an integration experience shared again after several years.

5126. Susanne G NDE 1/23/2023. NDE 9520. From Switzerland. Original in German, translated to English by Marguy. In the darkness, a gate appears on my left side. The round arch is very beautiful, simple and sublime at the same time. The light within outshines everything. It has nothing in common with the declining cone of light above my body. The light is a beacon of hope in the darkness. I am attracted to the gate and I'm gliding toward it. I am leaving the inanimate figure on the stretcher behind. The pull is overpowering. I want to touch the light.
NDE due to internal bleeding after accident.

5125. Natalia P NDE 1/22/2023. NDE 9521. Next thing I saw was a view of the trauma room. The view came from the back, in the top right corner. I saw myself on the bed in the middle with doctors, nurses, and staff surrounding me. There was no sound and the ceiling seemed to be glowing, almost completely white. At this time they were preparing to use the defibrillator on me.
NDE at age 14 due to apparent cardiac arrest from supraventricular tachycardia.

5124. Nathan A NDE 1/19/2023. NDE 9519. I experienced a tunnel of swirling, bright lights pulling me inside. I went head first, but I didn’t feel a sensation of falling. The vividly displayed lights were colors which I’ve never before. The colors were contrasted heavily by the total blackness that was left in the rest of the void of the tunnel. I also felt/heard a humming or vibration sensation, which I was aware of was coming from my chest. I remember thinking that this was coming from the doctors working with some kind of suction device to clean out my lungs. This procedure made me uncomfortable with the constant buzzing and vibration that felt coming from my chest. I had a sensation of relief knowing that my lungs were finally being cleaned out. The lights of this tunnel were somehow comforting in a way that I can’t explain.
NDE due to respiratory failure.

5123. Heather W Probable NDE 1/11/2023. NDE 9515. I felt a warmth on my left arm but it wasn’t like a normal presence. It felt like my grandfather whom I had lost year prior. I also recall asking if my cousin was here and where she was
Probable NDE due to profound blood loss.

5122. Sanne V NDE 1/9/2023. NDE 9513. From the Netherlands I remember everything being dark, but it was not scary. As I was flying towards something, I thought about several things. I thought that I was only 12 and it was too early to die. I wondered if I would see my grandfather. I also realized that I didn't want to leave this world because I knew my parents would feel sad if I died.
Brief NDE at age 12 due to being hit by a motorcycle.

5121. Cheryl R NDE 1/9/2023. NDE 9512. There were two feminine beings behind me. I did not turn to look at them but they were loving and concerned. They seemed a bit confused as to why I was there. I looked around a little and saw small starlike lights moving by me and I knew they were others who had died but they were moving on. I then remembered that I had just had a baby and wondered to myself if she would be okay without me.
NDE due to CT scan contrast allergic reaction. Shared 48 years later. NDERF note: in the current era it is extremely rare to have an allergic reaction to CT scan contrast.

5120. Anthony P Possible NDE 1/9/2023. Possible NDE 9511. Sometime in the night a very pretty lady in white sat on my bedside, the side by the window. The side of the bed where there was a very narrow gap between the window and the bed and none of the nurses ever came to the rest of the time I was there. All I remember is she was very pretty, loving, very mommy-like and dressed all in white but it was not a nurses uniform.
Possible NDE at age 3 due to atrial septal defect (ASD, a heart condition). Shared 60 years later.

5119. François D STE 1/3/2023. STE 9510. From France. Original in French. Translated to English by Marguy. I felt alive and very light, happy and perfectly at ease. I had no fear, but knew that my physical heart might have stopped and that life was continuing outside of the body. Everything was so soft, so light; and so good and pleasant. I sensed a presence at my right. This presence wasn't really distinct from me. It was a perfect, loving, sweet and pleasant, nice and sensitive part of myself. It was like an intimate companion knowing me from time immemorial, and yet was also myself.
STE with Jesus