Eva V NDE

Experience Description

I was with friends preparing a barbecue on the terrace. It was very hot and for a moment I looked at a girlfriend while saying to her, 'I'm dying'. And then I collapsed.

My body was falling and then I found myself immediately in a state of completeness. There was no pain nor physical sensations of weight or any pressure. I was at the same place but everything was white and bathed in a soft light. I heard some music and people were talking. I felt extremely well and beyond the physical limitations of my body. All at once, I became aware that the music was different than one moment ago when I had been falling. Then I told myself that I might be dead or at the point of going, and I wanted to come back to my body. In my ears I heard a noise similar to the noise when you dive under water. I was reintegrating into my physical body by becoming aware of all sensations provided by my environment.

My girlfriend had been throwing water in my face when she saw that I was unconscious. She told me that my fall had been cushioned. When I asked how long I was unconscious, it was only a small time that I was gone but it seemed to me much longer during my journey.

I realized that you don't need to be scared of dying as it wasn't unpleasant to go and that we continue to exist outside of our physical body. Since my experience, I have experimented exploring other planes of space/time thanks to meditation and am perfectly convinced by what humans might call reincarnation. My many years as a nurse in palliative care have also reinforced this idea because I can feel whether the soul is present or not when a patient is passing over. I also hear them telling of their visions of loved ones before dying.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 2016

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes syncope. Life threatening event, but not clinical death Loss of consciousness with a fall.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I heard my friends talking, laughing, partying, but knew afterwards that it wasn't them, as they had been occupied to help me. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I had the impression being in possession of a universal and unlimited knowledge.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I realized that I was 'dead'.

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. No quantifiable time as we know it.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. normal

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. normal

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? Yes, but the facts have not been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Everything was wrapped in a white and soft light.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. I knew that I was on another plane.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? de la plenitude

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe I understood that 'reincarnation' or 'eternal life' were existing and that we were energy.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life When I understood that I was gone it was as if I wanted to reintegrate my body and this happened in a wink.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Agnostic

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I believe in eternal life.

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths advanced spirituality pratiques occultes

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. This confirmed my personal theories about death and informed me about what universal and unconditional love is.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I'm more spiritual and less in materiality.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes Everything is energy which is incarnating physically for a certain period.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes Unlimited knowledge and awareness of other space-time planes.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists. I had access to the knowledge that we were immortal in the form of energy.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Universal and unconditional love is what connects us between space-time planes.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life I'm not scared to die anymore.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I try to surround myself with benevolent and more spiritual people than before.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. Each detail is imprinted in my memory.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes Felt the presence of energetic bodies.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? he sensation of well-being.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes The day after. Some were listening attentively and others have been resisting or laughing.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes Documentaries.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real This became immediately part of my reality of experiences.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real I think that this happened really.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No