Experience Description

Years ago, I had a seizure in the middle of the night. I woke up, exhaled an absolute horrific scream and I felt myself exit my body. It was like a "pop" accompanied by a very loud "whooshing" noise. I flew up at an incredible speed and could see my body lying still on the mattress. I also heard what I described later as the sound of wild animals, like a horse or something. Anyway, when I "arrived" I was in a very dark place. I could see all around me but I had no form and there was nothing to see because all was black. I was there for a bit and then felt myself rushing back into my body with a "thunk" while I was in the ambulance being transported to the hospital. Then I went back to the "void" again, same thing as before. Then I woke up about 3 days later in a hospital bed with no memory of anything in between. I also felt physically exhausted. And that's it, nothing too dramatic just adding one more data point.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: Oct 1991

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain seizure Other seizure seizure

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain I heard what I later described as "wild horses" at the same time I exited my body. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? NA

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? NA

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I could see all around me in the void but there was nothing to see.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. NA

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain I went upward at an incredible velocity. Whether there was a tunnel, I do not know.

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm a black void where i had no form and I could see all around me. Like I was floating in a black space.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? I'm not sure.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? No

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Select

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Select

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience?

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes It was immediately after. I haven't spoken of it in well over 20 years.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real I was in kind of a daze for a few days, I didn't realize until much later there was a term for what I experienced.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real My experience matches several other encounters I've read, particularly on this website.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I'd like to see more data on time of day that the event occurred. My experienced happened at night. And I went into a black void. I wonder if the experience would have been different if it had been during the day time.