Emanuele NDE

Experience Description

My experience took place a litle over three months ago. During this period, I was definitely agnostic in the sense that I didn´t think about God. Although my family is Catholic, I felt that there was nothing that bound me to that religion. But everything changed on the night of October 6 2018 (AT 3:00 AM). I view my experience as something extraordinary, which has changed my life forever.

That night I went to sleep as usual. Suddenly, I woke up to strong, earthquake tremors. The entire family woke up and got ready to get out of the house if necessary. The tremors passed and we were able to go back to bed. I could hardly walk from the fright, but eventually managed to get back to my room. After I got back into bed, I began to shake because I was terrified that the large light above my bed would fall and crush me. Suddenly, I began to feel a searing pain in my chest that took my breath away. The pain was so overwhelming, that I lost consciousness. My parents were too far away and in another room so they did not hear my suffocated cries for help.

As I lost conciousness, I realised that I still was completely lucid and aware of what was going on. I began to feel a huge sensation of lightness and peace. My senses were awake. I turned around instinctively and to my great surprise, I saw my body still lying on the bed with the eyes shut. I then understood that I was outside of my body. At first I thought that I had died. Then I remembered having read about out of body experiences and convinced myself that that was what was happening to me. Only afterwards, did I realise that I had had a cardiac arrest.

Taking advantage of the fact that nobody could see me, I began to wander around on the astral plane into friend's and relative's houses out of pure curiosity. At a certain point, I heard a voice that came from deep inside of me, compelling me to go towards the sky. I intuitively went towards the stars. Before me unfolded a scene that I had never seen in my whole life. I saw dazzling, beautiful lights in so many colours, among which were white, pink, and gold mixed together. There was no tunnel. These marvellous lights filled the whole sky. I wanted to go towards the lights but was blocked by a collective presence. I couldn’t see the other worldly Beings, but I could feel their presence. I instinctively knew that this collective presence was 'God.' I wondered how this was possible given that during this time I didn't believe in God. My train of thought was interrupted when one of the divine Beings communicated with me telepathically the following, 'You and I are one and the same. No one is separated from anyone.” Before I had time to process this, the Being continued, 'We are the Beings that God created.' I didn´t understand the meaning of this sentence. But then I was focused on a ray of white light coming towards me. I knew it was different from the other lights as it immersed me in its purity. I felt an overwhelming sensation of absolute peace. The light was dazzling but it didn't blind me. While bathing in total peace, divine images appeared before me. I don´t know how to explain in our language but it was my spirit. I was being shown my life from the moment of my birth.

Before I was born, I existed as God the Omnipotent Father and then I was split from my true essence (God) to come to earth. The purpose of this division has always been for spirtual advancement. Furthermore, I knew that the true objective of incarnation is to express our true essence, i.e. God the Father. I also saw that one day we would all unite as one God without EVER losing our individuality. I knew that no hell or destiny exists. In fact, as God, we are all able to create our own lives according to the emotions we feel. There are no limits the wishes that we can fulfill and this too forms a part of our spiritual development. Moreover, our beliefs create our reality to the extent that we can manifest the divine on the astral plane. This always comes from within as we are the only true God. It’s not that we represent one small part of the divine, but that we all are The Almighty, in its whole because this can NEVER be divided. After seeing these visions, I returned to my body and have retained all of the knowledge.


Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: October 6, 2018

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Heart attack Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) Yes, my heart stopped from the terror of the earthquake.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal Everything seemed to be happening at the same time. There was no time. The senses were more vivid and real than usual.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? While I was immersed in the white light.

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. Time didn´t exist because everything was happening at the same time. Time wasn´t linear like we know it on earth.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Our daily life seems like a dream in comparison to my experience.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I didn’t hear in the way that we understand it on earth. The communication came via telepathy.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes The lights were incredible. I saw the most beautiful colours imaginable, and all together.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? An indescribable joy at finding out what is my true essence.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. I understood that I and all the others on earth have created the universe as God.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control. I saw events like the death of a daughter that my spirit identified as being from a past life. I don’t have much information about reincarnation but I was able to verify its existence.

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from my personal future. I have seen scenes of my future family but that however, depends on our vibrational frequency. I saw that I alone am in charge of my destiny.

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Agnostic. At the time of my near death experience, I wasn’t interested in religion. This might have been because of how young I was.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes Now I have no doubts about spirituality. Only that we all are God.

What is your religion now? Other faiths- Unitarian and other liberal faiths. Now I know for certain that every one of us is God and that eventually everyone will realize this.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. Before my experience, I never could have imagined what I have learnt and written about above.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. I saw a group of Beings that my spirit identified as God. They showed me the truth.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes everyone of us exists forever. I didn´t see the beginning or end of our existence.

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes I saw that in reality we are all the same Being and the same God, although in an individual form. We will NEVER lose our identity.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Uncertain I saw that everyone of us is God. I didn´t perceive divinity to be something exterior to ourselves.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes the purpose of life is to evolve spiritually and love, but also to make our wishes happen.

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists. Yes when life ends we find ourselves in a kingdom created by our own earthly beliefs and thoughts where we continue to evolve until we reunite with our true essence.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes, love represents our true essence which is divine.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life I am no longer afraid of death.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The moment in which I saw my visions.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? No

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. The experience was definitely real and vivid.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? No.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? No, the questionnaire is perfect.