Georgina R NDE

Experience Description

For three months, I planned by death by overdose. When the drug got into my body, everything felt wrong. There was a dirty feeling and I felt distressed to be leaving my body. I felt like I was moving upwards into golden clouds. I was scared and my memory goes. Next thing I know, a celestial Being is moving me across the universe. It felt as though I was taken to the edge of the universe to be shown the view. It was fundamentally the most beautiful and amazing view that I had ever seen. I was not alone. There was something circular next to me on my left-hand side.

I suspect that most of my experience was removed from my memory.

Then, I was being forced back into my physical body. I did not want to come back to my life. I heard a voice tell me that I was not finished yet. I was devastated that I was forced back into my awful life.

I was hospitalized into a psychiatry facility. I started to receive instructions about how to manage my family and my husband at the time. I received instructions to start meditating, which I diligently followed. Two years later, I began communicating with what took me beyond. Ten years later, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 2013

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Suicide attempt Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness. I can’t compare the two

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I was shown the universe and endless planets

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I can’t compare the two

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I guess the communication was telepathic

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. I was taken through the cosmos

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Euphoria

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. I was completely connected to the universe

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will. I was literally pushed back into my physical body against my will

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Atheist

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I was forced to have a kundalini awakening

What is your religion now? That is complex

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Everything is different

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice I could not identify. It was a Male voice

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes Everything is connected

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I tend to isolate myself.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? N0

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I tend to get a reaction of acceptance

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

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