Bonnie J Probable NDE

Experience Description

I am a registered nurse and worked a12 hour shift that evening. Two months before had received a flu vaccine and immediately had bilateral dilated eyes, then excessive weight gain at the last few hours before Experience occurred. I remembered telling my son, after using all the asthma medication I had, to please call 911. From then, I have no memories until I awakened in the ICU a couple of days later. My story I will copy and paste now as it gets confusing for me with the anoxia.

'On February 8, 2019, I flatlined. I had no pulse, no breath, and went without oxygen until after the Emergency Medical Technician arrived, and got my pulse going again roughly 20-30 minutes. For those couple of days, I had no memories. All I could see was a black record, like a 45 disc, and a sliver like a pie shape cut out at the end. That 45 plastic record represented my life.

Later, I went to my heaven. It wasn’t until the oxygen levels rose and I was able to start remembering again. I argued with those on the other side telling them that I am a very spiritual person and I should have experienced a tunnel, a light, deceased loved ones and angels. I did not have any of those ideals of Near Death Experiences that we read about or hear about on documentaries. Nope. The Beings on the other side communicated with me the reasons that I didn’t have any memories was because my oxygen levels were totally depleted. This was because the aAsthma, respiratory failure, and myocardial infarction all took more and more oxygen away from my life and tissues. They gave me the equation; Earth time + oxygen = memories. I had no memories.

So once I was awakened and oxygenated, my memories all began with a cleansing pool. The pool looked like volcanoes, red lava, and human brains being stirred. I asked, 'Am I in hell?'

'No, this is a cleansing pool where negativity in thoughts are purified. You can’t proceed any farther without being made whole. We returned to the cleansing pool several times in order for me to ascend.

When the first cleansing finished, we then went to the dirt. I was shown the magnificent colors and ionic makeup of our Earth's dirt with quantum physics beneath. It was amazing.

Then I went back to be cleansed again. Next I saw the relics and monuments on Earth - Egypt, Peru, pyramids, hieroglyphs, stones and Samaria.

Then I went back to the cleansing pool a third time. This time, we went into the heavens. We went to the Pléiades and Orion's Belt. There, I said, 'Please stay in The Milky Way.' But we didn't stay there. We went to see the perimeter of the universe. There I watched The Elohim create a new nebulous. It was absolutely amazing! The colors were not anything I had ever seen. The patterns were from the Fibonacci Code that makes the entire universe hold together. The interesting patterns were growing faster than my mind could comprehend and I had to look away often.

Anyway, this is the basis of my death not 'near death,' but my departure from our existence.

While I was a patient located in the ICU Feb 9, 2019, I saw so many constant visions. There were so many visions that I was tired of feeling them and they wouldn’t stop. The visoins went on for a few days. The visions were accurately precise images, such as star charts with binary codes, the earth down to the protons and neutrons, and monuments. I saw foreign beings who we would call aliens that were not from earth. These were our/my Elohim (gods plural).

I had been without oxygen for a while and my brain is disorganized with odd, slowed thoughts. However the visions were clear, precise and extremely accurate, although not clear to me in the human sense. I knew what they meant.

We are not a lone in this humongous universe. We are connected.

Love is our only workable glue. We cannot maintain with out its effects.

Never forget this.

Although we all have different Elohim and are from different DNA, we are from the masters of unbelievable talent, intelligence and presence. We were mastered and designed by them.

What does Jesus/Yeshua mean? It is grander than the manipulation of the Bible. It shows human's attempt to control mankind with rules, laws and imaginary foolishness meant to place fears in all.

God is love or Elohim is. The gods created us.


Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: February 9, 2019

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Heart attack Allergic Reaction CPR given Anoxia from death experience >30 minutes Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) Status asthmaticus, respiratory failure and myocardial infarction

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal Considering anoxia first, I now think totally different than normal. Quieter, peaceful, and understanding the universes greater than ever before yet I wasn’t thinking oh I am so expansive now. I was never egotistical or eccentric.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Not until discharge from the hospital almost three weeks later.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning The Fibonacci veins were rapidly growing and talking

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. The heavens, the dirt of the earth, the earths relics and the colors of the universes were unbelievable

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I wear bilateral hearing aids now and I asked them if they would heal my deafness and they said that I didn’t need to hear. I sensed greatly

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes I was in the universes

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The out perimeter of the universes

What emotions did you feel during the experience? I wondered where my loved ones were but I was enjoying the universe

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe Because everything spoke using mind to mind, everything was communicating and teaching about the universes

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will Described in last question

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other or several faiths My own beliefs

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I no longer believe that we are controlled by any force other than our own

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths In 1998 I left the Christian church after being a charismatic woman.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I thought the deceased would meet the departed. This didn’t happen

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Not as spiritual

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I encountered one being. He was tall, lean, and wore a straw hat. I believe that he was Asian. He stood at The Cleansing Pool

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes We are descendants of alien beings. We are more intelligent than we’ve evolved

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes Again my experience was about alien DNA

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I encountered knew that human beings are DNA from aliens not of earth

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes Star charts and binary codes

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists Yes Yes, alien being asked me for my information on binary codes and star charts. I explained that I cannot explain what I don’t know. They stood there until I guess I explained. I have no further memories of this.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Uncertain We are alien

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Love is the only glue that holds.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes My family asked me to stop talking about my experience. They asked me to live life in the now.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes Anoxia

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes Heightened awareness of the energies around me. Truth is evident

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? It’s still a new experience and I am working through it as I evaluate daily

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes One month

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes My daughter had one in 2002. It was totally unlike mine

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real Daily new things become illuminated

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? None at this time