Experience Description

For years, I had a memory of looking down on a little girl sitting on a very high bed. It was covered by one of our patch work quilt. I could tell the little girl was me. I thought that I had seen this in a dream and was just remembering a dream. But I kept have the same dream. One day as a teenager, or young adult, I talked to my mom about my reoccurring dream. She affirmed that something like this had really happened when I was about 4 years old.

I have had life-long asthma. My mother said that one night when I was about 4, I had a particularly bad asthma attack. It was so bad that she wrapped me in that quilt and took me to a local Emergency room. She told me the ‘high bed’ was a stretcher. And 'yes' I was sitting on that quilt.

As an RN nurse, I believe the asthma attack was probably so bad that I was deprived of oxygen enough or stressed enough to have an Out of Body Experience.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 1958/1959

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening. Asthma attack.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Neither pleasant NOR distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal. I don't know the experience it self is the only memory I have I was so young

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I don't know

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. vison was fuzzier

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. didn't hear anything

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? felt calm, detached from the image

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Protestant

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Christian- Protestant Quaker/Society of Friends

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. That question is not relative to my young age of about 4

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? No changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. I have lots of vivid memories of my young childhood

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I was 4 during this experience but throughout my life, I have had multiple psychic/ mystical experiences

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes about 10-15 years before I discussed it with my mom.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was probably not real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes When giving birth the first time, I felt as if I was starting to have another Out of Body Experience but did not completely leave my body. I was in an ‘in between’ state.