Michael J NDE

Experience Description

I was drinking vodka straight out of the bottle. I had drank so much in such a short period of time, I must of died from alcohol poisoning. Everything was fine at first. I came home, went to the bathroom and passed out.

I was looking around and I recognized I was my apartment but it was all dark. I started flying, like drifting around my apartment wondering what’s going on and why is so dark? Then I realized I hovering over my body. All of a sudden, I heard whispering voices coming from out of no where saying, 'He can't see him' and 'Don’t let him see himself.' Naturally, I went back into the bathroom to see what they were talking about. I saw my body crouched around the toilet. Then, I felt sucked backed into my body.

I woke up and started throwing up like crazy. I crawled back to my room and went to sleep. When I awoke again, I knew that I had an experience that wasn't a dream. It was way to vivid and I will never forget that experience.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 2019

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain Drug or medication overdose Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes Multiple voices saying the same thing, 'He can’t see him.' I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness. Same

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? All

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. When I was floating around, it seemed slow as if I was just drifting around looking around at my apartment. I could see outside and it was dark. As I looked around, it was dark, but I could see all my furnishings

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Same

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Same

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange plac.e It was my apartment. I could see everything in it but it was as though it was in complete darkness and at the time this happened it was daytime

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Confused. I wanted to explore more of the darkness but once I saw my body I felt like I was sucked back in

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? No comment

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? No comment

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice. I could not identify repeating voices

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? No changes in my life

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes My wife only

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. I have died in my dreams many times in my life; over 20 at least. This was different then any nightmare or death dream I’ve had. In my death dreams, I wake up after being killed. This nde was nothing like those dreams. It was vivid and more eye-opening. The voices were undeniably real when they were whispering 'don’t let him see him' and 'he can't see himself.' That is when I felt sucked into my body. I never felt anything like that in my life

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. It felt more real then anything

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

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