Experience Description

I had strong symptoms that my family associated with the flu. When they realized that my health hadn't improved, they took me to the pediatrician who had taken care of me since birth.

She immediately called the hospital. I had pneumonia and she thought it would be better for me to spend a day in the hospital. Once there, my mother and I were taken to the room where I received medication. In the early hours of the morning my condition got worse and I was taken to the ICU. I spent 21 days in the ICU; and I don't know which of those days my NDE happened. I was intubated, sedated, and had lung necrosis. My grandmother says that the doctor, who was close to her, even called her to prepare her for my death.

In my experience, there was green grass and several different types of flowers. There were also some trees that resembled cherry blossoms. I was in a long and narrow river in the middle of all this beautiful scenery. The river seemed to move very slowly as I was rowing my boat. I ran my hands over the flowers and the grass, laughing with Happiness. I made spirals in the water and also played with it.

I felt very loved and so good! The sun seemed to emit a light that warmed me emotionally rather than physically. I felt embraced and loved by everything I saw. Every plant and every leaf and water seemed to love me.

I don't remember what happened after that. I left the hospital and and I've never had any experience like it.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: I don't know

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Illness Life threatening event, but not clinical death

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No. I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I really understand how loved I was. Every particle in the environment loved me. I was aware of things that I don't remember but they left me calm and peaceful.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I was running my hand through the flowers and laughing.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. There didn't seem to be any time. I was just there

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Because of my age, I don't remember with details. But without a doubt everything was more vivid.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I only heard my voice and the sound of water. My voice seemed to echo, incredibly clean and loud but not bothersome.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes A light that did not transmit physical heat but rather love and compassion.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. This was a different place on earth where there is no place for hatred, arguments and sadness. There I only felt pure love

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Happiness. Love. Happiness. Only positive things.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Do not know. I grew up in a Catholic family, but due to my age at the time, I obviously didn't follow any religion

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Uncertain. I always believed that the afterlife was just love and this was probably influenced by this experience

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths I do not have one. Despite this, I believe in a Divine Being/Source.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience Not entirely consistent with the beliefs I was taught

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes I was aware of unity with the environment I was in

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Uncertain I learned that where I was everything; literally EVERYTHING loved me.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Slight changes in my life

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes It's difficult to explain in words the feeling I felt. I've never felt anything like this on any occasion and I can't put it into words. Euphoria is not enough.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? It in general, but the sound of my laughter is something I keep fondly in my memory

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I told in the same day I'm writing this. Thirteen years later. People found it beautiful and interesting

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was probably real. I don't remember exactly but I thought it was real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. I see it's real and I feel it, I really do. It seems very difficult for me to be a dream

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

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