Archives 7-1-2023/12-31-2023

5272. Steven NDE 12/29/2023. NDE 9752. As I sank, I felt warm and comfortable, like being wrapped in a soft warm blanket. Then I was up in the rafters of the building looking down. I don't remember having a physical body. There was a warm something behind me that spoke into my head, 'You have to go back.'
NDE due to drowning at age 4. Shared 75 years later.

5271. Jacob D NDE 12/20/2023. NDE 9749. He then moved a bit to his left and a chasm opened up between Him and me. I heard a million voices crying out in agony, along with hideous laughter. Then a smell came from the chasm. It was like that of rotting flesh. He then gave me the choice of either staying there at the gates of hell until judgment day or returning to this life in a painful and disfigured form. I then felt a sick feeling that was both, painful and embarrassing. I immediately knew that this was the sensation that I was going to feel if I had chosen to return. I guess I must have made my choice, because my soul began a quick ascent back to my body lying in a hospital bed. The entry felt like diving into a pool of warm water.
NDE due to suicide attempt. Hellish content.

5270. Robert L NDE 12/20/2023. NDE 9748. I felt no pain or concern. I was outside of my body observing the emergency room. All of the beds were full. So to make room for me, I saw the medical staff take a young girl, perhaps 7 years old, out of the room. At some point, it seems like I had been transferred to a stretcher. I could then see myself on a stretcher being rushed to be treated. I was surrounded by at least three nurses who were preparing the defibrillator. Then they were cutting my pants off lengthwise.
Brief NDE due to blood loss from ulcer.

5269. Rob D NDE 12/12/2023. NDE 9746. I was in a place like a glass amphitheater or small auditorium. I could see the space outside with stars everywhere. I looked ahead and saw two hooded, cloaked figures. One of them was taller than the other. I cannot see any of their features since I was about 20 feet away from them. I looked both ways. There was nothing to my left. On my right was a bunch of people; I could hear them, but not see them. I heard them frantically whispering, like they were not expecting this to happen.
NDE at age 3 due to attack by a dog. Shared 51 years later.

5268. Stephen M Probable NDE 12/11/2023. Probable NDE 9745. I awoke to find myself hovering 20 feet above myself. It was dark except in the vortex in front of me. I was watching the girl in the car straddling me and pounding on my face and chest because I had turned blue. I stopped breathing for a few minutes. I was weightless, just floating there for a few minutes.
Probable NDE from heroin overdose.

5267. Michael B NDE 12/10/2023. NDE 9744. From Canada This Being was solid, built like a rock and not transparent. He looked more like those aliens that they call Reptilians. His head was human-like with green and black shiny eyes, flat nostrils and a thin lip mouth. In the light behind him was the white cloaked Beings who were backing up again as I approached. Then another 'hooded being' joined the group of four little ones in the light. Only this one was about six to seven feet tall. He was white in color just like the little ones. This tall one looked like a mature adult Gray Alien. This one had an elongated head, large dark black eyes. He was telling them, 'It's time to go. We can't stay much longer'.
NDE due to cardiac arrest. Declared dead and came to consciousness in the morgue.

5266. Russell FDE 12/10/2023. FDE 9743. Then the door opened by itself while I looked at in disbelief, while scrambling out of the truck. In front of me was a tall, large man. He had tan skin, curly black hair and beard. He was wearing a tunic, with a rope for a belt, and leather sandals that had leather straps up his ankles. He looked at me with his head tilted to the side, like I was not supposed to see him. When I looked harder, I noticed I could see through his body to the brick wall behind him.
Fear-Death Experience (FDE) due to being on fire from gasoline accident.

5265. Melissa B FDE 12/10/2023. FDE 9742. I remembered a time with my mom at Disneyworld when I was 3. This is not a memory I have ever had. I vaguely remember parts of that trip but this memory was not one of them. I realized then that my life was flashing before me and I was going to die. I had never been so sure of anything. Every part of me knew I was about to die. I started screaming, to this day I don't know if I vocalized anything or it was all in my head.
Fear-Death Experience (FDE) due to nearly being in a car accident.

5264. Shana M NDE 12/8/2023. NDE 9741. A tunnel open and I seemed to have entered it. The tunnel was black with glowing, electric lines and successively narrowing blue-green rings of light as the view went further back into the tunnel. I did not see any single, bright light at an end of that tunnel. The tunnel was to my front right, with a slight upward gradient.
NDE at age 6 during surgery for emergency appendectomy. Shared 79 years later.

5263. El S Probable NDE 12/6/2023 . Probable NDE 9736. My guides spoke to me telepathically. I was shown various aspects of the universe through lessons. For instance, I was told to merge with other life forms so that I could understand that they were conscious. I was told to merge with a tree, a fish, and a lily flower to feel their consciousness. I traveled through space and to another planet and observed another intelligent species.
Allergic reaction to medication resulting in sepsis.

5262. Jeff H STE 12/4/2023. STE 9740. Exceptional Experience. The first energy download taught me why I was put through so many hardships since birth. It wasn’t by accident or by fate or by bad luck. They were all pre-planned. To make me stronger and wiser. All the pain I’ve been carrying around all these years was erased. It felt like I was reborn again. Then more waves of energy and answers came into me. This experience was overwhelming as they kept me on the floor, still in a fetal position, unable to stand. God showed me what he was. Not a man or woman or any physical form. God is pure love. Pure super bright white light of energy is the best I can explain it. God is everything and everywhere and we are a part of God. God is in all of us, good and bad.
Profound STE with extensive spiritual information.

5261. Rickalan K NDE 12/4/2023. NDE 9739. Moments later, I’m standing on the berm again watching the scene below. I'm thinking, 'Man, that man is messed up! Damn! Hey that's my jean jacket. Hey that's my shirt.' I look down and see that I’m not on the berm. I realize I am floating and it hits me, 'Wait that's me.' The ambulance has left and I start to be pulled towards it.
Brief NDE following car accident.

5260. Denise B NDE 12/4/2023. NDE 9738. I looked out the back of the ambulance, even though the doors were shut. I could see them shut, but I could also see past them and down my street. It was an odd duality. I looked down my street into the sky at the end and I fully realized that I had access to ALL the information in the universe. All I had to do was ask a question and the answer was right there. Yet, I was so amazed that I never thought to ask any questions.
NDE due to cardiac arrest from medication.

5259. RV Possible NDE 12/4/2023. NDE or FDE 9737. Experience happened in Argentina. Then I saw clear pictures of parts of my life. The last thing I remember was thinking, 'What are my parents going to say when they find me dead?'
NDE vs FDE at age 12 due to drowning. Shared 64 years later.

5258. Joan S Anesthesia 12/4/2023. Possible NDE;Anesthesia 23523. I slowly levitated out from my body, seeing the dentist, an assistant, and other people sitting around me. I slowly kept floating up, until I got to the ceiling. Then I went through the ceiling and into the attic. About half way to that ceiling, I started slowing down my ascent and was move forward until I was in a sleeping on my tummy position. But I was still in mid-air and could see other people floating in mid-air. I knew then that they were other patients who had been put to sleep and were out of their body just like me.
Anesthesia experience at age 16 to 18. OBE over body.

5257. Catherine K NDE 12/1/2023. NDE 16135. I remember floating in the air. I could not breathe. I panicked because I couldn't understand how I could be alive while not breathing. As I was rotating and moving upwards, I noticed my sight was amazing. I could very clearly see through walls.
NDE from a delivery problem.

5256. Dan R NDE 11/28/2023. NDE 9734. I began floating away in blackness. It was very peaceful, very calming, very quiet. After a time, I heard a disembodied voice say 'You understand you are dying now.' I felt that I was being given a choice. To continue floating away or to return. Susan and my daughters were still at the border in Texas and it didn’t feel right to me to die without them being there.
NDE due to dengue fever. Produced impressive art after his NDE symbolizing his experience.

5255. Rick NDE 11/28/2023. NDE 9732. I closed my eyes and was transported into a world where desert and forest met. I was standing on a hill watching either a sunrise or sunset.It also felt like I was home or at peace. I felt there was no time. In reality, I was only there a short time.
NDE due to killer bee stings.

5254. Dr. Martina F Probable NDE 11/20/2023. Probable NDE 9728. From Germany. Original in German, translated to English by Marguy. I woke up to a place where everything was pleasant, joyful, and beautiful. I didn't want to leave there. After an undefined time, somebody woke me from this place of indescribable peace and well-being. I wanted to remain in this peace. And I was quite annoyed about the first-respondent because she tried to wake me up
Probable NDE due to cardiac arrest.

5253. Pooja V NDE 11/19/2023. NDE 9727. From India I had a sense of floating in the vacuum or void. I felt absolutely no pressures or burdens. I felt a sense of calmness and peace that I had never experienced before in earthly life. I didn't feel any attachments to anyone or anything. Yet, this was not distressing, only peaceful. I was feeling light as a feather floating in the air. I remember experiencing this for about 30 seconds. While I was unconscious, I recall my sister calling out my name, asking me to come back.
NDE due to Guillain Barre Syndrome.

5252. E.A. C FDE 11/19/2023. FDE 9726. From Canada The weight of the sled was dragging me closer and closer to certain death. I envisioned it clearly, my brains smeared red and grey across the pristine snow. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth to scream. And in that very moment, I kid you not, my entire life flashed before my eyes. Everything I had ever done, or said, or seen, or thought, or worn, or eaten. Every person I had ever known, every kid I had ever played with, every book I had ever read, every TV shown I had ever watched.
Fear-death experience at age 7 due to near accident while sledding. Shared 63 years later.

5251. Harry W NDE 11/19/2023. NDE 19059. It all felt completely different. Nothing had the weight of physicality. Things and people were surrounded by a glow emanating several inches around them. Then, I watched the adults start to panic. My father became and my mother went into hysterics. The others there were frozen still. I would now call them in shock at the unfolding event. All I heard was silence.
NDE at age 6.

5250. Trent C Probable NDE 11/15/2023. Probable NDE 9725. I have a vivid memory of white hexagons, arranged linearly, on each side of my visual field. The heagons flipped from white to black, towards an apex at the top of my visual field. I had an associated warm, easy feeling. Then, I saw an image of my wife and children silently shaking their heads 'no' at the apex.
Probable NDE due to snowmobile accident. Contributor is a physician.

5249. James B Probable NDE 11/15/2023. Probable NDE 9724. I remember saying that I would love to die right now, but my wife and son are both dependent on me for care and would suffer if I died now. The other person assured me that this was not my time and I would return to caring for them for a long time. I felt like this was the end of a much longer conversation but I couldn't remember what else we talked about. The light persisted for a minute or two, but the profound happiness lasted for an hour or more.
Probable NDE at time of unconsciousness due to blood loss.

5248. Steve D NDE 11/15/2023. NDE 9722. Exceptional Experience. At some point my entire life flashed before me. It was not in snippets of my life but somehow my entire life all at once. Some of what I saw and remembered made me feel euphoria, laughter and other times sadness, but again it occurred all at once. At some point, it was communicated to me that 'love is all that matters.' This meant love for all fellow humans, love and respect for the earth, for the birds, animals, and even insects. All things are from our Creator and we are all, everything connected at every level.
Remarkable NDE due to cardiac arrest.

5247. Ken M NDE 11/10/2023. NDE 9720. I woke up to find myself floating in a beautiful, tranquil darkness. But I don't have a sense of self, or any memory of anything. I don't know how I got to this space. I feel an overwhelming sense of euphoria, peacefulness, and safety. There are blue and white orbs floating in the darkness. It's a brilliant, beautiful light that fills me with peace.
NDE due to cardiac arrest while riding a bicycle.

5246. Dane L NDE 11/10/2023. NDE 9719. I saw a light coming from around the door. It was as if the door couldn’t stop the light. I went to the door and opened it. I saw a long, bright, clean corridor. I “walked”, not sure how I moved, down the corridor toward a white door at the end. I noticed that the door was very beautiful, not ornate, but clean and had a very beautiful gold knob. I looked at the knob for what seemed several minutes. I knew I could not open the door, but I wanted to.
NDE following car accident.

5245. Larry M NDE 11/4/2023. NDE 9716. It was My 'soul self' that was immediately aware that I was standing in front of ‘an Entity’ that was sitting on a very ornate thrown of Gold and Ivory. The Entity was wearing a White Robe with a Golden belt around the waist, the hands and feet were bronze in color; There was an Aura or perhaps a Crown of Energy completely covering the face, as it extended from fully covering the top of the shoulders to 18'above what would be perceived as the top of the head
NDE due to being drowned by brother at age 5. Shared 69 years later.

5244. Volker F Probable NDE 10/28/2023. Probable NDE 9715. From Germany. Original in German, translated to English by Marguy. I saw a very bright, white light and felt an infinite peace and calm inside. This was a unique experience, something I never experienced in this way. The security and the peace gave me such a lasting feeling of well-being.
Probable NDE due to episode of unconsciousness after wrist fracture.

5243. Maria G NDE 10/28/2023. NDE 9711. From Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Camille. Behind my grandparents, in the distance, there was a HUGE mountain with beautiful waterfalls that fell from very high up into an impressive lake. The lake was surrounded by happy people. Some were bathing in it; some naked and others in white clothing. It looked like paradise. When I saw that, I felt such an immense peace that I wanted to stay there.
NDE due to fainting as a result of liver disease.

5242. Hugo R NDE 10/26/2023. NDE 9710. From Mexico. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Camille. I saw my life in a second and then I was back in my body. It’s now difficult for me to remember many details. But the experience opened me up to this current state of spiritualism and the belief that there is much more after death. Above all, I understand that spiritual world which is difficult for us to understand here on earth.
NDE due to being run over by car at age 17.

5241. Nadia L STE 10/23/2023. STE 9712. I felt blissful, and happy, and there was a brilliant light. Suddenly I saw everything that has ever happened to me, not just in this lifetime but in all the lifetimes before. I was a little girl murdered in Appalachia. I was a closeted French painter with a mustache. I suddenly understood time as it truly is - as something that does not happen in a consecutive, linear motion, but an explosion of eternity all at once for infinity. It was beautiful, and I understood everything.
STE dream with awareness of prior earthly lives.

5240. Amera S NDE 10/22/2023. NDE 9709. The unit became very silent for a time; then all the alarms went off. It was very interesting, because they each had a particular sound that happened at different intervals. As I listened, I floated up and saw a tunnel that appeared to be parallel to the floor. I floated, feet first through the tunnel for maybe 20 feet or so.
Brief NDE due to post-surgical complications at age 16.

5239. Janelle M Probable NDE 10/20/2023. Probable NDE 9708. From Australia I remember flying forward, spiraling at a very fast rate. I was outside and flying like out in space. There were many beautiful colors passing by. I had a feeling of euphoria and peace. I was flying toward a bright white light, the clearest white I have ever seen. I was frightened. Yet, I was at peace being lovingly surrounded by light.
Probable NDE due to possible allergic reaction in ICU.

5238. Peter F Probable NDE 10/20/2023. Probable NDE 9707. From Canada. I just gave up and found myself in a void. There were no sensations at all, nothing to see, hear, feel, etc. I had no thoughts at all, just the deepest and purest sense of peace I ever felt. I had a vague sensation of going somewhere but had no way to tell where or how. I had no perception of time so I can't tell how long I was there. That was all there was in the void: a feeling of complete inner peace and vague movement to somewhere.
Probable NDE due to episode of unconsciousness at time of grieving the death of his wife the day before.

5237. Victor K Probable NDE 10/13/2023. Probable NDE 9699. From Brazil. Original in Portuguese, translated to English by Gerardo. I WALKED THROUGH A BLUE PORTAL AND I HAD A SENSE OF PEACE LIKE I HAD NEVER FELT BEFORE MY BROTHER CAME TOWARDS ME AND SAID: NOT VERBALLY (TELEPATHICALLY) COME BACK LAY DOWN AND BE STRONG YOU HAVE YOUR DAUGHTERS. I WENT BACK AND LAID DOWN AND TRIED HARD TO BE STRONG MY UPPER AND LOWER BODY WERE SWEATING A LOT.
Probable NDE due to being struck by a car while on a bicycle.

5236. Courtney B Probable NDE 10/12/2023. Probable NDE 9705. I am looking at myself from above my body and maybe 15 feet away. I could see my body lying in a crib beneath an oxygen tent. I could see a children's hospital ward at night, dimly lit. There was a light on the wall near my crib and there were other cribs around me. I knew that it was me that I was looking at, but I was neither alarmed or frightened. I felt very peaceful and well.
Probable NDE at age 18 months due to pneumonia.

5235. Robin T NDE 10/8/2023. NDE 9702. I remember that I was way above my body. There was a light behind me. I did see myself on the ground, but was not concerned. Another rider was screaming and yelling, but I have no idea what she was saying. It seemed like a long time that I was in the tree. I also remember making the decision to not leave and to come back to my body. I wanted badly to go in the Navy.
NDE due to being thrown off a horse at age 17.

5234. Jairo G NDE 10/2/2023. NDE 9701. I felt so much more than human emotion because it was more of a complete, unchangeable, and indestructible type of fulfillment. It was contentment and harmonious gratitude by grace. It was so beautiful and hard to explain since I had never felt something like that in my earthly life. I decided to return back to earth with regret because I have never felt so much in peace in my life.
NDE during combat training.

5233. Dr. Samuel R NDE 9/26/2023. NDE 9698. Then both of my deceased parents appeared from nowhere. My parents had died the previous year; within six months of each other in 2009. I was shocked and overjoyed as I continued to make my way to them. I still felt an extreme sense of euphoria, contentment, and peace. I greeted them and told them that I wanted to be with them. I actually pleaded with them to let me come with them. They told me to go back.
NDE from physician due to drowning.

5232. Lorenza P NDE 9/24/2023. NDE 9332. Lo and behold, I saw the most gorgeous face I had ever seen. Immediately, I know I was looking at Jesus Christ. I telepathically said with a smile ablaze, “J e s u s!” And He smiled upon me with the most delightful smile anyone has ever profiled. I got the feeling that He delighted in my recognition of Him as Christ. He had the most gorgeous long wavy golden-brown hair just past His shoulders. His stunning ocean-blue eyes radiated pure love and compassion. His full, groomed beard glistened golden-brownish. He appeared as semi-human form with fair skin, and a white glowing light illuminated all around Him.
NDE from accident.

5230. Wooter VA Probable NDE 9/24/2023. Probable NDE 9697. From the Netherlands I was in a field where the sky was purple, the birds sang beautiful songs to me, and there were beautiful trees. Along the path, I saw people who had passed over to the other side. They talked to me, reassuring me, and made me feel safe. They also help me realize that all was good and everything was how it was supposed to be. They told me that I shouldn't worry about anything. I didn't just hear it, I felt it as bliss and acceptance.
Probable NDE due to episode of apparent unconsciousness.

5229. Shayne D NDE 9/22/2023. NDE 9695. From the United Kingdom All of a sudden, my eyes were in the corner of the ceiling as I wondered where I was. It took me 15 to 20 seconds to realize that I was looking into the room from the exact corner of the ceiling. As it was a rectangle room, I was looking down the lines of where the walls meet the ceiling. I was able to distinguish the difference in lengths of the lines and the color of the walls. At the end of the lines, there were different colors that made it significantly easier for me to realize where I actually was at.
NDE due to apparent hypoxia caused by inhaling butane.

5228. Tom M NDE 9/18/2023. NDE 9693. When I reached the light, I felt unconditional love coming from the light. I had never felt love like that before my NDE or since. No one asked what religion I was or if I believed in God. The love was truly unconditional. I heard a Female voice in my head say, 'you can stay or you can go back, if you decide to go back there are many things for you to do.'
NDE due to head injury from falling off a bicycle at age 14. Shared 64 years later.

5227. Rebecca P Experience 9/18/2023. Other 9692. I came up out of my body and saw myself spinning under the waves, I was also in my body at the same time spinning under the waves, so I was both witnessing my death and experiencing it. I felt peace. Then I remembered a story I heard about two mice that fell into a vat of milk. One mouse gave up and drowned and the other kept swimming until it churned butter and could crawl out. Then I had the thought, what mouse are you going to be?
Interesting bilocation experience due to near drowning at age 14.

2078. Mark B Probable NDE 9/11/2023 & 12/31/2009. Probable NDE vs. ICU Experience 16133/2078. My previous feelings of fear, confusion, and pain dissipated into feelings of peace, tranquility, and safety like I had never known before. Moreover, despite the absolute silence of this refuge I was able to "hear" the sounds to be heard, yet I could "hear" the many feelings that emanated within my refuge. I became "aware" of the absolute darkness yet was never blinded by it nor did it hinder my vision. There was nothing to see, yet I could "see" like never before. There I remained "alive" and was never lonely as something, someone, somehow instilled me with safety and well-being.
Probable NDE and ICU Experience due to car accident. Was in a coma for 2 months.

5225. Abi Probable NDE 9/10/2023. Probable NDE 9650. From Mexico. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Camille. I was certain that I had been there before, that it was a very familiar place, and that this was my home. I knew that I was definitely in my natural state and that I belonged there. I was certain that life on earth was a play in which I embodied a character who played different roles: daughter, mother, sister, employee, wife, and etc. But it was just that. It was A THEATER PLAY, in which the passions, interests and feelings only existed in that reality. It did not exist hear; nor did it have value in the dimension in which I found myself now.
Probable NDE. States ‘Drug or medication overdose’ but no details.

5224. Michaela J Probable NDE 9/10/2023. Probable NDE 9670. From Czechoslovakia. Original in Czech, translated to English by Rick When I was 3 years old, I knelt by the garden pond and reached for a water lily. I lost my balance and fell into the water. I couldn't swim, so sunk. Immediately it became dark. At the same time, I saw a strong light in the distance. Around me I saw small figures with fluttering lines of skirts. The characters looked like little fairies. I knew I was going to die, but it felt good. I didn't even choke. It felt like I passed out for a moment.
Probable NDE at age 3 due to drowning.

4829. Leonard M NDE 9/29/2020 & 9/9/2023. NDE 9070/9687. As I made it through the tunnel, I found myself floating down a gloomy highway and nobody was around. I noticed certain landmarks in the city that I was currently living in. Suddenly, I found myself in space and looking at the earth from a distance. I observed an energy protruding from the top of the earth in the likeness of a tree circulating in and out of it. To my left I observed a wormhole and was about to make me towards it. I had no form, fear, emotions or concerns of anything associated with the physical world. Then I heard someone call my name. I didn't know who it was, but decided to go towards it.
NDE due to pulmonary embolus and cardiac arrest.

5223. Daniel W NDE 9/13/2023. NDE 9691. Immediately, every part of what I thought was my being felt even better than before. I felt so happy and joyful. I not only heard the voice in my ears, it felt as if my blood, my cells, and every part of me heard it. I was so alive that words fail me. There is nothing I can say to communicate how great and wonderful I felt. The voice said to me, 'What do you want to do?'
NDE due to cardiac arrest while driving a car.

5222. Alan S NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9685. During the first experience, I found myself in a room that was infinite any direction because there were no walls. I saw rows and rows of tables with chairs. Then some people saw me. In front and to my right, there were two or three people and we were in a relaxed atmosphere. One person was asking me questions, such as what I did and where I went. It felt like a HANDOVER, like I was updating them on events of my life and on places/times of events that took place.
NDE due to two heart attacks while in ambulance.

5221. Clive H NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9682. I found myself standing alone on an unfamiliar landscape. I was feeling very calm, content, and curious. The landscape was not flat, but gently rolling. Rock were exposed at the surface in fractured and weathered form. The vegetation was limited to a yellow-brown color. There was low growing tussocks and lichens on the rocks. The sky had a thin layer of clouds with an odd greenish-tinge on the horizon. I was puzzled by all this, yet I was very calm and relaxed. I was wondering what caused green clouds. I could move, although I never tried to take a step. In gazing about, my head and torso were mobile.
NDE due to cardiac arrest at age 19. Frightening experience with atypical content.

5220. Khalil Z NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9664. Non-Western NDE in Qatar. Then I saw myself lying on the table. My mom was crying while sitting by my side. A nurse on the other side of me was removing the blood-soaked cotton. I can see my aunt, who was crying by my feet. My dad and uncle were in the outside hallway. I could hear my uncle on the phone saying, 'If he's not on his way, I am deporting his butt back to Egypt.' Then a man comes running into the room while talking to the nurse as he came towards me saying, 'Get him to the surgery room now.'
NDE at age 9-10 due to accident.

5219. Gregory T NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9663. I was watching this activity, looking down from a point apparently below the ceiling. My viewpoint was maybe three feet behind my left shoulder, and above my body. I had a very good field of view, no tunnel vision, and I could see the entire room. I saw myself lying on the gurney. One of the Male attendants was performing CPR on me, while the other male attendant was bagging me. The Female nurse was leaving the room. A person wearing a blue jacket came into the room and seemed to take charge, while CPR continued being done.
NDE due to allergic or hypersensitivity reaction to medication.

5218. Heather T NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9662. I remember turning around and I seeing a bright light behind me.
Brief NDE at age 6 after open heart surgery while in recovery.

5217. Sandra M NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9661. In my dream there was a white room. White is the closest thing I can call it, but the room was beyond white. The room glowed as if it was its own light source. I saw a man in the room who smiled. He gave me a feeling of complete peace and calm. Even writing this 14 years later I find it hard to mention this peace without crying. His mouth didn't move but he told me I had to go back.
NDE due to hemorrhage after caesarian section delivery. Interesting multiple episodes of transition from hospital room to unearthly room with a man present.

5216. Kim N NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9659. I was surrounded by a bright light from every direction, not just above me. I had the most peaceful feeling I have ever had. I can't explain it and I have never experienced that before or after. I was told that I had a decision.
NDE due to hemorrhage after caesarian section delivery.

5215. Glenn D NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 16132. Slowly moving along the vibrating belt made me feel that I was moving at a high rate of speed, going through outer space. There were 3 spherical lights ahead of me that I thought to be planets with what looked to be rivers and tributaries. It seems that each time a tooth was extracted, it affected which light I was headed for. After glancing away from the third light, I found that I had floated to the roof of the building and sunlight. The few moments I was on the roof were mostly very happy. On the roofs arch behind me was Tommy, a childhood friend who had died five years before, after a fall from a bridge railing and onto rocks below. He still looked one year younger than me, growing at the same rate that I had.
NDE at age 12 due to complication of dental anesthesia. Shared 71 years later.

5214. Arazdordi T NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9655. Experience happened in Iran. Non-Western NDE. I became serene as I saw a panoramic realm characterized by radiant light. In this boundless and luminous space, I encountered a multitude of smiling baby faces. They greeted me with waves of welcome. Amidst this luminous expanse, I observed my entire life encapsulated within a single snapshot among these angelic visages. The sight filled me with immense elation. Their delighted gazes were fixed upon me. These images were purity, divine holiness, and unparalleled beauty. Witnessing them was the most tranquil moment I had ever encountered in my life.
NDE due to drowning/suffocation. Shared 53 years after experience.

5213. Harry P STE 9/9/2023. STE 9654. I asked her why she left and then spoke to her, and she moved around the post out of view of the three men, and as she looked at me, she projected a penetrating sense of intense love toward me. Love that I could feel as a physical sensation. This is where it got really strange and she revealed herself as an angel. We spoke for a few more moments. She then said 'You should not be here'.
STE during dream with remarkable encounter with an angel.

5212. Stephanie M SDE 9/9/2023. SDE 9653. As if waking from a trance, I realized that an hour had passed and there were patients lined up in my office across the street. As I left, I could feel him become less agitated. He appeared to be melting into the sheets. I took the elevator down 10 floors to exit the hospital. When I stepped into the parking lot, I instantly rose 3 to 4 feet off the ground. Then I floated 3 feet in the air across the parking lot.
Shared death experience manifesting as a prolonged OBE after talking with a dying patient. Contributor is a retired physician.

5211. Lisa MS NDE 9/9/2023. NDE 9652. He reminded me that when I was a child, I had prayed for a gift of the spirit. He said that he didn't give me the gift I requested. My gift is making people feel safe. It's why I stand up for people all the time. He said I would be going back. We discussed future events where I would be needed to help others. At one point, he asked me if I remembered how I lovingly joked about a neighbor. When she was very sick, she came to my house and said, 'God said if I came here you would save me.'
NDE due to blood clot on brain. She was at home, but apparent episode of unconsciousness with OBE.

5210. Barry S Probable NDE 9/8/2023. Probable NDE 9649. People were moving through the large cracks between the pieces. and I suddenly wanted to join the migration from this side to the other side. In fact, my desire to join the moving stream of people was greater than I have ever felt before. As my son and the doctor joined the migration, I so wanted and needed to join them. It was a primal need that seem to be driving me.
Probable NDE at time of infection.

5209. Richard E NDE 9/8/2023. NDE 9648. suddenly, Grandmother appeared before me. I asked her to take me away with her so the chaos would end. She smiled at me. She raised up her hand and wagged her index finger back and forth. ‘No, no, no, Ricky. You have to go back’. Ricky was her pet name for me. I responded, ‘I don't like this.’ She said, ‘I know.’
NDE due to cardiac arrest.

5208. Amy M NDE 9/8/2023. NDE 9647. I was totally surprised to find myself in a soft, slowly swirling, black, silky ‘whirlpool’ that I could see and that was slowly drawing me forward. When I looked ahead, I could see a circular area of light in the distance. This could best be described as being in a tunnel, although it was not narrow nor could I discern a ceiling, etc.
NDE due to episode of unconsciousness shortly after delivery. Shared 57 years after experience.

5207. Elizabeth H Probable NDE 9/8/2023. Probable NDE 9641. She said she was at the top of the ceiling with a childhood friend. She told me where every single person was standing in the operating room. She said that she was groaning at our obnoxious puns and was trying to tell us how bad they were. Her friend told her, 'That is how these types deal with stress.' She told me to come up with better jokes. She did not remember all of them, but repeated a few.
Probable NDE at age 3-4 due to asthma attack. Shared 63 years later.

5206. Nurse's Patient's NDE 9/8/2023. Second-Person NDE 9640. she said she was at top of ceiling with a childhood friend. she told me where every single person was standing. she said that she was groaning at our obnoxious puns and was trying to tell us and said her friend told her that is how these types deal with stress. She said come up with better jokes.
Second-person NDE shared by nurse attending to patient with cardiac arrest. Patient described the jokes and puns being told during her resuscitation.

5205. Rocky T. Possible NDE 9/1/2023. Second-person Possible NDE 9673. He said, 'Mom there was a man wearing all white who was taking me to this bright white room. In the room I saw all these other people with white clothes. They surrounded this man.
Possible NDE at age 8 from going unconscious. Was adopted from the Congo at age 5 and lived in the United States.

5204. Demirkaya NDE 9/1/2023. NDE 9672. Non-Western NDE from Turkey I realized that the grass, trees, and soil were part of the bright white light. I looked up and saw bright, white light men. There were in a row with three of them on the right and three of them on the left. They looked like statues in the shape of a human. But, they didn't have real eyes. The statues looked exactly the same and were dressed the same.
Brief NDE at age 13.

5203. Patricia B NDE 9/1/2023. NDE 9669. All I could see was a very bright light. I walked a few steps and started to see human forms slowly walking toward me. Out of the misty light, a short, heavy-set woman with gray hair approached me. She had a huge smile and said my name. I didn’t recognize her but I knew she was someone important to me and that she loved me. We hugged. I saw more forms walking toward us.
NDE due to head injury at age 13. Shared 55 years later.

5202. Matthew H NDE 9/1/2023. NDE 9668. I witnessed what was going on around me from slightly above my body. I couldn't see my body, but did see everything going on around me. At the end of the bed there was a young nurse with her arms crossed. She was dressed in an old-style uniform with a white paper hat and etc. I joked with her by asking her who she was going to write up.
NDE due to complications of atrial fibrillation that may have been caused by Covid.

5201. Thomas G NDE 9/1/2023. NDE 9681. He pulled me to a place where there was an amazing pond with the clearest water. The water was pure and radiating with glory. The sun was just coming up and the color of light that was being projected was something that I can’t describe with our humanly words. The peace I felt while beside this pond is again something I can’t put into words. I felt the presence of God and his angels. The sound of music like no other!
NDE due to auto accident.

5200. Shane B Probable NDE 9/1/2023. Probable NDE 9680. I had an encounter with my deceased grandparents. They died over 25 years ago, but it was as if we had just seen each other. I was not startled by their presence. We walked along a bridge over a bay. The sun was warm. I could smell my grandfather's cologne. They were the last age I saw them, 25 years ago. A giant lightning bolt appeared within arm's reach and a flew through a dark tunnel.
Probable NDE due to ruptured brain aneurysm.

5199. Morris C NDE 9/1/2023. NDE 9634. I was floating over myself, as I recognized my body lying on the couch. I went to check on my girlfriend and children. I saw them in the room playing, but they did not see me. This OBE lasted for maybe 20 seconds.
Brief NDE due to brain aneurysm.

5198. Leonel C NDE 9/1/2023. NDE 9677. I remained close to the ceiling staring down on the situation not feeling anything, just being an observer of this scene. All of a sudden I’m falling from the ceiling, feeling gravity pull me down. The falling gives me a weird feeling in my stomach. My focus changed from looking down on the scene to being slammed into the bed and looking up at the ceiling and into the face of a Male nurse I didn’t know.
NDE at time of rupture of femoral artery after surgical procedure. Verified OBE observation.

5197. Don M NDEs 9/1/2023. NDEs 9676. I saw again a bright light, but this time it was preceded by a long, dark tunnel. In the light, I was greeted again by transparent entities, my deceased grandparents and my unborn daughter and son. I saw my body while my 'soul' was hovering over it. I saw the doctor and the team giving me CPR
Two NDEs. First due to auto accident, second due to cardiac arrest during cardioversion procedure. Saw his unborn children.

5196. Cassandra A NDE 9/1/2023. NDE 9675. Exceptional Experience. I floated to an incredible room. I use the word 'room' for lack of a better word because there were no boundaries or defined walls. I was just infinitely there. I felt love and peace like I had never felt before. Everything was the most beautiful, golden light. I knew many people who were with me, despite the fact they didn't have faces. But they did have auras. I could feel their presence and could absolutely feel their love. I greeted them and looked around in awe. I knew they were the spirit guides of the universe and I knew they created it.
Remarkable NDE that was preceded with a pleasant MDMA drug experience, transitioned into an NDE due to asphyxia, then transitioned back to an unpleasant MDMA experience after the NDE. Fascinating example of the contrast in experience content between an MDMA experience and an NDE. This is like a rosetta stone for altered states of consciousness.

5195. Pietre M NDE 9/1/2023. NDE 9674. From South Africa. I watched from about 100 feet above and behind the car. The vehicle rolled seven times creating a cloud of dust before coming to rest on its wheels. I don't recall feeling any emotion or surprise at the time. There was a strange 'zooming' sound or sensation.
NDE at age 15 from auto accident.

5194. Amber W NDE 8/23/2023. NDE 9632. I was floating above my body. I could see and hear my daddy yelling my name. He repeatedly was telling me to breathe. I saw myself lying there, but I chose to go further away from it. I was following the 'bright white light' that I saw. As I grew closer to the light, my dad's voice got my distant. I then heard a voice tell me that I have to return to my body because it is not my time yet. And I needed to listen to my daddy. I told my grandmother, that I heard the voice of her mother, Mary. She asks me, 'The mother Mary? Jesus' mother?' I said, 'No, your mother. Mary. The woman in the picture by your bed.
NDE at age 3 due to drowning.

5193. Sarah W NDE 8/11/2023. NDE 9631. I pointed at the chess board while trying to reign in my temper. Like the angry teen I was, I demanded to know 'Why?! Is this some sort of game to you? A joke?' The guide finally spoke to me then, in my head. I realized then I hadn't said anything out loud. There is no need to speak at all there, since communication is instantaneous and clear regardless of distance. The guide said to me, 'You choose to live your life on Earth and you choose your suffering.' Those words certainly brought me up short, and shocked me into stillness. I was no longer furious, only incredulous. I told the guide, 'Only an idiot would choose this.'
NDE at age 15 due to burns.

5192. Brian N STE 8/11/2023. STE 9629. I traveled through galaxies, past stars, and was eons away from my body and Earth. The closer I got to where I was led, the stronger pure bliss, joy, love, and connection felt. It was beyond words. Nothing can describe the feeling of love I felt. My senses were heightened, my loss of body was empowering. It felt as if I shed all inhibition, my soul was being pulled on a path to another realm by this being I didn't know how to communicate with yet, like a newborn without the knowledge to speak. I was in this dark area in space but I could see a nebula and all the beautiful galaxies full of color and splendor where I saw a life review through pictures of memories and experiences that I could acknowledge and sort through at any time.
Very detailed NDE-like STE.

5191. Don S Probable NDE 8/6/2023. Probable NDE 9628. Dental work with sleeping gas … Put to sleep, floated to top of room and saw the nurse and doctor shaking me. Then I woke up in my body… I didn’t think much about it until I was much older. It always very real.
Brief probable NDE at age 5-6 during dental procedure with anesthetic gas. Shared about 57 years later.

5190. Jean-Louis R Probable NDE 8/4/2023. Probable NDE 9627. From France. Original in French. Translated to English by Camille. At the beach with my parents - in the summer - I was playing in the water. I was immersed in it up to my waist, approximately. I slipped on a layer of silt. I don't remember falling into the water, nor the return to the beach. The only lasting memory: the vision of a large patch of white light in a very dark environment. Like the sight of moonlight on a cloudless summer night. No fear, no message, no being, no form whatsoever. Regained consciousness while lying on the beach; people all around me, reassured by my recovery of consciousness, were moving away while talking as I gently raised myself to sit on the sand.
Probable NDE at age 10 due to drowning.

5189. Maria RJ NDE 8/3/2023. NDE 9624. From Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Camille. I saw the edges of a silhouette come out of my body ; it was shaped like a skittle and of a deep wine/purple color. In a corner of the room, I saw a fairly wide black tunnel. In the upper left corner, there was a piece of green frame and in the upper right corner, a piece of black frame, both slightly protruding from the tunnel. I felt that part of me was beginning to leave with that silhouette, and that in leaving the body, my authentic self was really inside that silhouette. The skittle shape quickly went towards the entrance of the tunnel and at that moment, I told myself internally, and it was as if a voice had come out of me: "I DON'T WANT TO GO THERE"
Brief NDE due to heart issues

5188. Kyah NDE 8/2/2023 & 5/1/2023. NDE 9626/9626. I had a telepathic conversation with God. It was dark and I couldn’t see him. It was pitch black and I was not in any body. I asked to leave earth. He said that I was only halfway through. I replied that if the second half is like the first half of my life, that I’m out. He told me that I purposely chose as many hardships as possible in order to deeply connect with so many people and lift them up. I didn’t remember choosing; but then I remembered thinking that when I was little.
NDE due to suicide attempt and cardiac arrest.

5187. Melinda B NDE 8/2/2023. NDE 9625. I visually looked like myself, but was translucent and could go through objects. I was outside of the planet earth in space and outside of time. An instant was forever and forever was an instant. I had no physical sensations. I had no physical pain. I was intensely aware that I HAD to get back into time. I had a need was overpowering, desperate, and distressing. Nothing existed except this need. I had no other thoughts, experiences, or needs. I had to get back into time, which also meant back to planet Earth and back into my body.
NDE due to cardiac arrest from reaction to pain medication after surgery.

5186. Gregory B STE 8/1/2023. STE 9623. Awareness beyond comprehension arose. I could see the world without the eyes of man. Everything looked both large and small at the same time. Houses for example, looked smaller than trees; but the trees looked like small hairs on the 'face of the earth'. The world was a vibrating force of energy. Crystalline particles of energy pervaded and connected all things. Life was a joyous dance of pure energy singing from every cell or atom. The elation was overwhelming and I laughed with joy with every sensation.
Profound STE at age 17. Shared 45 years later.

5185. Tilda R NDE 7/24/2023. NDE 9621. I found myself in a park-like setting and looking at green, rolling hills and trees. I thought it odd because there was a pervasive, blue light engulfing everything but it was very peaceful. I felt wonderful with no pain. I was very comfortable and calm and could feel myself smiling. As I looked around, I noticed at the top of the hill that my deceased father was waving to me. I also saw my two deceased dogs running towards me. I started walking quickly towards them. I felt so happy!
Unconscious episode during neck massage.

5184. Kevin Mc SDE 7/20/2023. SDE 9619. For me, what I saw was NOTHING compared to what I FELT. I was being thoroughly and completely engulfed in unconditional LOVE! I was in such complete awe that I was not aware of my wife or anything except the LOVE that was radiating through me. All the stress, sadness, fear, any and all negative thoughts and feelings; were replaced with LOVE & JOY that transcends all human understanding. I felt more ALIVE than I've ever felt. I was enlightened to EVERYTHING.
Remarkable shared nearing end of life experience at the time of wife’s death.

5183. Portia Y NDE 7/18/2023. NDE 9618. My mother was caressing my forehead. I felt an indescribable sense of peace and love. I said to her that it is warm here, and I feel so much love. She told me that I had to go back, that I have more to do. I told her that I did not want to go back, and I like it here. I told my mom that I did not want to go back.
NDE due to car crash.

5182. Everly M Probable NDE 7/14/2023. Probable NDE 9617. There were all these me's on all these phones. There was a boy me, an Asian me, a Black me, and so on. They had overlapping traits too (so it might be an Asian girl me, or an Asian Black Boy me). As I looked for myself, the house floated in front of a HHHUUUUGGGEEEEE galaxy. Like, imagine the milky way, but you're looking at it from the top down.
Probable NDE due to being hit by a car while riding a bike.

5181. Arthur M Possible NDE 7/13/2023. Anesthesia;Possible NDE 9616. I saw the doctors performing the surgery. On my left side, I saw my father. The first thing I asked him was, 'Am I dead?' He said, 'No. You are having surgery and will be with me that I would be with him for now while the surgery was going on.' I felt awesome and light. We were laughing about something but I cannot remember what it was. My dad grabbed my hand and said, 'Let's go check on your mom.' She was at the hospital in the waiting room while I was having surgery.
Anesthesia experience that was very NDE-like during neurosurgery.

5180. Bill D STE 7/13/2023. STE 9615. I woke up and found myself out of bed, sitting on the edge of the bottom of my bed ... and a voice came to me, and said (in my mind), 'I am about to show you what life COULD be like.' Then it touched me in the center of my heart and the center of my brain and an 'expansion' occurred. As these lights expanded I expanded with them. I saw the ceiling of my bedroom rushing at me, then the attic slats, then I was looking down seeing the roof of my home shrinking, then California, then Earth shrinking behind me.
Remarkable STE that led to the founding of a major international movement.

5179. Michael F Probable NDE 7/11/2023. Probable NDE 9614. I spoke with God and at one point my life seemed to play out very fast. I was praised for certain actions that were good. I had the feeling there was more I could do and it would be easy for me to do this. One person there in a joking way tried to trick me into thinking they were God. Then God played along and said if that were true than they would have known a very special event would happen in the future. I saw the trickster again at a later time and then the special event happened.
Probable NDE due to stroke and seizure.

5178. David B Possible NDE 7/11/2023. Possible NDE 9613. All I remember is a huge, loving light-being who was healing me and made me feel good. I told my mom and nurses about the Being, but they couldn't see her.
Possible NDE at age 3 due to pneumonia.

5177. Jeanne K Probable NDE 7/11/2023. Probable NDE 16130. I remember being aware that I was out of my body and away from the house. I was thrilled to be out of pain. It was so peaceful. I observed myself and saw that I was a thin blue, floating spirit. It looked like a slow-moving fabric, such as a tule-like veil. I remember looking around at the colors of a vast sky. I had never seen colors like this before. The stars were bright; the huge sky was a dark blue or indio in color. I do not remember speaking to anyone, nor the presence of any spiritual beings. I was just enjoying being out of pain and free-floating.
Probable NDE at age 7 due to hepatitis.

5176. Justin H NDE 7/10/2023. NDE 9611. The best way I can describe what happened next is that my consciousness uploaded to heaven. Call it my soul. I felt like I was being beamed out of my own head. Then I was 'there.' Was this heaven? It was pure light. I felt togetherness. My consciousness; my soul and all of our souls are fragments of a greater whole that I'll call God. It felt like being on a megadose of painkillers; an absolute, euphoric, warm, fuzzy, and belonging feeling.
NDE due to accident.

5175. Miguel M Possible NDE 7/9/2023. Possible NDE 9607. From Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Camille. I felt them thinking, 'What is this, what has happened to us? We are disoriented, confused.' They didn't realize that they were all moving backwards and to my left, away from the wall. The wall acted as a boundary that forced them to choose a side. They could go left to the dark side or right to the luminous side.
Possible NDE due to Covid.

5174. Judith E Probable NDE 7/3/2023. Probable NDE 9605. From the United Kingdom I was walking with determination towards a tunnel, it was dark at the end, not light, i thought afterwards of a birth experience. A man I'm a raincoat and hat stood with his back to.me I thought to be my guide but the nurse kept repeating I couldn't die.
Probable NDE in ICU after neuroma surgery.

5173. Bárbara AH NDE 7/3/2023. NDE 9602. From Argentina. Original in Castellano, translated to English by Camille. After that, a kind of passage led me to a place where peace reigned. After taking that passage / tunnel, everything became calm and peaceful. The love, tranquility and luminosity that I experienced then were indescribable. Everything was peaceful, everything was fine, as I remember, and I relive that feeling every time I want to calm down and get down from the levels to which physical life leads us during many moments. There, and without being able to explain the time lived in 'that other place,' I found myself observing the earth from the sky. Down there, I saw my own burial. Without understanding the space and time clock, as soon as I arrived at that beautiful and calm place, I saw my funeral.
NDE due to being in a fire that killed 194 people in Argentina. (República Cromañón nightclub fire - Wikipedia).

5172. Adam W NDE 7/2/2023. NDE 9604. From the United Kingdom I then saw a flash vision of my grandmother, who was the only person I knew who was deceased at the time. I wasn't thinking about her and no thoughts were going through my mind. She was stood in a dark graveyard. She was wearing an old-fashioned, white gown from her neck down to her feet. She stood there slightly to one side and was giving me a stern/angry look. She communicated with me that it wasn't my time, that my mother would be hurt, and that I would be going back. I'm not sure where this communication came from as it wasn't audible or come from a voice. It seemed like she purposefully stopped what was going on.
NDE around age 18 due to suicide attempt with alcohol and pills.




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