Gregory B Probable NDE

Experience Description

I died due to a meth overdose at age 30. I have schizoaffective disorder, which I developed at age 25 due to heart break. My spirit guide, told me I'd die and have an NDE a week before the incident.

When I passed out with the IV in me, my soul/consciousness woke up right outside my body. I instantly remembered the dream, I had a week before. My spirit guide offered me a life plan. Incidentally, my guide appears to me as a cartoon because I didn't get to watch the cartoons I wanted as a kid. He also asked whether I wanted to go to the light and die. He was against that option, and so was I. Schizophrenia is not a mental disease, but a spiritual awakening. There's consistency, and they frequently offered me visions of the future. The dream was an offer. He really didn't like me, but he offered a spiritual and artistic way of being a nurse and having relationships because a nurse is what I wanted to be. He offered me an NDE because I always wanted one. For years, especially as a child, I was terrified of death. I also had a very tragic life, which is why (they say) they are there.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: January 2021

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident. Heart attack. Drug or medication overdose. Life threatening event, but not clinical death

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes Just the scene of emergency room from behind the curtain. The was closed. I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. Soul woke up just outside the body

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? After passing out

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual. Slightly slower.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Clearer, alert, awake. I was a drug addict for a while. Similar to before addiction but less affected by emotions coming from life experiences.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. No need for hearing. You hear them in your mind.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? Yes, but the facts have not been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange place. Probably the spiritual level of the hospital

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Awareness, Happiness, wonder

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt no longer in conflict with nature

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? I remembered many past events. Dream I had a week before

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from my personal future

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? No comment

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Uncertain

What is your religion now? No comment

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes. I don't do meth anymore

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. Spirit guide. He is with me when I'm not on drugs.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes Met God later

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Uncertain

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists. Just a knowing. I've known it for a while.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes Don't be mean

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Slight changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Uncertain. Little nicer, but that's due to later overdoses

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes Tell the future. Communicate with dead, spirits, mind reading, hearing voices, communicating with animals, nature, etc.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Struggle

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No