Kenneth T STE

Experience Description

Last year (2022) March the 3rd, my wife was admitted to ICU. She suffered from Lupus with rare genetic condition known as TSC (Tuberous sclerosis complex) and was in and out hospital for the past 2 months for weekly blood transfusion. This is because her blood platelets had been low and unable to rise up to normal level even after 2 months of treatment. On 3rd of March 2022, she got a high fever and was shivering. She was sent to hospital immediately and on the next day, she was breathing with difficulty. When I went to hospital, I saw the doctor put her in ventilation. It pained my heart to see her in such pain. In the next few days, her fever went up to 40 Degree Celsius. I was beside her all day long.

One evening that week, I was seated on a chair beside her bed resting with my eyes closed. The nurse was attending to my wife, cleaning her body, checking etc. While I was resting on the chair with my head down, eyes closed, I suddenly saw a white light glowing (eyes closed). It started to get brighter and brighter, very intense. It was so bright to a point I felt somewhat unusual. So, I thought: Did the nurse switched on all the lights? Then the white light continued to glow until I felt myself immersed in it. It was not painful but very bright and immense white light. I quickly opened my eyes to check. To my surprise, the room was actually very dim. Only a few lights switched on since it was almost bedtime. I was thinking, something is going on here.

Then about 2 days later, I had the same experience. At that point, I knew I could be seeing what my wife saw on the other side. I was thinking that the white light must be Masters, Angels or Supreme Light from the other side. On the other hand, I intuitively also knew my wife's timing on this physical plane is up. There were confused feelings. I was hoping for her to wake up. I was hoping that she was just having a NDE and wake up after that. Also, I had sleep paralysis while my wife in ICU too. I guess this sleep paralysis heighten my psychic awareness.

On 11th of March afternoon, my wife passed. I was totally heart broken. She had many dreams and signs for me even till now. I know she is beside me every day. After the white light experience, my psychic abilities were enhanced. I can sense people's health conditions. After some googling, I realized I was having a Shared Near Death Experience with my wife. We are still very connected till now and I often can sense her help and support from the other side. Thank you.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 11 March 2022

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Death of wife Joanne. Other Calm and nervous at the same time I was in ICU with my wife who was in coma.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No No

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness Normal

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Yes.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Normal

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Normal

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? An unusually bright light

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Peace.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Buddhist

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I don't believe in religious beliefs anymore. Love is much vaster on the other side than what most religions teach.

What is your religion now? Buddhist

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience Before that, I fear of judgement on the other side. After the experience and my wife's passing, there is no fear of judgement anymore.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I dwell less on worldly definition of success. More on the spirit world.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes Buddha, Guanyin and angels are present.

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes I know my experience is connected to my wife's experience of transitioning to the other side.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes All That Is definitely exist.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes Less friends.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I can sense people's health issues. I can sometimes feel what people's deceased loved ones messages for them, how they died etc.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes It was just days after the experiences, I shared with the rest. Most of them don't truly empathize my experiences.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes From books.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? None