Colecia W NDE

Experience Description

I went to pick up a girl who was going to play bikini laser tag with me. She had the gas money that I needed to get into the party. I didn't have a lot of money on me, so I got something cheap that would get me high. While I was driving by myself, I was huffing the can of duster and passed out behind the wheel. The car hit an electric pole and ended up between two trees in the woods. The person who found me knew my name. He was calling my name out, otherwise I wouldn't have noticed that I was dying.

I was coming out of myself and it felt like I was underwater. I didn't realize I was dying until I tried to breathe and couldn't do it. I was lying down. When I sat up and turned around, I saw myself still lying there.

The guy who found me said that he opened the door and that the head rest was touching the back seat and the airbags had deployed over my body. When he removed the airbag, my body immediately sat up. I took my finger and was rubbing my teeth. I asked him if my teeth were broken. The next thing I know I woke up in a hospital with staples and stitches up my stomach, a brace on my neck, and an IV attached to both arms. Tubes were down my nose and my throat. I had broke my nose, fractured my cheekbone, and had three holes in my face. I also had a couple of fractured vertebrae, two broken ribs, and internal bleeding.

I spent 13 days in the hospital and learned the difference of the strengths between my soul and my body. My soul was on fire, but my body was broken. I felt like I was strong but I was weak at the same time. I learned that my soul is more important than my body. During that time I became more conscious of life and anything having to do with spirituality

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 05/27/2017

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident Drug or medication overdose Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) I was huffing air duster and passed out behind the wheel. I ended up between two trees in the woods.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Neither pleasant NOR distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal I knew I was dead I knew I wanted to go back to my life I knew that I didn't want to be dead and I was given the decision to come back or to stay dead

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I don't know what time it was but it was the point where I saw myself laying down and I was coming out of myself and I tried to float back into my body or swim back into my body I should say

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I was experiencing something spiritually and another realm and experiencing something physically at the same time

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. There were multiple things happening at the same time

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. When I was having the near-death experience I could hear the person that had found me I could hear their voice echoing and it was their voice that made me realize that I was dead or that I was dying if I if God would not have sent that person to me and they and they didn't know my name like if he wouldn't have known my name I wouldn't have known that I was dying and I would have stayed dead

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place that I was in was where I was but a different version of the exact place that I was found

What emotions did you feel during the experience? I was freaking out because I didn't need to breathe and it scared me because I'm used to breathing

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? No

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life When I realized that I was floating outside of myself and that I couldn't breathe I turned around and when I saw myself laying there on the ground I decided then that I wanted to be alive that I didn't want to be dead so I returned

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other or several faiths Was d was doing a lot of research on spirituality at the time

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes

What is your religion now? Other faiths- New age I am a spiritual life coach so I believe in spiritual things not really religious

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes God does exist

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life And changes that occurred since the near-death experience would be that I became obsessed with spirituality and accumulating knowledge of the I I had a shaman for 5 years I became a spiritual life coach my sight came back to me so I can see spiritual entities and celestial beings

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I can see spiritual entities celestial beings I can project the energy off of my body for people to see like a glowing light or light orbs that can create those I can and I know things I do readings for people lots of psychic abilities I write

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Learning the difference of the strengths between my body and my soul. I respect my soul over my body knowing that my body will die one day and my soul will live forever

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Immediately I documented everything online

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes