Janet B NDE

NDE POEM By Janet "Cookie" Baird, NDE#109

I've seen the Lord firsthand, and reached the Promised Land.

A near-death tragedy turned into a message from The Lord for me.

As I drew my last breath, the name ' Jesus ' I heard;

untitled, yet simple, yet though out me I felt "THE WORD".....

Then suddenly, I knew the "Pureness of Life", Aware of all Goodness-never having know strife.

I was taken through time, overthrowing it all; Heavens and Universes came crashing to a fall!!!

Religions, Governments; visible or not.....turned into ashes-in their sins did they rot.

Then did the Truth of all Pureness Within, fade non-existence all memory of sin.

True Life Eternal is meant for us all; And now you're award is to pass along THE CALL.

Experience description:

When I first "died" (and you know why that feels like as it happens)- very different, all of a sudden- now I just "automatically" knew most of what was occurring as it occurred; except for 2 different places...

This was one and I heard it from inside me- I heard the word "Jesus"- now I am not a religious person, always been a good person, but this took me by complete surprise. I did not know what I looked like--- just the word "Jesus" and real, true life within me...

Then I was alone, and from far out in the distance was a giant red "blob"-- you know that movie, "the blob"? That's what it looked like, and what it was, I could "see and explain it” because I was full of eternal life-Jesus. I knew this blob thing as all of "creation." it was all mucked together, just wandering around. The blob consisted of “all” intermingled to the point of lost identities. It was looking for some kind of "food" to keep it going, but it wasn't going anywhere. Because the worst part of it was it's "feeling" of lifelessness---there was no "substance” to it. The lifelessness of it was it's worst horror...and there I was, full of real eternal life. Jesus, not "Jesus christ” or any "religious reference”), and the blob tried to approach me.

Then, i'm up above the world (earth) and looking down at it from a northwest viewpoint. I remember saying to myself, "all that technology. All that these think they possess, and nobody can even see me here!!!"

Then it was as if I was "hit with a thousand serpents" and as soon as they came close to me, they vanished. Who "they" were, I can't say but "they were the ones supposedly doing things in the name of "life," like teenage boys being totally "busted" at doing something very wrong, they fell back in horror at being caught and exclaimed "juanita's back!!! We thought we sacrificed her!!!" they had been proven guilty by their own reactions, they fell back out of existence. I couldn't be harmed. I could sense that they had knowledge that eternal life accepts no negativity, so they stayed away from the light. I "passed" through this area. For about 6 seconds, I made an appearance into heaven. This seems to be earlier than when I encountered Jesus. Yet, it seemed to occur at the same time.

I was suddenly where nothing could access unless given permission to access), it was/is my home. I had been there forever. My home is goodness in every way beyond all words. There was a round pillar with what looked like "hieroglyphic" writing all over it, but it is not "writing.” It is eternal truth, non-variable and perfect truth. This truth was only all, perfect good truth, not one negative thing.

There were two of my "eternal family" on either side of me. They looked different than me because they had eternal "bodies." this look is way beyond us. It doesn’t matter your place in "creation," whether your body is human or alien. Spirituality and soul all are "created." yet, this is eternal life cannot be "created. I had completed what I need do on this side. There was/is no more "time." when I showed myself as the knowledge of all goodness, the two eternal beings did an about face, out of "respect" for what is. Then we walked to the right. Then, I stood for a moment in the place where nothing could access. I was my true self, beyond name. I was everything of "creation," and knew better who, what I am, and what I have completed.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: October 29, 1983

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Received twice the amount of a lethal poison from someone I had "turned down" before a Halloween party... Clinical death Someone tried to lethally poison me.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Positive

The experience included: Out of body experience

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes Can't say for most of it, but I saw my true, ultimate form.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Very

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning No such thing- only eternal life… No 'blobs' have ever actually existed

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

The experience included: Presence of deceased persons

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes

The experience included: Void

Did you see an unearthly light? No

The experience included: A landscape or city

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Eternal life

The experience included: Strong emotional tone

What emotions did you feel during the experience? All kinds of emotions. I knew I was true life so I was okay; but some of the messages I have to "relay", it's something else.

The experience included: Special Knowledge

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control I 'know' everything good; along with being able to 'show' me showing it as all truth...what is it that I have full knowledge of??? Nobody can "pick" it out of me- I don't even know right now,...but I do know!!!!

The experience included: Vision of the future

The experience included: Boundary

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Liberal

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Everything- "religion", looking at what's really real from what's never been!!! In every way.

The experience included: Presence of unearthly beings

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes The whole thing... But I can "show" it in my memory to anyone with "telepathic" gifts...right up to the point of me being in "eternal life"- beyond name, religions, anything ,incl. Access...and showed myself as what I truly am...Pure Life, there were two eternal members on either side of me - not alien- this is inaccessible to all (unless no matter who or what, you are good in Eternal values); and "allowed" access...I was in the middle; my appearance was round, "sacred" living with "hieroglyphic" type writing all over me; but it was not "writing"; it was/is pure Eternal living truth...The two eternal "family members ' on either side of me looked different.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The best- eternal life...the worst- trying to let others know there need not be bloodshed by clashing religions, over land, etc.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes They agreed with me on some points. "Christians" really have a problem with hearing about the true life of "Jesus"-not "Jesus Christ" and "sacrifices being o.k. and b.s. stuff like that…etc..

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes totally different person inside--- work on eternal values; not "piddly things" and "rules and rituals" around here that have nothing to do with the truth

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? There's sooo much... But you have the "gist" of it