Experience Description

I was shot in the mouth by a gun from 12 feet away.

I left my body. I was way out into space, like I was shot from a canon. When I stopped, I was enclosed in a dark ambe-like light. Two Beings were with me. I couldn't see them but felt their presence. I could communicate with them mentally. I felt at peace. Free. No worries. And it felt more real than earthly life. I asked the Beings what would happen if I kept going. They told me that if I kept going, I couldn't go back to my body.

I asked what would happen if I went back. They said they would show me. I felt a tremendous amount of physical, mental, and emotional pain. This is how they showed me. I asked what I should do. They told me that it was my choice. I got the feeling that they felt it would be better for me to go back, although they didn't say that. So I said, 'Oka,y I will go back.' I was instantly back in my body, lying on the street and fighting for my life.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 1974

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Criminal attack Direct head injury. Life threatening event, but not clinical death. I was shot in the mouth with a gun.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. When I left my body, I felt very peaceful and worry free. I actually felt more alive than before. I didn't feel any pain.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? The whole time

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Different. My vision was more internal

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My hearing was more internal

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain. I was in a type of tunnel, but the walls were clear

Did you see any beings in your experience? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Dark amber light

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? A lot

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt no longer in conflict with nature

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? No comment

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. Didn't have any ideas, thoughts, or teaching along the lines of what happened

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Definite belief in reincarnation. I believe we have eternal life, the all importance of love; and god's love, mercy, and non-judgment

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes. I felt like I always existed. Death didn't exist there

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes Already described

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes. I felt like love was the only thing that mattered

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes I clearly realize that we do not die

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes What I experienced was more real than the nonsense that goes on in our earthly life and that there was more to learn along this line

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. Have tried to understand why I had the experience and what I am supposed to learn from it. Definitely know there is no death. Life is eternal. Love is most important.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes The peaceful feeling is hard to describe. Also hard to explain what I felt when they showed me what it would be like if I chose to come back

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. I was awake the whole time until I went into surgery some 3 hours later

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes At times, I'm much more sensitive to energy

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? already explained.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes A few years. Not really influenced. Maybe skeptical about

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real I believed the reality of it because I experienced it. I knew it was true because I lived it.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

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