Luanna B NDE

Experience Description

I am a lawyer in Brazil who fights for the legal rights of people with ADHD. A doctor (angiologist) asked me to be a co-author of a 'scientific' article that had nothing to do with science. It was a document mixing Freud, dark magic, homeopathy, eugenics and phrenology to explain a cure for ADHD through genetic modifications during pregnancy. Even I question my own sanity talking about this. I didn't want anything to do with his article. Then I received information that he was removing drug addicts from rehabilitation clinics by saying they had ADHD and that he would cure their drug addiction with holistic Apometry therapies.

I have been working as a volunteer in an organization that supports the families of drug addicts in rehabilitation since I was 16 years old. My father died of liver cirrhosis due to alcoholism. Since I am a reference in the subject of ADHD, several rehabilitation clinics, human rights NGOs, etc., people came to me asking if I knew that doctor and commented on his psychotic episodes. A Mother Superior of a nursing home, transferred from the Vatican, came to me and told me that he was using the name of the nursing home to publish these articles. When I went to question him, he told me that he was the Messiah sent to end the curse of autism and ADHD.

At that moment, I began to actively and publicly combat these absurdities. I sent a message to his ex-wife's lawyer showing my concern for his two children under 3 years old. His ex-wife fled with the children to another state. Months before my message, she had already filed a request for a police investigation for violence and other things that I do not know about. While all this was happening, I was participating in a podcast talking about the need for ADHD diagnosis to be done by professionals, specialized in psychiatry, and to verify the doctor's credentials.

When I finished the podcast, I went to a bar to meet a group of colleagues who were already drunk. I ordered a drink and drank half of it before going to the bathroom. I remember taking two more sips. I then had flashes of memory of being dragged through a pasture with tall grass, feeling my legs scratching on barbed wire. I was feeling extremely cold water, hearing the sound of a waterfall. Suddenly, everything went dark. I have NEVER been in a waterfall before.

I went back to the scene where I was in the back seat of the car, smelling of engine oil typical of cars from the 1990s/1995s. My father was driving. My mother was in the seat next to me. I realized that I was reliving the moment when I read my first word at 2-1/2 years old. I was reliving the sensations and seeing the look of surprise between my parents was something that my soul really needed to see. In less than a second, I was about 40 years old playing with a girl I called Zoé. She was my daughter. I felt a love for that child that I had never felt for anyone else in the world. Suddenly everything went dark again.

I saw a very strong light and heard a voice saying, 'Daughter, come back! Your mission has not yet begun. There are many lives that still need you. You know that you are special. You know that you are my sheep from other folds. Remember that this is part of a work for the good of your brothers on the terrestrial orb and that if you give up now, you will not have another opportunity for such a big leap in your own evolution. Daughter, come back! We are proud that you have not forgotten moral integrity and especially that you do not fear the evil of the earthly. But, there is much more to be experienced and faced. There is suffering in being female, in having ADHD, in being autistic; suffering in being gifted and suffering in Being. Everything on Earth is suffering, but you chose to be help out of love for your companions. We are One. Come back and do not forget that I am part of every atom that makes up your flesh and that We are One Spirit, on the path to coming together again and BEING!'

I woke up with the sun burning my face in a pasture. The base of my spine was fractured. I looked to the side and there was an inverted pentagram drawn with red earth on the grass, a cross made with branches stuck in the ground upside down and a piece of black silk with an embroidered writing in Latin, 'Et in nomine ejus, et sicut illi, immolabuntur servi Nazareni electi. Vivet Lucis' In English, this means: 'And in his name, and like him, the chosen servants of the Nazarene will be sacrificed. Long live Lucis'

I have no idea what sect or psychic outbreak this is part of, but if he wasn't so dangerous, I would even give him a hug to thank him for changing my existence in such an incredible way.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: June, 24, 2023

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain Criminal attack. Drug or medication overdose Life threatening event, but not clinical death. The intention of the man who ordered me to be donated was that I would not remain alive. Luckily, the dosage was insufficient to cause greater vital organ damage.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness. I don't know how to determine this

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I don't know how to determine this

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I don't know how to determine this

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I don't know how to determine this

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes My late father in the vision of the past

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. Multiple existences and dimensions

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Peace, freedom and I felt more alive than when I was awake

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. About the Whole, the Eternal and the Infinite

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control. Already described

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future. I am not allowed to detail

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will. Already described

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other or several faiths: Kardecist spiritualist

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths: Currently I continue to attend Kardecism. I no longer consider myself a follower of a specific religious doctrine. I am Christian but since that time I have studied Judaism, Islam, Hinduism and Taoism.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. It was Master Jesus Christ, I have no doubt!

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes Master Jesus Christ

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes Master Jesus Christ

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I am not allowed to detail publicly

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No Yes

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes If it was difficult to express in words before, it wouldn't be better now.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I have no longer been able to do mediumistic work with suffering spirits, I am not even chosen to channel them. I now only channel the spirits of elders about messages of hope.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes My mother, with the brothers from the spiritualist center

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was probably not real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

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