Experience Description

I went back to my hotel room because I was tired and having chest pains. I laid on the bed to sleep. My wife and friends continued gambling in the casinos, into the early hours in the morning.

I remembered looking down at myself from the ceiling. I wasn't there very long but felt myself travelling through a tunnel at an acceleratingly fast rate, getting faster and faster towards a super-bright light. The feelings/emotions that I was experiencing were extremely strong. I felt happiness, joy, and love. There was a perfect harmony about it. I have never had such wonderfully strong feelings like that ever before. It was like 100% true Happiness.

At one point, I felt if I continued with this experience any further that it would be impossible to return into my earthly body. I started thinking that I didn't want to leave my wife alone forever at this time. We had just gotten married a little over a year ago. I did not want her to die of a broken heart. So, I decided to return to my human body. It was difficult to do this and I had to fight hard to return. Just when I was about to give up, I was back in my body.

I came back to consciousness thinking about what had just happened and realized I had an out-of-body-experience. I wondered if my wife and I did not have such strong LOVE for each other if I would not have made it back. But this line of thinking quickly changed when I thought about the true, perfect harmony that was the most loving, happy, joyous feeling that I have ever had felt. It was such a super-special feeling that I probably wouldn't feel again in this lifetime, but I gave it up for the love of my wife. (We're still together)

The next day, it was like nothing ever happened and I went back to normal life. Occasionally, I tell this story to relatives during the holidays. This happened in the early 1980s and I totally remember like it happened last weekend. This is amazing to me, because now I'm 64, and I lose my cell phone at least once a month.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 1982

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain. I was tired and having chest pains.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I was viewing my body from the ceiling just before I left into the tunnel. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I was fighting to get back into my body

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. It felt like I was travelling 100,000 miles per minute but on the other hand, I was not moving at all.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I knew everything that was happening and also I knew actually what needed to be done to make this happen

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. It was like a slight echo or a humming sound and I heard or felt that I was travelling rather fast through the bright tunnel

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, but the facts have not been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes The emotions in the tunnel were 50x more intense than anything here on earth, so I'm not afraid when this happens to me again.

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Super bright glow and I think this light was God himself

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. I was in a special tunnel, travelling in hyper-drive warp speed. This wasn't made by man.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? I felt all of the best of our good emotions more stronger and loving then here on earth. This was true Happiness, joy, and love

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others. It's hard to say but I got the general idea of what's happening. Still our brains are not capable to fully understand the total plan

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life. I fought like hell to come back. I feel if there was not true love here on earth, that it would not of happened

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Protestant Nothing special but definitely believe in god

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Christian- Protestant Believe in god

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. That bright warm glowing light is someone

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice I could not identify. I just felt the presence of god. I felt if I had gone on and completed my journey, I'm sure there would have been some communication

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes I was thinking it was the super bright glowing warm light that I was travelling towards

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes I believe that bright warm glowing light was the man

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Uncertain I believe that bright warm glowing light was the man

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Uncertain I chose to only go 1/2 way through the experience, so I can not answer this 100%

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes I truly felt love joy Happiness all through this journey 50x more that what's on earth

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? No changes in my life. Its weird this happened 40 + years ago and I remember it like it happened last weekend

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Uncertain

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. I remember it like it happened last weekend

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? all of it is, much more Happiness is out there than on earth

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I tell every new friend when times get boring

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. Cause it happened again 10 yrs later but only the first stage of it but yes 100% it happened

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. Same

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes I already explained that 10 yrs later, I had the first stage of this happened again pretty much the same way


Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? It really makes you think about death and beyond

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? no your questions were excellent

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