Dr. Dennis M NDE

Experience Description

My Death Experience… And Return… May 12, 1973

I was Working for the Department of Defense as a Contract Coordinator GS-11 with The Military Airlift Command (MAC) on Commercial Airline Contracts at Tan Son Nhut Air Base/Airport, Saigon, South Viet Nam.

This event happened on May 12, 1973, and it was a very beautiful Saturday and it was just a few days before The American Combat Military and their Allies were to Leave Viet Nam in accordance with The Paris Peace Talks Plan (The Marxist Back-Stabbing Plan!).

So there were many Commercial Airlines having their Commercial Jets staged at Tan Son Nhut Air Base/Airport for the Airlift. Therefore, there was much activity going on at this time.

My job, was to control all the Contracts (Form 8) between the Commercial Airlines and The Military Airlift Command (MAC). The 'Form 8' was the document that paid the Airlines for the work they did for MAC. This Pay Document was signed by the Captain of each Aircraft that landed at Tan Son Nhut Air Base/Airport.

On May 12, I left work just as usual, riding on my Honda 150cc Motorcycle, and as usual I followed my buddies with whom I worked at the Air Base, and my buddies most always drove a Six Pack Pickup Truck. This truck was called a 'Six Pack' because it had a front and back seat and four doors…so it fit six people.

It was a Saturday, which was our Friday, since we worked 6 days a week at that time. I always followed my buddies on my motorcycle just behind the truck. We usually headed for the Thanh Binh Hotel, where most of the people I worked with lived. We would go there, kick back, and talk about everything; the War, the Women, the World, and what we are going to do after we go back home to the World (America).

As I rode behind the truck, we headed for a lonely bridge that went over a small branch of the Saigon River, and then we would take a right turn on a dirt road that was off the main paved road and this short-cut was a little quicker to the Hotel.

Just as we reached the dirt road, I saw a commotion off to the right of the road from the tree line, and then I saw a bright light of an explosion around the pickup and then the back window of the truck exploded…and that was the last thing I remember.

I have seen the fog of battle and the haze of misfortune…but…I have never seen the mist of unconsciousness that I was experiencing at this time. Dream like…yet…a realness and a hard substance to where I was. I felt a hard surface I was standing on… I even stomped my feet to make sure that I was feeling what I thought I was feeling and seeing. The room or area I was in, seemed to be real and enclosed. As I walked to a huge wall of something that resembled windows, I was greeted by a very tall person, perhaps close to seven feet tall, that was dressed in a long off-white robe with long medium blonde hair and Very White Skin… Almost Glowing!

I felt so Alive and Very Happy, and smiling at the moment of just being there for some unknown reason. Also, when I say that I felt ALIVE and that I was So Very Happy… I mean a feeling that I have Never felt nor have I ever felt that feeling thus far in my life afterward of that experience! Just then…a group of small people came from a room or area behind my left side. They were all greeting me and I felt that I knew them and they knew me. I felt a Kinship and deep sense of Recognition, but I could not distinguish any facial features that would have let me know whom they were or are. Then the tall person gestured for me to go to the large windows. Without speaking through his lips, the person told me within my mind, to watch the window in front of me. Just like a large screen TV, I noticed the windows changed and started to show something like a movie. Indeed, I watched myself riding my motorcycle from above and the whole ambush was played out before my eyes in slow motion. I smiled and pointed to the action transpiring before me and was happy and not in shock or anxious about what was happening to my friends and to myself during the process of being killed during the ambush.

I tried to look around to see those people just behind me and just then, a large door like wall was slowly moving open to my left, and a Very Bright Light that was shining from the interior and slowly coming into view. I tried to look closer…but then the tall person said that I could not advance into the light… 'Not Just Yet' He said… Then begged me to continue to watch the large window screen and the ambush that was taking place. I felt so Content and Happy and tried to understand what was happening to me.

As I looked towards the light again, the tall person told me not to look and started to speak of many things to me. He then told me about when I was to pass into the light much later after a full life. I believe He said I would live until the age of either 97 or 107(?). He also told me that I would have many women in my life… Although… ONE… Would Be My Last!!! A woman with a Pure Heart and Soul and a Body of my Natural Selection! A Strong, Independent… But, somewhat Naïve of World Life Experience… and Shall have never Really Experienced True Love of her Heart and Soul type of Woman, although she will have Loved someone very deeply, she also knew that there was something missing. She will be much younger than I, but the age difference will not matter to either of us. She will not be available to me for some time… And she will live far away and our first Face-To-Face contact will not take place until many months or even years after we meet…(???) But once you and her do meet Face-To-Face, you both will know that this union shall last until You (Myself) Shall then go on through the door of light! I cannot explain this statement!!! How can someone meet… But, Not Face-To-Face??? I gave it no thought then. However, when I intended to ask the Tall Person standing next to me, 'Why can’t I go into the light now? And what Is The Name of the Woman? …The Tall Person all of a sudden touched my back…And like a flash of a strobe light… WOOSH… I was back in my body again on Earth.

By this time, the Army Personnel had declared me dead, and had placed me in the meat wagon (A Truck That Went To The Morgue) with the other dead co-worker buddies of mine. I must have gasped for air or something, and the American Army Medic yelled at his people that I was actually alive and they took me out of the meat wagon and into an Ambulance to go to the hospital. I awoke for just a few seconds and an Army Officer asked me if I wanted to go to a French Hospital or an American Hospital. I said, An American Hospital!'…Then I blacked out again.

After the second day in the Hospital… A Seventh Day Adventist Hospital in Saigon, as I was lying in bed with tubes in-and-out, all over my body, a bullet in my ankle, a broken clavicle, a concussion, and several shrapnel wounds. A Nurse came over to me and asked how I was feeling, I looked at her and then looked at the room, and with a big sigh, I said to the nurse and myself. 'Oh Shit, I’m back!!!' The nurse laughed and said, 'Yes, you are back! How do you feel?' I think I just moaned and asked for some water. After a few hours of myself coming conscience again, an Army Major came in my room with some of my personal gear. He proceeded to ask me where he should have my personal items delivered. He had my Attaché Case, sunglasses, and watch. I looked at my Attaché Case, and I asked, 'How did you find it in the bushes?'…The Major was shocked! 'How did you know it was in the bushes?' I told the Major to have a seat and proceeded to tell him a story that he will never forget. Then I told him that I saw the whole Ambush from above and I know everything that happened. I told him that they caught one of the South Vietnamese Deserters that shot at us, and he had my watch that he took off my body. I told him that all of my six friends were killed and when the MP’s came over to the Ambush site, they killed two of the Deserters. In addition, I told him that a red headed MP and a tall skinny Army Medic came over to my body and declared that I was Killed In Action (KIA), then you came over to confirm that I was indeed KIA, and then the Medic threw a blanket over my body before they put me in the meat wagon that was going to the Morgue. And, that he was the Officer that came on the scene and he was wearing a combat helmet and flak jacket. He drove a Jeep with an M-60 machine gun that was Mounted in the back seat. I told him that he was also the one that found my motorcycle in the ditch and ordered the MP’s to bring it to the pickup that they had there, and put the bike in the pickup!

You should have seen the Major’s face!!! His jaw dropped and he was white with shock! 'How did you know all of that?' 'Because your body was over a hundred feet away from the truck and in a small ditch, lower than the road, and then we put a blanket over your body.' 'How did you know all this?!'

I just told him the truth and that I saw everything from above looking at a large TV screen. He just shook his head, as he was walking out of the room, he looked back at me about four times, and before he exited the room, he said, 'Well, I guess then there is life after death!' I said to him that, 'You have No Idea Major!!!' And then he said, 'You know, you were under that blanket for a good twenty minutes at least.' As the Major left the room, the Doctor came in at the same time and the Major asked the Doctor if anyone else has come in to see me. The Doctor said 'No, no one except you so far; he just woke up a few hours ago!' Then the Major scratched his head, looked at me again and gave me a thumbs up and left the room.

Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now!

I know not what I am to do, or why I was sent back to this Earthly Dimension… But, I do know that someone has protected me from complete death for all of my life for some reason. Because just two years earlier to the Date… I was shot down the Third Time in the Viet Nam War flying in a CH-46 Helicopter, and I was the ONLY Survivor out of 9 other Marine Souls that were KIA in that Crash… Also… I have survived two Civilian Aircraft Crashes… I have survived six Car Crashes!!! WHY??? I have no idea… But, I know that one day… I shall know and see the reason! And also one day… I will know when I find 'THE Woman' I was told about… I also feel that She is carrying Half of my Soul and doesn’t even know about that! And when WE do meet… The Chemistry in Our Eyes shall beam to Our Souls and We Shall Be United Forever!

By Dennis J. Malone, Ph. D.

©1973, 1975, 1980, 1984, 1989, 1994, 1997, 2001, 2014, 2018, 2019

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: May 12, 1973

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident Criminal attack Combat Ambush Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) Working as a DOD GS-11 in Saigon, South Viet Nam. Was working in a Combat Zone and was Ambushed driving after work.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Neither pleasant NOR distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I was told to watch my Ambush and death in slow motion from above. No

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal I served 4 years prior to this event in the United States Marine Corps flying in CH-46 Helicopters in Viet Nam in 1969 and 1970. Therefore, my alertness was very high because I was again working in a Combat Zone.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Yes

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual Then the tall person gestured for me to go to the large windows. Without speaking through his lips, the person told me within my mind, to watch the window in front of me. Just like a large screen TV, I noticed the windows changed and started to show something like a movie. Indeed, I watched myself riding my motorcycle from above and the whole ambush was played out before my eyes in slow motion. I smiled and pointed to the action transpiring before me and was happy and not in shock or anxious about what was happening to my friends and to myself during the process of being killed during the ambush.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I felt that I was still in my body... Although Much More Alert with a Sensory Overload.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I heard nothing as all the communication was from Telepathy.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes The Tall person next to me and many smaller persons standing behind and around me.

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes A large door like wall was slowly moving open to my left, and a Very Bright Light that was shining from the interior and slowly coming into view. I tried to look closer…but then the tall person said that I could not advance into the light… 'Not Just Yet' He said… Then begged me to continue to watch the large window screen and the ambush that was taking place. I felt so Content and Happy and tried to understand what was happening to me.

As I looked towards the light again, the tall person told me not to look and started to speak of many things to me. He then told me about when I was to pass into the light much later after a full life.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? I felt so Alive and Very Happy, and smiling at the moment of just being there for some unknown reason. Also, when I say that I felt ALIVE and that I was So Very Happy… I mean a feeling that I have Never felt nor have I ever felt that feeling thus far in my life afterward of that experience!

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will As I looked towards the light again, the tall person told me not to look and started to speak of many things to me. He then told me about when I was to pass into the light much later after a full life. I believe He said I would live until the age of either 97 or 107(?). He also told me that I would have many women in my life… Although… ONE… Would Be My Last!!! A woman with a Pure Heart and Soul and a Body of my Natural Selection! A Strong, Independent… But, somewhat Naïve of World Life Experience… and Shall have never Really Experienced True Love of her Heart and Soul type of Woman, although she will have Loved someone very deeply, she also knew that there was something missing. She will be much younger than I, but the age difference will not matter to either of us. She will not be available to me for some time… And she will live far away and our first Face-To-Face contact will not take place until many months or even years after we meet…(???) But once you and her do meet Face-To-Face, you both will know that this union shall last until You (Myself) Shall then go on through the door of light! I cannot explain this statement!!! How can someone meet… But, Not Face-To-Face??? I gave it no thought then. However, when I intended to ask the Tall Person standing next to me, 'Why can’t I go into the light now? And what Is The Name of the Woman? …The Tall Person all of a sudden touched my back…And like a flash of a strobe light… WOOSH… I was back in my body again on Earth.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Catholic Although Raised as a Catholic...I was a Non-Practicing Catholic

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now!

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths More of an Ancient Alien Believer

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now!

I know not what I am to do, or why I was sent back to this Earthly Dimension… But, I do know that someone has protected me from complete death for all of my life for some reason. Because just two years earlier to the Date… I was shot down the Third Time in the Viet Nam War flying in a CH-46 Helicopter, and I was the ONLY Survivor out of 9 other Marine Souls that were KIA in that Crash… Also… I have survived two Civilian Aircraft Crashes… I have survived six Car Crashes!!! WHY??? I have no idea… But, I know that one day… I shall know and see the reason!



Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now! I know not what I am to do, or why I was sent back to this Earthly Dimension… But, I do know that someone has protected me from complete death for all of my life for some reason. Because just two years earlier to the Date… I was shot down the Third Time in the Viet Nam War flying in a CH-46 Helicopter, and I was the ONLY Survivor out of 9 other Marine Souls that were KIA in that Crash… Also… I have survived two Civilian Aircraft Crashes… I have survived six Car Crashes!!! WHY??? I have no idea… But, I know that one day… I shall know and see the reason!

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin Then the tall person gestured for me to go to the large windows. Without speaking through his lips, the person told me within my mind, to watch the window in front of me. Just like a large screen TV, I noticed the windows changed and started to show something like a movie. Indeed, I watched myself riding my motorcycle from above and the whole ambush was played out before my eyes in slow motion. I smiled and pointed to the action transpiring before me and was happy and not in shock or anxious about what was happening to my friends and to myself during the process of being killed during the ambush.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Uncertain Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now!

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now!

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now!

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now! I know not what I am to do, or why I was sent back to this Earthly Dimension… But, I do know that someone has protected me from complete death for all of my life for some reason. Because just two years earlier to the Date… I was shot down the Third Time in the Viet Nam War flying in a CH-46 Helicopter, and I was the ONLY Survivor out of 9 other Marine Souls that were KIA in that Crash… Also… I have survived two Civilian Aircraft Crashes… I have survived six Car Crashes!!! WHY??? I have no idea… But, I know that one day… I shall know and see the reason!

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes As I looked towards the light again, the tall person told me not to look and started to speak of many things to me. He then told me about when I was to pass into the light much later after a full life.

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists Yes After the second day in the Hospital… A Seventh Day Adventist Hospital in Saigon, as I was lying in bed with tubes in-and-out, all over my body, a bullet in my ankle, a broken clavicle, a concussion, and several shrapnel wounds. A Nurse came over to me and asked how I was feeling, I looked at her and then looked at the room, and with a big sigh, I said to the nurse and myself. 'Oh Shit, I’m back!!!' The nurse laughed and said, 'Yes, you are back! How do you feel?' I think I just moaned and asked for some water. After a few hours of myself coming conscience again, an Army Major came in my room with some of my personal gear. He proceeded to ask me where he should have my personal items delivered. He had my Attaché Case, sunglasses, and watch. I looked at my Attaché Case, and I asked, 'How did you find it in the bushes?'…The Major was shocked! 'How did you know it was in the bushes?' I told the Major to have a seat and proceeded to tell him a story that he will never forget. Then I told him that I saw the whole Ambush from above and I know everything that happened. I told him that they caught one of the South Vietnamese Deserters that shot at us, and he had my watch that he took off my body. I told him that all of my six friends were killed and when the MP’s came over to the Ambush site, they killed two of the Deserters. In addition, I told him that a red headed MP and a tall skinny Army Medic came over to my body and declared that I was Killed In Action (KIA), then you came over to confirm that I was indeed KIA, and then the Medic threw a blanket over my body before they put me in the meat wagon that was going to the Morgue. And, that he was the Officer that came on the scene and he was wearing a combat helmet and flak jacket. He drove a Jeep with an M-60 machine gun that was Mounted in the back seat. I told him that he was also the one that found my motorcycle in the ditch and ordered the MP’s to bring it to the pickup that they had there, and put the bike in the pickup!

You should have seen the Major’s face!!! His jaw dropped and he was white with shock! 'How did you know all of that?' 'Because your body was over a hundred feet away from the truck and in a small ditch, lower than the road, and then we put a blanket over your body.' 'How did you know all this?!'

I just told him the truth and that I saw everything from above looking at a large TV screen. He just shook his head, as he was walking out of the room, he looked back at me about four times, and before he exited the room, he said, 'Well, I guess then there is life after death!' I said to him that, 'You have No Idea Major!!!' And then he said, 'You know, you were under that blanket for a good twenty minutes at least.' As the Major left the room, the Doctor came in at the same time and the Major asked the Doctor if anyone else has come in to see me. The Doctor said 'No, no one except you so far; he just woke up a few hours ago!' Then the Major scratched his head, looked at me again and gave me a thumbs up and left the room.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes He also told me that I would have many women in my life… Although… ONE… Would Be My Last!!! A woman with a Pure Heart and Soul and a Body of my Natural Selection! A Strong, Independent… But, somewhat Naïve of World Life Experience… and Shall have never Really Experienced True Love of her Heart and Soul type of Woman, although she will have Loved someone very deeply, she also knew that there was something missing. She will be much younger than I, but the age difference will not matter to either of us. She will not be available to me for some time… And she will live far away and our first Face-To-Face contact will not take place until many months or even years after we meet…(???) But once you and her do meet Face-To-Face, you both will know that this union shall last until You (Myself) Shall then go on through the door of light! I cannot explain this statement!!! How can someone meet… But, Not Face-To-Face??? I gave it no thought then.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now!

I know not what I am to do, or why I was sent back to this Earthly Dimension… But, I do know that someone has protected me from complete death for all of my life for some reason. Because just two years earlier to the Date… I was shot down the Third Time in the Viet Nam War flying in a CH-46 Helicopter, and I was the ONLY Survivor out of 9 other Marine Souls that were KIA in that Crash… Also… I have survived two Civilian Aircraft Crashes… I have survived six Car Crashes!!! WHY??? I have no idea… But, I know that one day… I shall know and see the reason!



Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes Still looking for some of the answers and the woman that I was foretold about.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes It has taken Many Years to Understand what happened to me on that day.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience Throughout the years since this experience, I have continued to add things that I remembered from what the Tall Person next to me was telling me.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Well…I don’t think I was in Heaven… No… I firmly believe that I was on an Intelligent Piloted Space Craft or perhaps an Interdimensional Spiritual Place and Time. All I know for sure is that I was in a Real Place that had substance to my surroundings and had a hard texture floor and walls to the room. The Tall Person that was talking to me without speaking, may have been my Guarding Angel, or an Extraterrestrial… Or perhaps One in the Same. I do feel in my heart that whomever He was, He absolutely cared Very Much about Me and my Soul; I felt this much for sure. And I also know that…I Now have a VERY SPECIAL PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with God and those Entities that were there with me now in my life… Even Multitudes More Than before, as I was raised as a Catholic, and survived seven grades of Parochial School. I wanted so much to go to that Bright Beautiful Light…but, I was not allowed to transcend into the realm of absolute Happiness and Content…At least for now!

I know not what I am to do, or why I was sent back to this Earthly Dimension… But, I do know that someone has protected me from complete death for all of my life for some reason. Because just two years earlier to the Date… I was shot down the Third Time in the Viet Nam War flying in a CH-46 Helicopter, and I was the ONLY Survivor out of 9 other Marine Souls that were KIA in that Crash… Also… I have survived two Civilian Aircraft Crashes… I have survived six Car Crashes!!! WHY??? I have no idea… But, I know that one day… I shall know and see the reason! And also one day… I will know when I find 'THE Woman' I was told about… I also feel that She is carrying Half of my Soul and doesn’t even know about that! And when WE do meet… The Chemistry in Our Eyes shall beam to Our Souls and We Shall Be United Forever!

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes 2 days after the experience. The Army Major was shocked at what I told him, yet, he believed what happened.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real After the second day in the Hospital… A Seventh Day Adventist Hospital in Saigon, as I was lying in bed with tubes in-and-out, all over my body, a bullet in my ankle, a broken clavicle, a concussion, and several shrapnel wounds. A Nurse came over to me and asked how I was feeling, I looked at her and then looked at the room, and with a big sigh, I said to the nurse and myself. 'Oh Shit, I’m back!!!' The nurse laughed and said, 'Yes, you are back! How do you feel?' I think I just moaned and asked for some water. After a few hours of myself coming conscience again, an Army Major came in my room with some of my personal gear. He proceeded to ask me where he should have my personal items delivered. He had my Attaché Case, sunglasses, and watch.

I looked at my Attaché Case, and I asked, 'How did you find it in the bushes?'…The Major was shocked! 'How did you know it was in the bushes?' I told the Major to have a seat and proceeded to tell him a story that he will never forget. Then I told him that I saw the whole Ambush from above and I know everything that happened. I told him that they caught one of the South Vietnamese Deserters that shot at us, and he had my watch that he took off my body. I told him that all of my six friends were killed and when the MP’s came over to the Ambush site, they killed two of the Deserters. In addition, I told him that a red headed MP and a tall skinny Army Medic came over to my body and declared that I was Killed In Action (KIA), then you came over to confirm that I was indeed KIA, and then the Medic threw a blanket over my body before they put me in the meat wagon that was going to the Morgue. And, that he was the Officer that came on the scene and he was wearing a combat helmet and flak jacket. He drove a Jeep with an M-60 machine gun that was Mounted in the back seat. I told him that he was also the one that found my motorcycle in the ditch and ordered the MP’s to bring it to the pickup that they had there, and put the bike in the pickup! You should have seen the Major’s face!!! His jaw dropped and he was white with shock! 'How did you know all of that?' 'Because your body was over a hundred feet away from the truck and in a small ditch, lower than the road, and then we put a blanket over your body.' 'How did you know all this?!' I just told him the truth and that I saw everything from above looking at a large TV screen. He just shook his head, as he was walking out of the room, he looked back at me about four times, and before he exited the room, he said, 'Well, I guess then there is life after death!' I said to him that, 'You have No Idea Major!!!' And then he said, 'You know, you were under that blanket for a good twenty minutes at least.' As the Major left the room, the Doctor came in at the same time and the Major asked the Doctor if anyone else has come in to see me. The Doctor said 'No, no one except you so far; he just woke up a few hours ago!' Then the Major scratched his head, looked at me again and gave me a thumbs up and left the room.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real After the second day in the Hospital… A Seventh Day Adventist Hospital in Saigon, as I was lying in bed with tubes in-and-out, all over my body, a bullet in my ankle, a broken clavicle, a concussion, and several shrapnel wounds. A Nurse came over to me and asked how I was feeling, I looked at her and then looked at the room, and with a big sigh, I said to the nurse and myself. 'Oh Shit, I’m back!!!' The nurse laughed and said, 'Yes, you are back! How do you feel?' I think I just moaned and asked for some water. After a few hours of myself coming conscience again, an Army Major came in my room with some of my personal gear. He proceeded to ask me where he should have my personal items delivered. He had my Attaché Case, sunglasses, and watch. I looked at my Attaché Case, and I asked, 'How did you find it in the bushes?'…The Major was shocked! 'How did you know it was in the bushes?' I told the Major to have a seat and proceeded to tell him a story that he will never forget. Then I told him that I saw the whole Ambush from above and I know everything that happened. I told him that they caught one of the South Vietnamese Deserters that shot at us, and he had my watch that he took off my body. I told him that all of my six friends were killed and when the MP’s came over to the Ambush site, they killed two of the Deserters. In addition, I told him that a red headed MP and a tall skinny Army Medic came over to my body and declared that I was Killed In Action (KIA), then you came over to confirm that I was indeed KIA, and then the Medic threw a blanket over my body before they put me in the meat wagon that was going to the Morgue. And, that he was the Officer that came on the scene and he was wearing a combat helmet and flak jacket. He drove a Jeep with an M-60 machine gun that was Mounted in the back seat. I told him that he was also the one that found my motorcycle in the ditch and ordered the MP’s to bring it to the pickup that they had there, and put the bike in the pickup!

You should have seen the Major’s face!!! His jaw dropped and he was white with shock! 'How did you know all of that?' 'Because your body was over a hundred feet away from the truck and in a small ditch, lower than the road, and then we put a blanket over your body.' 'How did you know all this?!'

I just told him the truth and that I saw everything from above looking at a large TV screen. He just shook his head, as he was walking out of the room, he looked back at me about four times, and before he exited the room, he said, 'Well, I guess then there is life after death!' I said to him that, 'You have No Idea Major!!!' And then he said, 'You know, you were under that blanket for a good twenty minutes at least.' As the Major left the room, the Doctor came in at the same time and the Major asked the Doctor if anyone else has come in to see me. The Doctor said 'No, no one except you so far; he just woke up a few hours ago!' Then the Major scratched his head, looked at me again and gave me a thumbs up and left the room.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I Don't think that Human History on this Planet is what WE think it is or has been!!!

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? No... They are very detailed.