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SECOND SUBMISSION: I had a problem in my marriage and decided that everyone would be better off if I was no longer around. I took an over dose of a drug that would put me to sleep forever. Being a ‘back sliding Christian’ at the time I believed that I would die and go to hell for a suicide, but I still got on my knees and prayed for forgiveness for what I had done. I was filled with the Holy Spirit then and I felt like I was forgiven by God. I began getting sleepy and I lay down on the bed still asking for forgiveness and telling God that I loved him. Before I knew it, I was floating over the top of my bed looking down on my lifeless body. I could see myself and I knew I was dead. Suddenly I felt myself being pulled through this huge, vast area, there were no walls that I could see but I felt that I was being pulled through a tunnel with the light getting brighter and brighter. After a while, I was suddenly standing in front of this beautiful wrought iron Victorian gate, covered with the largest and most brilliant colored flowers I had ever seen. Huge flowers 6 times larger than those we know on earth. The gate was partially opened amidst this huge cloud of nothing but brilliant white. The gate was to my right. I placed my hand on the gate to go through it. At that moment, I knew that it was the point of no return. Just before I entered, a voice in my mind spoke to me. I turned to look to my left and there stood Jesus Christ. I could see his nail prints in his hands and feet. But they were not in his hands; they were more in his wrist area and angles out as though they were torn from his weight. There was no verbal speaking, just mental telepathy. I ran to him and wrapped my arms around his feet, kissing his feet, and telling him how much I loved him, his arms came down and he held my head close to him as I cried hard. He turned and looked upward toward his left, at that point, I stood and looked up to where he was looking (on my right) and I could tell that I was standing at the base of a huge stairway, (I called it a huge throne) with the most brilliant light shining down from it. It was God. Jesus was standing on the right hand of God at the base of his throne. I began talking to God telling him how much I loved him and Jesus. But God would not answer me. At that point, I could tell that Jesus was communicating with God through mental telepathy, telling God how much I loved him and believed that he died for my sins. God then spoke mentally to me and told me how much he loved me. (Jesus was the mediator between God and me) God would not listen to me without Jesus first talking for me. God spoke mentally to me and told me to go back; your time has not yet come. I pleaded with him and fell to my knees, begging him not to send me back. No thought of the world was inside of me, it was all heavenly minded. I was crying and begging so loud that I suddenly felt Gods arms come down (There were no arms but I felt them) and he lifted me off my feet and cradled me as a mother cradles her baby against her breast. (He rocked me and held me in his arms) he gently placed me back to my feet and then told me that I had to go back because I children that were going to be born to me and I needed to go back and receive his gift of children. (The doctors told me I could not have children before I died). The second that God told me he was giving me children, I immediately became earthly minded and began my trip back through this vast area until I was again hovering over my body in bed. I felt my feet enter through my fleshly head and lower itself into my lifeless body. When I opened my eyes, my husband was on his knees praying to God to NOT take me from him.Background Information:Gender: FemaleDate NDE Occurred: 1976NDE Elements:At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No Suicide attempt depression due to failing marriage suicideHow do you consider the content of your experience? PositiveThe experience included: Out of body experienceDid you feel separated from your body? Yes I LOOKED DOWN UPON MY LIFELESS BODY AND HAD NO CONTROL AS TO THE PULLING ME THROUGH THIS VAST AREA.At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I KNOW I WAS IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD.Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? NO SOUNDS. JUST MENTAL TELEPATHYDid you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes The experience included: VoidThe experience included: LightDid you see an unearthly light? Yes The experience included: A landscape or cityDid you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The experience included: Strong emotional toneDid you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future The experience included: BoundaryDid you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will God, Spiritual and Religion:What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate I was a Sunday school teacherDid you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes The experience included: Presence of unearthly beingsAfter the NDE:Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes The beauty of heaven and the brilliant colors that were there especially the love that was felt there. No words can describe in our language.Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? KNOWING I WAS SPECIAL ENOUGH FOR GOD TO SPEND TIME WITH ME AND GIVE ME MY KIDSHave you ever shared this experience with others? Yes A FEW PEOPLE AND MY CHILDRENAt any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No Experience Description 826 FIRST SUBMISSION: My marriage was failing, I knew suicide was wrong but I took many pills, got on my knees and asked God for forgiveness. I started getting sleepy and went to my bed praying the whole time, asking God for forgiveness. Suddenly I was floating over my bed looking down on my body. I was near the ceiling. I knew I was dead. I could see myself in bed. I began going through a vast area, traveling through a wide unknown area. I saw all white. I saw a beautiful gate that was half opened. Then I walked to the gate. Just as I was entering it, a voice (not a voice but mental telepathy) caused me to turn towards the voice. I saw Jesus Christ and scars in his wrists. I ran to him and fell to his feet crying and kissing his feet, I kept telling him I loved him. He helped me stand up and I looked up at a huge throne where a bright light was coming from. I knew it was God. I began talking to him telling him how much I loved him but he would not listen to me. Jesus looked up at him and began speaking to him for me. At that point, God listened. Now I know what the bible means by Christ is the mediator between God and man. God understood and told me to go back. I begged not to go. I felt such love and peace there. He told me this was not my time. He could not make me go back unless I wanted to. At that point, he told me that I had children that were going to be born to me. At that second, I desired to go back and he sent me back. Jesus stood on my left in front of Gods throne. That would have put Jesus on Gods right hand. Amen. It is REAL...praise THE LORD!Background Information:Gender: FemaleDate NDE Occurred: 1976NDE Elements:At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No Suicide attempt depression due to failing marriage suicideHow do you consider the content of your experience? PositiveThe experience included: Out of body experienceDid you feel separated from your body? Yes A SPIRIT. PEOPLE COMMUNICATED THROUGH MENTAL TELEPATHY.At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I WAS DEADDid time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? GOD TELLING ME TO GO BACK IT WAS NOT MY TIMEDid you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes A VAST WHITE AREA, NO ENCLOSURE BUT I FELT IT COULD HAVE BEEN A TUNNEL SO VAST THAT YOU COULD NOT TOUCH THE SIDES OF ITDid you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes I TOUCHED JESUS AND HE HELD ME, GODS SPIRIT HELD ME AGAINST HIMThe experience included: VoidThe experience included: LightDid you see an unearthly light? Yes THE MOST BRILLIANT LIGHT THAT YOU COULD NOT SEE ON THIS EARTHThe experience included: A landscape or cityDid you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm A GATE. I BELIEVE THAT GOD KNOWS WHAT KIND OF GATE WOULD DRAW YOU THROUGH IT. FOR EXAMPLE, A COWBOY WOULD NOT BE DRAWN TO WALK THROUGH A GATE WITH FLOWERS ALL OVER IT. I BELIEVE IT PLACES A GATE THAT ATTRACTS THAT PARTICULAR PERSON TOWARD IT.The experience included: Strong emotional toneDid you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe I KNOW WHEN CERTAIN PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH PROBLEMS OR ARE GOING TO DIE.Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control NOTHING OF THIS EARTH WAS IN MY MIND. IT WAS ALL HEAVENLYDid scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS GOING TO RECEIVE A GIFT OF CHILDREN FROM GODThe experience included: BoundaryDid you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes THE GATE OF NO RETURNDid you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I WOULD NOT COME BACK UNTIL GOD GAVE ME THE DESIRE TO COME BACK BY HAVING CHILDRENGod, Spiritual and Religion:What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate I was a Sunday school teacherDid you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes IT IS HARDER TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD NOW, BECAUSE IT IS SO CRUEL. IN HEAVEN THERE WAS SO MUCH LOVE, AND HERE THERE IS NONEThe experience included: Presence of unearthly beingsAfter the NDE:Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes The beauty of heaven and the brilliant colors that were there especially the love that was felt there. No words can describe in our language.Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes JUST WHEN SOME PEOPLE ARE HAVING PROBLEMS OR FIXING TO DIEAre there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? HEARING GOD KISSING JESUSHave you ever shared this experience with others? Yes JUST A FEW FRIENDSAt any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? THE LOVE IS INDESCRIBABLE
SECOND SUBMISSION: I had a problem in my marriage and decided that everyone would be better off if I was no longer around. I took an over dose of a drug that would put me to sleep forever. Being a ‘back sliding Christian’ at the time I believed that I would die and go to hell for a suicide, but I still got on my knees and prayed for forgiveness for what I had done. I was filled with the Holy Spirit then and I felt like I was forgiven by God. I began getting sleepy and I lay down on the bed still asking for forgiveness and telling God that I loved him.
Before I knew it, I was floating over the top of my bed looking down on my lifeless body. I could see myself and I knew I was dead. Suddenly I felt myself being pulled through this huge, vast area, there were no walls that I could see but I felt that I was being pulled through a tunnel with the light getting brighter and brighter. After a while, I was suddenly standing in front of this beautiful wrought iron Victorian gate, covered with the largest and most brilliant colored flowers I had ever seen. Huge flowers 6 times larger than those we know on earth. The gate was partially opened amidst this huge cloud of nothing but brilliant white. The gate was to my right. I placed my hand on the gate to go through it. At that moment, I knew that it was the point of no return.
Just before I entered, a voice in my mind spoke to me. I turned to look to my left and there stood Jesus Christ. I could see his nail prints in his hands and feet. But they were not in his hands; they were more in his wrist area and angles out as though they were torn from his weight. There was no verbal speaking, just mental telepathy. I ran to him and wrapped my arms around his feet, kissing his feet, and telling him how much I loved him, his arms came down and he held my head close to him as I cried hard.
He turned and looked upward toward his left, at that point, I stood and looked up to where he was looking (on my right) and I could tell that I was standing at the base of a huge stairway, (I called it a huge throne) with the most brilliant light shining down from it. It was God. Jesus was standing on the right hand of God at the base of his throne. I began talking to God telling him how much I loved him and Jesus. But God would not answer me. At that point, I could tell that Jesus was communicating with God through mental telepathy, telling God how much I loved him and believed that he died for my sins.
God then spoke mentally to me and told me how much he loved me. (Jesus was the mediator between God and me) God would not listen to me without Jesus first talking for me. God spoke mentally to me and told me to go back; your time has not yet come. I pleaded with him and fell to my knees, begging him not to send me back. No thought of the world was inside of me, it was all heavenly minded. I was crying and begging so loud that I suddenly felt Gods arms come down (There were no arms but I felt them) and he lifted me off my feet and cradled me as a mother cradles her baby against her breast. (He rocked me and held me in his arms) he gently placed me back to my feet and then told me that I had to go back because I children that were going to be born to me and I needed to go back and receive his gift of children. (The doctors told me I could not have children before I died).
The second that God told me he was giving me children, I immediately became earthly minded and began my trip back through this vast area until I was again hovering over my body in bed. I felt my feet enter through my fleshly head and lower itself into my lifeless body. When I opened my eyes, my husband was on his knees praying to God to NOT take me from him.Background Information:
Gender: Female
Date NDE Occurred: 1976
NDE Elements:
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No Suicide attempt depression due to failing marriage suicide
How do you consider the content of your experience? Positive
The experience included: Out of body experience
Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I LOOKED DOWN UPON MY LIFELESS BODY AND HAD NO CONTROL AS TO THE PULLING ME THROUGH THIS VAST AREA.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I KNOW I WAS IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? NO SOUNDS. JUST MENTAL TELEPATHY
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes
The experience included: Void
The experience included: Light
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
The experience included: A landscape or city
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
The experience included: Strong emotional tone
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future
The experience included: Boundary
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate I was a Sunday school teacher
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes
The experience included: Presence of unearthly beings
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes The beauty of heaven and the brilliant colors that were there especially the love that was felt there. No words can describe in our language.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? KNOWING I WAS SPECIAL ENOUGH FOR GOD TO SPEND TIME WITH ME AND GIVE ME MY KIDS
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes A FEW PEOPLE AND MY CHILDREN
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
FIRST SUBMISSION:
My marriage was failing, I knew suicide was wrong but I took many pills, got on my knees and asked God for forgiveness. I started getting sleepy and went to my bed praying the whole time, asking God for forgiveness. Suddenly I was floating over my bed looking down on my body. I was near the ceiling. I knew I was dead. I could see myself in bed.
I began going through a vast area, traveling through a wide unknown area. I saw all white. I saw a beautiful gate that was half opened. Then I walked to the gate. Just as I was entering it, a voice (not a voice but mental telepathy) caused me to turn towards the voice. I saw Jesus Christ and scars in his wrists. I ran to him and fell to his feet crying and kissing his feet, I kept telling him I loved him. He helped me stand up and I looked up at a huge throne where a bright light was coming from. I knew it was God. I began talking to him telling him how much I loved him but he would not listen to me.
Jesus looked up at him and began speaking to him for me. At that point, God listened. Now I know what the bible means by Christ is the mediator between God and man. God understood and told me to go back. I begged not to go. I felt such love and peace there. He told me this was not my time. He could not make me go back unless I wanted to. At that point, he told me that I had children that were going to be born to me. At that second, I desired to go back and he sent me back. Jesus stood on my left in front of Gods throne. That would have put Jesus on Gods right hand. Amen. It is REAL...praise THE LORD!Background Information:
Did you feel separated from your body? Yes A SPIRIT. PEOPLE COMMUNICATED THROUGH MENTAL TELEPATHY.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I WAS DEAD
Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? GOD TELLING ME TO GO BACK IT WAS NOT MY TIME
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes A VAST WHITE AREA, NO ENCLOSURE BUT I FELT IT COULD HAVE BEEN A TUNNEL SO VAST THAT YOU COULD NOT TOUCH THE SIDES OF IT
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes I TOUCHED JESUS AND HE HELD ME, GODS SPIRIT HELD ME AGAINST HIM
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes THE MOST BRILLIANT LIGHT THAT YOU COULD NOT SEE ON THIS EARTH
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm A GATE. I BELIEVE THAT GOD KNOWS WHAT KIND OF GATE WOULD DRAW YOU THROUGH IT. FOR EXAMPLE, A COWBOY WOULD NOT BE DRAWN TO WALK THROUGH A GATE WITH FLOWERS ALL OVER IT. I BELIEVE IT PLACES A GATE THAT ATTRACTS THAT PARTICULAR PERSON TOWARD IT.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe I KNOW WHEN CERTAIN PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH PROBLEMS OR ARE GOING TO DIE.
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control NOTHING OF THIS EARTH WAS IN MY MIND. IT WAS ALL HEAVENLY
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS GOING TO RECEIVE A GIFT OF CHILDREN FROM GOD
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes THE GATE OF NO RETURN
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I WOULD NOT COME BACK UNTIL GOD GAVE ME THE DESIRE TO COME BACK BY HAVING CHILDREN
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes IT IS HARDER TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD NOW, BECAUSE IT IS SO CRUEL. IN HEAVEN THERE WAS SO MUCH LOVE, AND HERE THERE IS NONE
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes JUST WHEN SOME PEOPLE ARE HAVING PROBLEMS OR FIXING TO DIE
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? HEARING GOD KISSING JESUS
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes JUST A FEW FRIENDS
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? THE LOVE IS INDESCRIBABLE
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