Experience Description 9522 Shared 1/2023 over two years after experience :

I had quadruple bypass surgery. Two days after the operation, I was doing well. The walks with my physician assistant were doing better than the medical team had hoped.

At 2 o'clock in the morning, I bent over to pull up my left sock and coded. I woke up three days later and did not know I had died. A few days after that, my son came to visit and told me what had happened. He is an emergency room nurse. He told me that I was without a heartbeat for 6 minutes. It took the staff two hours to stabilize me because my heart beat wasn't 'consistent with life.'

I remember being in a room. I could not feel my shoulders or neck and realized that I did not have a body. I was an orb on a table and my face was like a round ball. In front of me was a man with black hair. He was dressed in a white, dress shirt with a long, black tie, and black pants accented with a gold, belt buckle. He looked at me for a few minutes and then said, 'You're not ready.' He used his right hand to pushed me back into my body.

Days after I woke up from the medically induced coma, I never knew I had died. I was very emotional and still have a hard time controlling my emotions. I talked with the physician assistant a little about about my experience and asked her when they moved me to that other room. She told me that I never left this room. I started to argue with her, but she stopped me and told me that we would talk about it later. She also referred to my experience as a gift.

I also had another odd experience two days later. A woman appeared in my room around 3 o'clock in the morning. She introduced herself as, 'Victoria from the patient's advocate department. She wanted to ask me a few questions. I was afraid of her because something wasn't right. She sensed my fear and started to leave. She told me that to find my answer, I needed to look to the Lord. As she turned to the door to leave, she said, 'Everything will be all right.' Then she was gone.

A few hours later, it was time to draw my blood as customary every morning at 4 a.m. I asked the lady about the woman who came to visit me earlier this morning. She told me that she would check the video recordings for last night, but she was sure nobody came into my room last night. Then she returned to my room 30 minutes later. She apologized because the my blood draws were mislabeled and she would have to draw them again.

Around 5 a.m. my physician assistant came in and asked me, 'Who came to visit you last night?' I told her all about what happened earlier in the morning. She told me she had gone over the tapes and nobody entered my room other than the lady at 4 a.m. Then she said, 'Someone up there loves you!' Then she explained why I needed a second draw of blood. My kidneys and liver were not working. The doctors had given orders on how they wanted to to restart them, but the kidneys were only functioning at 40% and my liver was up to 60%. Yet, this morning the liver and kidneys were both at 100%. The medical staff thought my draws were mixed up with somebody else, hence the need for a second blood draw.

Then the physician assistant asked me to describe what the woman who came in at 3 o'clock was wearing. She reminded me that nobody could enter my room unless cleared by her. She told me that nobody had signed up to see me at that time.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 8/1/2021

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. While in the intensive care unit, I bent over to pull up my left sock and died. Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function)

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness. I was a bit confused. My body did not feel right since I did not have shoulders.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I knew who I was and I knew I was in a different room that was not my hospital room

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My vision was the same. I thought I had been moved to another room in the hospital

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Not sure

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Confusion

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Agnostic

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes

What is your religion now? Christian- Protestant

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. Not sure. I thought the being was another hospital employee was very well dressed.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Uncertain

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Uncertain

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Uncertain. The Being told me to 'look to the Lord to find my answer.'

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes. I needed to find my answer by looking to the Lord

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes I was told, 'You're not ready.'

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Uncertain

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. The Being confirmed it.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? nothing

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Experience Description 9282 Shared 10/2021 - 10 weeks after the experience:

On August 1, 2021, at 2:00am, I reached down to pull up my left sock because it was under my heel and I coded. I was out for 4 minutes. The nurse was in the other room with her patient when she noticed my heart rate had dropped to 30 bpm. She ran to my room, followed by a second nurse who also heard the alarm going off. They threw me on the bed and started CPR. After the first 2 minutes, they gave me Epinephrine to start my heart. And they continued with the second round of CPR. After 4 minutes, they had a heartbeat. I came back from where I was because I heard a man tell me that 'I was not ready' and sent me back.

The medical staff had to use the pacemaker that was put behind my heart during the operation if July 29th. They worked on me until I stabilized, which may have been around 4:20 am. Around 5am they called wife to tell her what had happened and how I was doing.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 8/01/21

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Surgery-related CPR given Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) Quadruple Bypass

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal. Y

yes, I was at ease.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? none

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I had bad vision after I woke up.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. same

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? ease, everthing is good!

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Protestant

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes

What is your religion now? Select

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I believe in the Lord now!

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin the man told me 'I was not ready' and sent me back

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Uncertain do not understand the question

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Uncertain I was being reviewed by a man; I don't know how to answer this question

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists. The man told me I was not ready and then he sent me back

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes I cannot handle it emotionally. I break down and cry and it takes a few minute to recover

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes some good and some bad

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Uncertain

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