Experience Description

I was intentionally hit by a car on the way to school. The man who did it tried to kill me on purpose.

I was hit by the car and sustained a concussion where I could not speak for a some time after the event.

When I could talk again, I told my mum how I had seen two police officers knocking at our door. I saw how she had gotten into their car and was questioned by a neighbor on to why she was getting into a police car. My mum said that what I had said was exactly how it had happened.

After a few more weeks, I remember being in the hospital on a bed drifting in and out of consciousness, knowing the man had tried to kill me and addressing the fact that my life was not very happy at the time anyway. I decided I did not want to live anymore. I slowed down my breathing, hoping that I would die. Then I remember being on a country lane with a meadow to the left and trestle to the right. There was a gentle breeze.

I had a feelings that are still with me today. I was in total comfort and full of joy and happiness. I had such massive feelings of love. I felt no pain. It was incredible and I can’t put words together to explain how wonderful it was.

Next, I remember playing in a stream. I heard a voice of a woman with an Irish accent say to me, 'You can’t stay here.' I said, 'I want to stay here.' She asked, 'What about your Mother?' I could not answer.

This is all I remember of the NDE.

I am a very spiritual person. I have a great ability to know when things are going to happen. I don’t fear death. I know that the most important thing in life is love. I think the NDE made me this way.

I see the experience as a positive event in my life. I really look forward to going back there one day !!!

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 5/5/1971

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain Direct head injury. Life threatening event, but not clinical death. Not sure if I died or not, but I had an NDE.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness. My levels where normal

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When talking to the woman

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. The place I went was very vivid.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Hearing was normal

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes My auntie

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange place It was a beautiful place.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? A 1000 times extreme love.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt no longer in conflict with nature

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Catholic

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I am slightly psychic. I get weird feelings and then I know what will happen. I know when I am going to win something because I get a strange feeling just before I win prizes.

What is your religion now? Christian- Catholic

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes that we are here to love and be kind to other always.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice I could not identify. My mum thinks the woman who spoke to me was her sister who had died three years before.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes, I am not very good at relationships as I wish people to have the same values as me and most don't

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes I can't describe fully how good it was there.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes 40 years afterwards. I feel comfortable speaking about it.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was probably not real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I think I wished to die that day. It was before my time and that is why I was sent back.