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I was working, at that time they had brought in new cars to the company; these cars don’t lock when they are on ignition. That day I was going to get a penicillin shot in my Grandma’s house, but out the blue the car on ignition locked, so I had to call a locksmith and pay him the only 200 pesos I had which my Grandma had given me to buy cotton balls and alcohol. I decided to get the shot later after getting off work. When I arrived at the hospital, they injected me with 800 units of penicillin, which provoked the shutdown of my hearing and throat. Sometime later, they laid me on a stretcher where I saw a cousin of mine who I told to call all my friends to say goodbye to them. Instantly I lost my sight and was deaf. I began to listen to the Act of Contrition, which I hadn’t learned when I was in my catechism lessons, but at that moment, I knew it all. At the same time, I began to feel such a peaceful feeling that I had never felt before. I saw a child taking me by his hand to a place where a lot of people were welcoming me, a very nice place. I did not want to come back, because I was so happy, but something pulled me back and I awoke. It was a short period of time, but my heart had stopped: that is what the doctor told me. I was in psychological therapy for 6 months after that incident. I always thought it was going to happen again. To this day, I am a happy person and understand life through a lot of tranquility. I know now life can end in one minute and the only thing that will happen is that you won’t be back. The peacefulness I felt does not compare to anything else, not even nature or the nicest or most silent place on earth.
Background Information:
Gender: Male
Date NDE Occurred: 2002 NDE Elements:
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Allergic reaction. Drug or medication overdose 'Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening' I had an allergic reaction to penicillin.
How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing
Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain I could not see anything else but that place: I remember it every day. No
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal There is something that happened, I can now see in people’s face, which are going to die or if something is going to happen to them.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I suddenly was blind and deaf, I started feeling at peace.
Were your thoughts speeded up? No
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Were your senses more vivid than usual? No
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I understand things better when I make decisions, I look for signs.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I pay more attention to what I am told.
Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I don’t know what happened, I just know I was walking to a nice place that was opening up while as I was going there.
Did you see any beings in your experience? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
The experience included: Unearthly light
Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? An unusually bright light
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes It was a bright and shiny light and I was being taken by a child’s hand into it.
The experience included: A landscape or city
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Fear, a lot of peace, calmness, relief, and happiness.
Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness
Did you have a feeling of joy? incredible joy
Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt no longer in conflict with nature
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others
Did scenes from your past come back to you? I remembered many past events
Did scenes from the future come to you? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I was walking to a nice place where a lot of shiny people were and as I was just getting there I was suddenly pulled back and I awoke. God, Spiritual and Religion:
What importance did you place on your religious/spiritual life prior to your experience? Greatly important to me
What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Catholic soy catolico y no sabia el acto de contricion ese dia lo rece en mi mente todito
Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes
What importance do you place on your religious/spiritual life after your experience? Not important to me
What is your religion now? Christian- Catholic
Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience es algo totalmente hermoso, indescriptible, algo que cuando sabes que es la muerte ,sabes como vivir y que hacer para estar mejor,dar un cada paso para ser feliz y saber agradecer por cada respiro que damos,soy feliz pero con una felicidad con elementos porque se que pronto me ire ,eso lo vi,pero estoy bien,es un honor vivir
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes To believe that God saves us is good, but I discovered that if you believe and are good, this will reflect in your life and eventually in your death. On the other hand, if you are bad, you will be bad after death, if you are good expect good things.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No
During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No
During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes si se refiere que existe algo aya donde fui que esten unidos es si, por toda las personas que sonreian que estaban esperando
Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? God definitely exists
During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No
Do you believe in the existence of God after your experience? God definitely exists Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:
During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No
Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are possibly meaningful and significant
During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No
Did you believe in an afterlife prior to your experience? I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? An afterlife definitely exists Yes mi experiencia de eso es las personas que vi ahi,estaban reunidas para recibirme asi como cuando una persona importante llega aun local que lo esperan pero sin policias guarurar y eso.se que hay vida despues de la muerte yo lo senti y vi
Did you fear death prior to your experience? I greatly feared death
Do you fear death after your experience? I do not fear death
Were you fearful living your life prior to your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life
Were you fearful living your life after your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life
Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant after your experience? Are meaningful and significant
Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes en ese tiempo yo era una persona que dañaba mucho a otras personas por el echo de como creci,el echo de decir lo siento y rezar el acto de contriccion ,se que es necesario,hay que vivir en paz para llegar a ese lugar se lo recomiendo.a lo mejor no crees en Dios o en buda o lo que sea,pero si el echo de hacer el bien es bueno
During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No
Were you compassionate prior to your experience? Slightly compassionate toward others
During your experience, did you gain information about love? No
Were you compassionate after your experience? Greatly compassionate toward others
What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life Big changes in my life. When you die, I know God exists after death. People sometimes attach to certain beliefs, like the in the Catholic Church, as universal and with this experience I don’t have any problem confronting them if necessary. I also know that the life that follows is for everyone, from the richest more humble man, to the homeless most humble man, and that we are all equal. Some people may say that we all know this, but the difference lies in that people think about it. But myself: I lived through it and I believe it with proof. Now my life includes proving elements to say why we have to view us as all equal beings.
Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No No After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes …of course, before this incident I was a bad person due to all the bad things that had happened to me. I could not find peace or see what I have seen now. I could not even imagine at that time the great peace and everything I saw, I have never given any testimony to anyone as to what happened. It is very hard to explain, but now I know that in the future when I die, it will feel good.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience los otros eventos terrenales, puede haber una fiesta y sabes que l amejor fiesta te da alegria,puedes graduarte de la universidad y es otra sensacion,puedes sacarte la loteria y es otra sensacion,lo que se que la paz y alegria que tenia era mejor que la misma loteria..no se lo que es ganarse la loteria pero si se que no hay comparacion con nada
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes Sometimes I feel someone is going to die or that some people may be linked to my life. Sometimes people come to me and talk to me and I cause them to change their feelings and change internally.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Everything is meaningful about it.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I talked to a priest, but he told me that I should give testimony, but I cannot give testimony just to the Catholic Church, I have to speak to everyone.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I define my experience from it as the people gathered to greet me, just as an important person is expected to arrive. There were no security policemen. There is a life after death; I felt it and I saw it. In reference to a mystical universal connection, yes, because of the unified group of people, all of them were smiling and seem to be waiting. At that time, I was someone who did a lot damage to other people due to my upbringing. The fact of saying ‘I’m sorry’ or pray the Act of Contrition, I know it is necessary. We have to live in peace to get to that place, I recommend it. Maybe you do not believe in God or Buddha or any other, but the fact of always doing what is good is the best for all of us. It is something very beautiful, indescribable, something like when you know how death is; you know how to live and what to do to be well. Take everything in stride to be happy and know how to be grateful for every breath we take. I am happy but with happiness along with consciousness because I know someday soon I’ll have to leave, I saw that: but I am okay, it is an honor to live. Other earthly events, such as parties, you know they will make you happy, you can graduate from college and that will make you happy and it is another sensation, you can win the lotto and it gives you yet another sensation, but one thing I know: the peace and happiness I was feeling were even greater than winning the lotto. I don’t personally know how it is to win the lotto, but there is no comparison with anything else.
I was working in the street, but I was feeling very bad because of the flu, then it occurred to me to call my grandmother, who gave shots. She told me she could give me a shot of penicillin. She told me she did not have cotton balls nor alcohol, I should go and buy some at the pharmacy when I got off work. At that time, new cars had entered and I was working on one when suddenly it locked me out while it was on. The strange thing is that these new cars won’t lock unless they are shut down or are activated automatically at a certain speed; then, with the car closed shut and I decided to call the locksmith and pay him the only 200 pesos I had with me.At that time, I had just gone through a separation and was very sad. I took it easy and thought it will be better to go the hospital to get the shot after work. I needed this shot because I had been bitten by a dog a few days earlier while working. I got home, changed, and told my cousin to come with me. At the hospital, they gave me the shot and my sight and hearing suddenly shut down; my head was spinning and I could not stand on my own. I felt a very awful angst and asked the doctors to help me. I started to feel an immense peace, my throat shut down and I stopped breathing. Later, I turned to my cousin and told her, ‘Cousin, go get all my friends and my mother, I want to say goodbye to them’. The peace I felt was beautiful and indescribable, I was blind and deaf, and started to listen to the act of Contrition in my head, which I had not known in my entire life. During catechism lessons I listened to it, thought it was nice, but could never learn it. I could only see a boy taking me by his hand to a white entrance, very beautiful and getting brighter and brighter all time. I saw beings clapping at me for having arrived and suddenly someone told me, ‘No’. Something pulled me back and I woke up in the hospital. The doctor said my heart had stopped and I came back. You were almost gone forever, he told me. After that my senses were weird, my eyes saw things further away and closer and I was afraid it would happen again. I spent many years trying to understand what had happened to me, I have researched and know now there are many people like me. God bless them all.
Date NDE Occurred: 2000 NDE Elements:
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Allergic reaction. Drug or medication overdose Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function) I had an allergic reaction to penicillin.
Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal I felt I was going to die, I felt lightness in my heart.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I started to feel the inexplicable peace.
Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast
Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Now I observe how people are and see everything more clearly.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Now I listen, not just hear.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain I don’t know what it was, just that something cleared and I entered a place where people were waiting.
Did you see an unearthly light? Uncertain I don’t know, I saw clouds that cleared, like when the sky clears and clouds open up.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Sadness, immense peace, and tranquility.
Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Catholic
Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I profess the Catholic Church, but I just believe in God.
Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I love myself more, I love my people more and all persons in general.
The experience included: Presence of unearthly beings
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice I could not identify
During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No
Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? God probably exists
During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes si durante estos diez años de esperiencia que llevo se que estoy por algo aqui ,han pasado cosas y se que es una mision
Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? An afterlife definitely exists Yes si continua, vi muchas personas caras conocidas pero no se quienes eran,pero se que abitan en este mundo
Were you fearful living your life after your experience? Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes solo se que se tiene que vivir con tranquilidad,el mucno va a mil por horas ,solo tienes que vivir con tranquilidad paso a paso la vida se va rapido nada puedes hacer
What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life Big changes in my life. I know today that everything I do will affect me, there is a lot of signs I see now, I don’t believe in religion, just in God because religions separate us and God unifies us. I sadly see that humans, ourselves, destroy our humanity with beliefs, which make us think we are superb and proud; we have to reunite to succeed. That is what we have to do, starting with you.
Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes Yes I am more conscious and appreciate everything a lot more. After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes To date I don’t know how to explain it.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I do not know how my remembrance of the experience compares to my remembrance of other life events at time
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I don’t really know, but I know I see something and that I can tell when someone is going to die.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Five years later: they told me I was crazy.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes When I was a baby I was very sick. Just a miracle could save me: but things happened. I was told about it, but I was not really conscious of it.
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real I am a happy person.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real I am happier.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes When my blood pressure went higher or when something happens to me, I can feel that inner peace that I know it is all going to happen.
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I saw faces of known people, but I don’t know who they were, but I know they inhabit this world. I just know we have to live with tranquility, the world runs a thousand miles per hour, but you just have to live in tranquility; one step at a time. Life goes away quickly and you cannot do anything about it.
Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Just help, which is why you have been chosen.
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