Carolyn Probable NDE

Experience Description

I have died 4 times. I had several conversations with what we call death, but he wasn't death; he was a harbinger. He used to be human and chose what he was doing. I digress. Let me start from the beginning:

I was pinned between two trucks. Time slowed down, I seemed to pushed the truck off me, and fell to the ground. I was in trouble. I had cut myself in half like a butterfly fillet. I crushed my pelvis. I got to the hospital. Aftergetting out of x-ray, I looked at the nurse and asked if I could ever have sex again. All of the sudden, I was drenched, like coming out of a pool. I heard someone say, something is wrong and that I died. I was feeling orgasmic as I instantly became bright, orange light. I could see 360 degrees around me. Everything appeared as geometric shapes; even death was a blue figure 8. There was no tunnel or family there. It was silent, but peaceful. I was in space and instantly felt like I was plugged into the matrix. I knew what I needed to know. I was in a spiral galaxy and was ready for the next choice, which was to become one with creation.

Everything was but wasn't. Time didn't exist. I was told many things I hold back on saying now. My experience was beyond amazing, but I'm from Utah. I feel so isolated with what happened because it is not a typical NDE. My experience was shown to me in quantum physics imagery. The female energy was orange, while the male energy was blue. The universe showed itself as very much ying and yang. In these 4 times I died. It was all clinical death; Death and I discussed much. It was information overload. In our final meeting he let me choose. Once I did, I was pushed; ending up in a coma for 19 hours. That place was awful. I knew at the time, that my body was alive, but I just couldn't find it. It was really a true limbo. I woke up in the ICU and am still recovering, even now.

I have a bolt in my right hip and 2 plates and 4screws in my pubic bone. The death pull still comes and goes. I can see and hear the other dimension all the time. I can astal project whenever I want. I can see positive and negative energies all the time. My dreams now are crazy! I have become a beacon. There is much more but it's very personal. Thank you.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 08/14/2021

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function)

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. There was no fear and a great sense of oneness.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I remember all of it

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. Time does not exist

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I could see 360 degrees around me.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. no sound.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Blue figure 8

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? At peace. A great sense of oneness.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. It's hard to be in public I can read every single person.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life. It was a choice. I was content with both.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other faiths- New age

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes

What is your religion now? Other faiths- New age

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. Every religion on Earth has something right.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. Death was shown to me as a blue figure 8

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes Great sense of oneness. Best feeling in the universe.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes I have to be positive to create positive energy when leaving my body

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Uncertain

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes I was told I had known true suffering and known true bliss. I had figured out that the dark is necessary for the light to exist and could be done looping earth.

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes My husband's male energy is a perfect match to mine to make creation.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. This has isolated me in so many ways. Knowing too much is not that great. People seem frightened of me, especially the Christian-based people in my family. I have lost friendships. People do not know how to deal with death at all. It has also brought many amazing things; such as my marriage is better and my family relationships are better. The biggest message I got was live, so I do!

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes Because it is and isn't. Like time, it changes but never changes

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes The veil is always open now.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Like I said not a typical Christian experience, so it scares people.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. Because I'm charged. I know things I shouldn't know. I still remember how it felt physically.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes Mushrooms. I was in space. We are made of stars.

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