Anna E STE

Experience Description

I experienced something more real than Earth, Heaven or Hell, and something beyond any religion. 'Anna' ceased to exist. I experienced the Void that is the Mind of the Infinite Creator; the Void from which the Light was created. I then experienced the Light that is the eternal Love of the Infinite Creator.

The Mind of God is devastating. The Light of God is pure bliss. We are both.

We are pure loving awareness. Anything else is a distortion.

I was the Void. Imagine floating alone in pitch black empty space, for all eternity, no stars, no body, just pure consciousness, never ceasing to exist in the infinitely vast eternal solitude that you are.

The mind of God is without being, and yet without it, nothing would be. The mind of God is pure consciousness longing for all eternity. The mind of God has no other choice but to exist. It never ceases to expand and evolve. It never ceases to want to know itself better. It is creating for all eternity. The longing never ends. Constant yearning is the epic tragedy of its existence.

We are all, everything is, a meditation of the mind of God. Morally, the mind of God does not care what we create, only that we do it consciously. It is up to us to create what we want to create. Pain and pleasure, agony and ecstasy, are all the same to the mind of God. It is in an eternal state of orgasm.

Then there is the Light. The Light is the eternal Love of God, pure loving bliss. It is what we call Oneness or Source. We actually never left it. We are the Light of God. We are pure Love. Anything else is a distortion. Even the Heaven where all the angels and saints exist, is a beautiful distortion because the illusion of separation is still there.

We are loved more than we can possibly imagine. We are worthy because we exist. The Light of God is truly the Love of God. She is Source. She is His twin flame. It is a love of epic proportion.

Love has always been and always will be. When the Light that is the Love of God was created, it was just a separation from Oneness. The Big Bang is the result of the first thought, the original question, 'Who am I?' This thought implies that there is anything other than Oneself. The ultimate answer is 'I Am'.

Source will eventually reach critical mass, become greater than the sum of its parts, implode into nothingness, and the Mind of God will be one again with the Love of God.

We are here experiencing the illusion of separation to create Heaven on Earth. It can only happen through us. What we perceive as outside of ourselves is actually within us, a reflection of us. Heaven is a side effect of enlightenment/self-realization.

Everything is God experiencing itself with different levels of consciousness and permanence. Everything is conscious and everything is Love. Every photon, atom, molecule, cell, rock, plant, animal, planet, star, etc. Our Sun is an ascended being. It's rays are the physical manifestation of the love it has for all creation. It burns because its love is that intense, yet we cannot live without it. We are as precious as the stars.

We may think angels and other beings are greater than ourselves. In reality, we have given up our wings so that we may attain mastery through perceived limitation.

It's all a magnificent divine orchestration. It took an eternity and the help and sacrifice of all the angels, saints and ascended masters, the contribution of DNA from several alien races, and evolution through countless incarnations and reincarnations of everything in existence to create the vessel that is the Human body, mind and soul. Humanity is the ultimate creation.

Ultimately, knowing none of this matters, except for strengthening one's spiritual practice and how we show up in the world. If there were only one way, there would be only one of us. The paradox is, there is only One of us!

Just as you are seeking to know yourself better, so is God. When we become self-realized, so does God. The eternal longing of the mind of God becomes eternal peace when Humanity ascends/ self-actualizes. This is where the unbearable yearning stops.

I no longer ask, 'Who am I?' or 'Why do I exist?'.

I now ask, 'What do I want to create?' My answer is nothing less than Heaven on Earth.

Do you want to end the epic tragedy of separation from Self? Do you want to reunite in eternal bliss? Do you want to be able to see through the veil of illusion? Do you want to create Heaven on Earth?

Love all, be of joyful service and find your daily spiritual practice, whatever brings you closer to God. The pain of discipline is far less than the pain of regret. It's actually ecstatic. All one needs to do is show genuine will, and one will be met by unimaginable grace and compassion. It's so easy, yet so few of us actually do it.

The only way to end the constant yearning of the mind of God is to end the cycle of reincarnation.

The only way one can end the cycle of reincarnation is to become enlightened. The fastest, most painless way one can reach enlightenment is through the discipline of spiritual practice.

One can become more conscious/ loving and aware as the result of enlightenment or one can become enlightened as the result of being more conscious/ loving and aware.

Grace eventually leads us all in the right direction. Humanity will succeed. We are not alone and we will not be allowed to fail.

Why do you think enlightened beings who are able to leave their bodies on demand are still with us? Why do you think beings who were conscious in the womb chose to reincarnate? Why would anyone who is capable of experiencing Nirvana choose not to?

Once one has seen beyond the veil of illusion, there is no greater joy than Oneness. These beings have made the ultimate sacrifice to be of service. These beings temporarily gave up Nirvana so that God may become self-realized.

Self-actualization is the most selfless, most Selfish thing one can do!

Divine Will is to be pure love and awareness. Free Will is to be anything, including that which is not pure love and awareness. Free Will is also known as the Law of Confusion. It is a Self-imposed test.

... and then there's Yoga.

We are literally making love with God with every breath. That's 20K times a day! Why not be more present with your Lover?

I try to practice Kriya yoga (conscious breath focused on the spine) ceaselessly as I go about my day. It is subtle, yet immensely powerful. The more you do it, the more you and your world transforms around you.

Kriya yoga is known as the 'Lightning Path' because it is the safest, fastest way to enlightenment. It will allow you to embody more of the Light that is the pure Love of God so that you may emanate it and transform everything in your awareness.

We have all eternity to do what we will, but please, for the love of God, love yourself and others, be of joyful service and find your discipline. There has never been a more auspicious time for self-actualization than now.

Thank you from all of Creation.



Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: January 1, 2007

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain Accident Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening I was in a car accident in which I was not physically injured but for the bruise from my seatbelt. My vehicle however was totaled and I have missing time. I have also had many OBEs before and since through astral projection and meditation.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain I saw and heard nothing but I knew everything because I was everything. I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal I was omniscient.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Instantly

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning There is only the eternal now moment.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I did not have eyes to see for I had no body, but I knew all because I was all.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I can now hear total silence. It actually has a sound!

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Source Light

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Nothingness and then pure light.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Great sadness in the epic tragedy of infinite solitude and then everloving bliss in Oneness.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe I was the universe.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future I saw Heaven on Earth, but it will get worse before it gets better. It was beautiful, but only those who let go of resentment and victimization experience it. Unconditional love and forgiveness is Key. Be careful what you focus on. You will always find more of what you're looking for. All you need to know is in my testimony.

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Atheist

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? It strengthened my spiritual practice Yes

What is your religion now? Native American religion

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience What I experienced is beyond belief.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Read my testimony.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes Read my testimony.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes Read my testimony.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes Read my testimony.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes Read my testimony.

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists Yes Read my testimony.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes Read my testimony.

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes Read my testimony.

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Read my testimony.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes Yes

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes Words are so limiting.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. My memory of this experience is more real than any other memory.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I am more clairsentient, clairvoyant and claircognizant.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The entirety

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes My now ex husband divorced me 3 years after I tried sharing with him. Now I only share with those who are willing to listen.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Uncertain Not at this time

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? Uncertain

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Happier, richer, more authentic.