Michael M NDE

Experience Description

I will describe my experience in four parts. Part 1 will explain my traumatic events from the perspective of the people who witnessed my death and rebirth. Part 2 will explain my personal experience while my energy departed and returned to Earth. Part 3 will explain how fundamentally changed I am after the experience. Last will be my final thoughts.

Part 1.

The year was 1999 and I just graduated from high school. I was enlisted into the United States Air Force with the understanding that basic training will start on July 1, 1999. I was directed to arrive at Lackland Air Force Base in San Antonio, Texas on June 30, 1999. I arrived on time with a group of young men and women and after a bit of stressful interactions with the military Training Instructor (TI) we were divided into groups called flights/squadrons. Each group was sent to the barracks which would be home while we completed basic training together. The TI outlined the basic rules and schedule of events/tasks we will complete.

July 1, 1999, was in my own words conversion day. We spent the entire day converting our civilian lives, identities, possessions, and attitudes into military training mode. This meant learning how to march as the primary means of travel to get buzz cuts, new clothes, inoculations, medical screening, dog tags, and more. I grew up in upstate New York and was acclimated to mild summer weather as compared to Texas. I didn’t know it yet, but my body was not prepared to march all day in 100°F Texas summer heat. We marched for many hours, and I began to feel ill.

Our squadron made it to the medical facility that was large enough to house 400 people that were standing in formations awaiting inoculations. It was our turn to line up and receive our shots. The person in front of me was ordered to step forward, stand on the red circle and don’t move! I was next and my heart was racing, and my physical condition was deteriorating. The person in front of me flinched.

He moved right as the shots were administered. He has blood pouring out of his arm and I’m next! I step forward remaining still as a statue, received my inoculations and was moved back into the formation in the middle of 400 people. I cried out in distress, but the TI told me to shut up and stand still! I was starting to pass out and panic.

Too late, everything goes dark as I fall headfirst smashing the left side of my head and face into the concrete. I was later told the impact was so loud that everyone heard it, and many watched as my head bounced off the concrete floor only to hit for a second time landing on my face and nose. Others began yelling he’s not breathing, and I think he’s dead! The medical staff burst into action to come to my aid while the TI’s ordered EVERYBODY SIT DOWN NOW!!! All 400 people sat in a panicked unison and the room was filled with an eerie silence. My fellow trainees quietly watched my body empty fluids, feces and die. It was later explained to me that the medical staff tried everything to resurrect me, but it wasn’t working. To their credit they also had to manage supporting my neck because they suspected it was broken. This meant stabilization efforts while waiting for the ambulance. The other newly recruited trainees just watched a person die and they believe it’s the end for me. For me, it was different because I never lost consciousness and had the most amazing experience.

Part 2.

I received my inoculations and got back into formation. My vision was going dark, and I could only see light from a small circle in front of me. I felt a wave of warmth envelope me as that circle got smaller and smaller. I made one final attempt to prevent passing out by looking up. Ugh that made it worse, and I realized I couldn’t stop it. Somehow, I was still conscious and was able to make one last effort to protect my face. I turned my head to the right while falling. I heard the loudest bang and then a ringing sound, but I felt no pain and I thought that’s strange.

I found myself in complete darkness listening to that ringing sound. It reminded me of a thick cello string that was plucked and left to vibrate. The next moment I heard the cord break and the sound changed from a pleasant harmonic into a loud twang and then complete silence. I thought my life string, my connection with that body, was just severed and I’m dead. All that’s left is darkness and I felt a bit impatient because if I’m dead then what am I supposed to do now? I have no idea where to go or how to get there. I continued to wait, and a scene began to slowly illuminate before me. Like turning the focus on a camera or telescope from fuzzy to focused. I looked down to see if I had a body but noticed a thick layer of fog on the ground instead. I could feel it too! I looked up straight ahead and saw that I was standing outside somewhere, and it was nighttime. There was enough light to see landscapes and animals. The light was equivalent to a harvest moon, but I didn’t realize what caused it yet. The light was warm and inviting. It felt like warm emotional energy that was vibrating and it filled me completely. I saw many horses in the distance, and it appeared that I was on a ranch with rolling hills and valleys. I thought, 'wow this is an amazing dream. I can’t remember having a dream that felt so real before!'

One horse began running around and then suddenly turned and charged at me on a collision course, but I stood my ground. At the last moment, it turned past me on my right side. I was hit by the rushing wind, and it flicked its tail to brush my face and right arm. He knew me and was being a bit cheeky! 'Holy crap that was real!' I called out. This affirmed I’m still alive and then I was hit with a burst of information and understandings. It felt like I just finished downloading the most amazing universal truths and my purpose. This is my home! I was home and felt relieved. I felt another presence approaching behind me. She was familiar to me, and we began to communicate through emotions (some kind of telepathy). We were happy to see one another but she explained it wasn’t my time to be home yet. I have something very important to do back on Earth. The amount of love that surrounded and filled me is not explainable in human language. It was incredible! I began to turn my head to look at her on my left side. She was light, brilliant, and luminous. No, you can’t look at me and you must go back to your vessel on Earth! I obeyed and then noticed we were at a higher elevation than the adjacent fields and tree line. I saw a barn in the distant lower field, so I focused on that. Then I looked above the barn and saw the tree line. It was back lit by brilliant colors of purples and dark pinks. My vision followed that tree line as I turned right and was facing straight again.

I looked up into the sky and wow, amazing! it was saturated with stars and beautiful patterns of purple auroras. I soaked in the views and realized that I was very far from Earth. All those lights in the sky are people’s energy while they inhabit life vessels. The combined light illuminated the landscape but also filled it with loving emotions. She explained to me that when their life vessel dies, their energy comes home and goes through reconciliation processes and can choose to go into another life vessel. I noticed that one of the lights was far brighter than the rest, so I began to focus on it. I started to levitate and move into the sky. Everything was passing my vision as I started moving faster and glow brighter. Moments later I became a burst of bright light for a short moment, then BAM as I entered the light tunnel, I opened my eyes on Earth and let out the most satisfying exhale that sprayed blood all over the floor. The medical staff and TI’s noticed that I was back and began to ask me multiple questions to keep me awake. As I listened to the questions, all I could think about was home and how I wanted to go back there more than anything else. But I realized I will have to be patient and I will see home again. I used my tongue to survey my mouth and check my teeth. To my surprise I didn’t lose them. I told everyone that I’m back on Earth now and began to answer all their questions as I was loaded into the ambulance and transported to the hospital. I laid there with tears in my eyes, not from pain, but the wonderful experience and truths that remained in my head. I never lost consciousness and I remembered everything completely. I’m sorry folks but I cannot share everything I know with you because the point of inhabiting life is to learn. I will reveal something later that I find interesting, and humans will discover anyway.

Part 3.

My rebirth date was July 1, 1999. I was reborn a completely different person. I evolved from being worried, cocky, rude, disrespectful, and impatient person to become loving, understanding, calm, collected, focused, and poised. I’ve learned that life isn’t short. Also, that we are the gods! We cannot perform miracles outlined in the bible and we didn’t create this universe. Our job is to build a society that has the best opportunity to observe the universe completely. Anything that stifles our abilities is preventing us from reaching our true potential. The Science community should develop an observation efficiency equivalent to energy consumption. Humans have discovered many wonderful laws of nature through mathematics, experimentation, observations, and hard work. Building on those activities we continue to discover the fundamental laws of physics to describe our universe. It’s time we evolve and write down the first Law of Observation and discover the fundamental laws of humans to describe our purpose. Somehow, I’ve retained a deeper understanding of universal physics and I’m able to perform complex thought experiments with relative ease. It may sound odd, but I find it to be my favorite way to fall asleep each night. I have discovered the best time to perform thought experiments is lying in bed, with my wife by my side, a few minutes before I plan to fall asleep. I can travel anywhere I want to go in the universe without falling victim to dangers.

Final thoughts.

I no longer fear death, and I feel cleansed. Sometimes I will observe people fighting or hurting each other and it makes me cringe. They have no idea how difficult going home and reliving the pain and suffering they caused from the point of view of the victim will be. Yikes folks, trust me it’s not worth it! The reason we inhabit life is to experience physical matter while its under stress. When our vessel dies, we come back home to live in the absence of stress. This is how love is created! Stress is fundamental for particle formation and retention in our universe. We observe this as physical matter. This doesn’t change our understanding of physics – I’m adding a nudge. Under the right conditions if elementary particles are in a sufficient stress field, then physical matter emerges. They remain in our universe so long the stress field conditions remain stable. If those elementary particles remain in the stress field long enough, then sub-atomic particles begin to emerge, then atoms, molecules, stars, and everything observable! Everything inside the stress field is directly observable. Everything outside the stress field is indirectly observable.

So, we inhabit life vessels within a stress field and make observations both direct and indirect. Then we go home to reconcile what we learned. Another objective is to learn how to love in the stress field. Then we return home where all emotions are unbound by stress. All you must do is perform caring/loving tasks for yourself and others and when your vessel dies you experience the impact you imparted to yourself and all the other life. You feel from their point of view as you cared for them and what they experienced. Be warned that if you commit acts of pain and suffering on yourself and others then your reconciliation process is horrible. Only perform acts of love and kindness for best results.

Finally, travel, eat plenty of fruits and vegetables, exercise and stretch regularly, foster good quality relationships, develop hobbies, dance, play, work, learn, and observe as much of the universe as possible. Teach others how, I have faith in you!

With Love,
Michael M.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: July 01, 1999

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident CPR given Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) I passed out while in the standing position and my head collided with the concrete floor, then it bounced and hit for a second time.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal since I was in and area without stress there wasn't any limits to cloud my judgements.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Right after the horse ran past me and flicked his tail to gently brush against me.

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My vision on Earth is very useful and is the one sense I rely on most frequently to carry out my daily activities. also my vision can be damaged under certain conditions. At home my vision was combined with all senses simultaneously and my vision could not be destroyed in any way.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My hearing on Earth is very useful and is the one sense I rely on most frequently to communicate during daily activities. also my hearing can be damaged under certain conditions. At home my hearing was combined with all senses simultaneously and it could not be destroyed in any way.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I didn't see a tunnel right after I left Earth but I went through a tunnel of light when I returned to my vessel (body).

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes The sky at home was filled with the light of all life throughout the universe. I felt like I was at the center of it all!

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm It seemed like I was on a planet located within the universe at a position of space and time to have the best access to all life in the universe.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love was the most dominate but I'm sure other good emotions as well.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe there is existence and non-existence. we happen to be in existence.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Do not know I believe in Physics and humans.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Do not know I believe in Physics and humans.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I really didn't know what to expect nor did I think I would suffer and accident that would result in an experience. On Earth I think and therefore I am. At home I thought and therefore i was!

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I have 100% faith in humans because we have everything we need to evolve and remain in this universe.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes My narrative above has some of this information in part 3 and final thoughts. I experienced much information about our purpose which was refreshing and straight forward.

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I have explained this to an extent I feel is appropriate without ruining everyone's ability to learn as intended. Just know that humans are on the right track and are doing very well.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes My narrative above has some of this information in part 3 and final thoughts. I experienced much information about our purpose which was refreshing and straight forward.

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes I learned that we travel from home to life throughout the universe to learn and observe it. Also, we create love within a stress field to foster environments that will be able to sustain life for as long as possible. The goal is to observe as much of the universe as possible, so life and societies need to exist for Billions of years.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Love is a special emotion that all life uses to foster activates to aid in their growth, development, and sustainment. This is a stabilization effect. Think about energy for a moment. Life either gets energy from the electromagnetic spectrum directly (photosynthesis or chemosynthesis) or indirectly (eating other life). First life needs energy and then it needs love for the system to survive for billions of years. Humans can add in another critical component through science and technology. you see too much energy can destroy us and therefore we must figure out how to foresee and overcome those events to survive them. You can never have too much love!

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life I was reborn a completely different person. I evolved from being worried, cocky, rude, disrespectful, and impatient to become loving, understanding, calm, collected, focused, and poised. I’ve learned that life isn’t short. Also, that we are the gods! It may sound odd, but I find it to be my favorite way to fall asleep each night. I have discovered the best time to perform thought experiments is lying in bed, with my wife by my side, a few minutes before I plan to fall asleep. I can travel anywhere I want to go in the universe without falling victim to dangers.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? I give acts of love and thoughtful gestures because I know I will experience them again when I reconcile my life at home. It's a better high than any drug could give a person!

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes I find it difficult to share my experience because most people dismiss me or try to tell me what really happened. I found that to be disrespectful, so I stopped sharing. When I was growing up, I excelled at science and mathematics while I fell behind on reading, spelling, grammar and writing. It has taken me many years to re-learn those skills enough to write the small narrative.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience July 1, 1999 is etched into my memory just like the cosmic microwave background is etched into our universe.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I can see small snippets of the future but nothing useful by any means. normally its only from my own point of view and when it happens it will cause me to pause for a few seconds and think huh I've seen this before! its random and just neat at best.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? My connections with the other life back at home. Also my connection with my wife here on Earth.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes At first I was sharing right away and the responses I received felt disrespectful and dismissive. That made me a bit guarded to share because it didn't feel like people believed me. I've had this strange feeling that I am supposed to do something remarkable on Earth but I'm unsure what that is or if I've completed it already. I came across this study and decided to take a leap of faith by filling it out and sharing. I'm not sure what to expect.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real I understood the experience was real after the horse ran past and hit me with his tail and that has never changed.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real I know it's real just like I know I'm typing and submitting this survey right now.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? Just one. since the experience I will sometimes have a dream that will be interrupted by a loved one that I knew. Normally they're brief and just a short sentence to me or another person living at the time.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I feel it is appropriate.

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