Penny D NDE

Experience Description

I was 17 years old when I tried a synthetic form of marijuana called K2. I tried it with my boyfriend and his two other adult friends. I did it a couple times before, so didn't think there would be any adverse events. I was wrong. I was cooking a steak on the trailer stove. I blacked out while holding the pan. My boyfriend, at the time, caught me before I hit the ground. He and his friend carried me over to a bed and laid me down. They were slapping my face, trying to wake me up.

I saw this happen because I had left my body and was watching them. They were standing at my head. I saw myself lying down. I was in a fog-like state and looked like a mist, from what I could see. I had no color, just a big space of shaped-mist where I was attached to my feet. I was lying down on the couch and I saw myself kneeling upward looking face-to-face at myself. I was kneeling out of my body at a right angle down to my knees and looking down on myself. My knees were attached. My shin areas were attached with my feet attached too.

I didn't see a light. I didn't see darkness. I saw what I see in every day now I heard what I heard. None of that. My body couldn’t move when I was in the altered state. I felt nothing. I didn't feel Happiness, pain, anger, or sadness.

I just looked around and noticed that nothing had changed, the colors and the people were the same. I didn't want to leave my whole body, so didn't really move anywhere. It just left my head down to my knees so I was kneeling out of right angle looking down on myself my knees were attached and my lower legs so my shin areas were attached with my feet were attached I could see everything while having a feeling of knowing that someone wanted me to wake up.

I woke up after seeing them trying to wake me up. I don’t know how long it was. They told me I was out for maybe two minutes.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: March 2014

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Drug or medication overdose Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function)

How do you consider the content of your experience? Neither pleasant NOR distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Unsure

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Same

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Same

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I blacked out and had tunnel-vision like being suffocated

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Nothing no emotions more so relief

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt no longer in conflict with nature

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Religious unaffiliated

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes. I know there is something bigger if I could do that and still be here

What is your religion now? Christian- Other Christian. I now believe in reincarnation. We will always be here in some way, shape, or form; With or without matter, like a fog. Always here. Sometimes lifted higher on days and sometimes mixed with other layers to make one huge cloud. But always here.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Just that we are always gonna be here

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I know no matter what we will always be here.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes Everything was the same. I know that we will always be here; with or with sound and matter.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Slight changes in my life

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Now

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes They didn’t believe me.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

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