Khalil Z NDE

Experience Description

I remember my mother telling me take the dates to the tailor-lady about 4 km away from our home. I remember seeing a pleasant, white shadow in a bright white calming light, despite it being dark with no lights anywhere. The white shadow waved for me to come over. As I walked to him, I saw my paternal grandfather. He had been dead for couple of years. He said, 'Boy, go back to your mom.'

Then I saw myself lying on the table. My mom was crying while sitting by my side. A nurse on the other side of me was removing the blood-soaked cotton. I can see my aunt, who was crying by my feet. My dad and uncle were in the outside hallway. I could hear my uncle on the phone saying, 'If he's not on his way, I am deporting his butt back to Egypt.' Then a man comes running into the room while talking to the nurse as he came towards me saying, 'Get him to the surgery room now.'

I opened my eyes and told my mom that I was sorry for taking the bike and not coming home quickly.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 1977 OR 78

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Accident Life threatening event, but not clinical death

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal I was very alert

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I think I remembered everything I saw in the white room .

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I can see forever in the white room

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I can hear the white shadow man from so far saying come here son come here

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain it was like the room had no walls or ceiling. But the man was so far hiding behind a side wall or something

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes grand father

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes peaceful light all around but not like our lights. I don't know how to describe it.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm the white place and calming voices

What emotions did you feel during the experience? peaceful comfort I was not scared even before I saw my grandfather.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Muslim

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Muslim

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin the white shadow man that was calling and my grandfather

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life I saw my grandmother's death 10 days before it happened. I saw my mother death 10 days before I saw my aunt's death.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I knew all my blood family deaths 10 days before they die

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? i dont know

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes my ex and my mom told me don't say anything because people might not believe you

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real I pushed it out of my mind then I told my mom.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real it was real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes knowing my family death 10 days before it happens

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? no

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? none