Miranda D Probable NDE

Experience Description

On December 29, 2007, I had a phone call from a doctor telling me that I needed to immediately come back into the hospital to have an emergency surgery. They had to remove a cyst off my left ovary. They were prepping me for surgery and I remember the doctor making me laugh. There was a new anesthesiologist and he was prepping me for surgery. I went to sleep from the anesthesia.

It began to be dark. I heard of a man’s voice that comforted my heart and soul; as if it was calling me home. Suddenly the emergency room opened with cloudy light, and I saw stairs heading up to heaven. My best friend was the angel coming down the stairs. His name was Adam. He died in a car accident, six months ago. He promised me if he died before me that he would be my angel.

I walked up to heaven, and saw five angels including my friend Adam. In front of me was Jesus. The angels were praying, and Jesus opened his arms as I got closer to him. This was a beautiful experience. I have never felt so pain-free and amazing in my life. I felt the love and the strength pouring down through my body. I fell down to my knees and Jesus knew my heart. I always believed in God. As a child, I was born as a Christian. But I didn’t understand it fully until I saw him. My eyes were open and all my confusion of things I have gone through, he help me through them as he showed me my heart and healed it. I was raped at the age of 15 years old. God wanted me to share the love of him, which I did when I passed the rose. When Jesus was done putting my heart back together, giving me the knowledge and understanding of my broken pieces, making me whole again, he showed me me it wasn’t my time. I thought to myself, 'Wow, I’m really beautiful.' Jesus smiled and I went back into my body.

I remember I wanted to turn around to be in heaven some more because the love of Jesus was so amazing. I started to enter into my body as my right arm was reaching to Jesus. I went through my right side of my body, and there was nobody in the room. Suddenly, I saw a nurse in tears. I woke her as I came back to my body. I remember the sheets fluffing up in the air a little bit as my spirit went inside of my body. This anesthesiologist came in and had a talk with me too. They shared that they had to remove my entire left ovary. They had no choice than to remove the entire ovary. I was told that I was more than likely never going to have children. I was a young 19 year-old, and the news broke me into pieces.

Later, I had many goals and foremost at the top of the list was that I was going to have children. This might be through foster care or something else, but I was going to do it. I moved out west to California in 2008. I met my oldest child's father. Unfortunately, he was not a good man. I left California with $20 to my name and when I was on that bus, there was nothing but Jesus' people coming to me and sharing me their stories, prayers, and giving me gifts of money and food. I was on this bus for five days.

During this time, I felt the presence of heaven and there were five men getting off the bus. The very last man looked identical to my best friend Adam. He was wearing the same clothes, with the same favorite band name. Had a big back like him and even did his nod, 'see you later' signal to me. He handed me a letter which knew my heart. One thing that I read in it that stood out was 'to never look back.' I remember looking at this letter and touching my baby belly. Just knowing that was a gift from God.

Jesus has been my hero through sickness and all when domestic violence broke my home in 2011. It’s such a long story on what my heart had to deal with. It took me years to accept things I couldn’t change anymore. I learned about the evil world I lost two children and they were adopted. My children were everything to me. I was played by a dirty system. That took a lot of therapy to process. In 2015, I started a relationship. I was on birth control and I was going to get my tubes tied. But, I found out I was pregnant. I was very nervous, but very happy at the same time. When I found out the baby was a little girl, I decided to name her 'Heaven' and she is very special to me. This little girl is so bright and smart. She loves Jesus so much and this little girl was like she knew my heart. She knows mommy loves her children and I am her best friend ever. Her father was not grateful or happy that I was pregnant. He wished me dead every day. I still go on. I feel it is important to shared my story for the ones who need it the most. I forgave her father and let it go from my heart. I am now a mom of four children total. Jesus is what makes me strong every day and only God can judge us because he knows each of us. He knows what you have done and he can make you beautiful, no matter who we are. We are all beautiful to him.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 12/29/2007

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Surgery-related Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function)

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain Mine was spiritual. Mine was God calling me home, and I went to a beautiful place called heaven. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal Struggle pain sorrow makes blindness god Jesus healer open eyes hearts minds peace love

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Entire time. In heaven

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Peace

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. To peace to rightful arms my guide my way

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain Staircase to heaven

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes Best friend Adam who died in a car accident

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Healed sigh pain free

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others Jesus knows us and he showed me he can make anything beautiful with water and we are all family. He wants us to love one another and wants us to pray for these kinds of people no matter who they are and he gave me all the knowledge and how he can save any of us through hard times, and he can walk you through any challenge when you walk with him..

Did scenes from your past come back to you? I remembered many past events Sexual assaults Jesus, give me knowledge and understanding of these rapists healing, but made me see that they can make it to heaven to the God knows them, and God wants to help them and God almost, I feel knew my heart and knew that I wanted to share, and as I did, share the story and pass the rose to the one that needed the most rapists need at the most anyone that hurts people needs at the most anybody that hurts anyone needs at the most and God can help you no matter who you are

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Other Christian

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Christian- Other Christian

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience We are all blind by pain, sorrow, anxiety, sickness, and everything, but I want you to know when you put your heart to Jesus every day listening to his music read the Bible know him deeply, and you will be free

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice I could not identify Was god

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes Jesus angels

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes We all have a purpose

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes I’ve shared this story for over 15 years to my children to many friends to people that have hurt me to anyone close to me to churches to doctors nurses to anyone

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Jesus is love heaven is love heaven is Happiness, peace, and a forever home where I will be when I die again and have to live there forever I will be in a forever, beautiful place

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life Strength is stronger

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? I pray more Yes

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience I had a long battle of posttraumatic, and Jesus really knew my heart and my good heart and he wanted away for people that need it the most and I also need it the most it’s a beautiful experience and what I experienced, and I will never forget my entire story, which is longer with angels, and all I could write a book and go on

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes For over 15 years, I’ve shared my story to friends, family churches. Doctors nurses, my children and many churches.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes Very little but some family would tell me Angel stories, but I didn’t understand having an Jesus much but I knew that he was full of love and he was good and he loves us, but I didn’t understand it until I went to heaven

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real Jesus knew my heart, and he had sent Army ‘s to share their stories, which I could share of all the angels that came upon me as humans were stories it’s like God wanted away to me during challenges he wanted to carry me home. God loves us, no matter what but he can strengthen any week strand of us to make us better.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real It was real that’s all I have to say. I have one of those amazing stories that have been with me for years and I share and share that there is a guy there is a heaven there is a Jesus there is angels. It is a beautiful life after death.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes I now have four kids. I was blessed with four children.

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? None

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