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Experience Description My wife tried to murder me on May 31, 2024 around 8:40 pm by punching me in the back of the head. After I was diagnosed with a closed head injury that night at the hospital, I found out that the cops did not arrest her. The cops came after I asked my wife to leave early morning 6/1/2024. About 5 cop cars and 10 police officers were present trying to remove her from the house but never arresting her. My daughter was also in the house. I asked to sit on the lawn to try to calm myself and meditate. My blood pressure was very high and my head really hurt. As I was facing East and in a meditative pose with my head resting on my hands with my elbows bracing on my legs I started to feel my brain start to roll to the right as if it was an engine starting to turn over. I heard a POP as my soul came out of my body and started to float upwards. I saw the yellow sun rising in the East. I could also see an enormous ball of white, swirling light in the South. It did not seem to add more light to the morning but it was very bright. My soul continued to rise like a hot air balloon. I could see my body below. Then, I could see inside my house with the police inside with my wife, step-son, and daughter. I heard the police talking to my wife as they told her to gather her belongings. I was now high up enough where I could see my house directly behind my body. My soul-view had rotated where I was looking at my house. I thought to myself, 'Oh, I am dead.' I thought it was strange that I was dead but my body had not fallen over. Then, very suddenly, I heard, 'Bloop bloop bloop,' and slammed back into my body. I inhaled like I had just gotten out from under water. I suffered a CHI, TBI, short term memory issues, PTSD, stuttering with paraphrastic errors and PTSD. Amazingly, my wife still has suffered no consequences. We are going through a divorce currently. Background Information: Gender: Male Date NDE Occurred: 06/01/2024 NDE Elements: At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Criminal attack Direct head injury Life threatening event, but not clinical death My wife of seven years tried to murder me in front of my step-son by punching me in the back of the head. How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing Did you feel separated from your body? Yes As described I could see and hear inside my house. I clearly left my body and existed outside it How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I could see through the walls in my house. I could see and hear the police and family members inside the house. At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Right at the end when I thought to myself, 'Oh, I am dead.' I thought it was strange that I was dead but my body had not fallen over. Were your thoughts speeded up? No Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I could see a God’s eye view about 100 feet up and my body was on the ground. Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I could hear everything including people inside of the house. I don’t remember specific conversations. Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, but the facts have not been checked out Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No Did you see any beings in your experience? No Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? An unusually bright light Did you see an unearthly light? Yes A huge ball of swirling, white light about 5-10 times bigger than the sun that was in the south. I could also see at the same time the sun rising in the East. Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No What emotions did you feel during the experience? Calm. And then a little fear when I realized or thought I had died. Then suddenly, I was right back into my body. Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness Did you have a feeling of joy? No Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No Did scenes from your past come back to you? No Did scenes from the future come to you? No Did you come to a border or point of no return? No God, Spiritual and Religion: What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Religious unaffiliated I am now a Catechumen and becoming a Catholic. I’ve never been baptized Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I’m becoming Catholic. What is your religion now? Christian- Catholic I am now a Catechumen and becoming a Catholic. I’ve never been baptized Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. The brain feeling like it started to roll to my right was strange. Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I’m very religious now. Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes I’ve heard of the white light during NDEs and there it was; brilliant and big in the south. During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion: During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes There is an afterlife. During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes I was outside of my body and had more senses than when I was in my body. Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes Our soul goes on after death. We live in this container. During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No During your experience, did you gain information about love? No What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. Too many to write I need to write a book. Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes So many changes. My relationships have blown up. After the NDE: Was the experience difficult to express in words? No How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I see auras and colors. I have stronger empathy and more intuitive. I feel when people are praying for me. Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The white light was very memorable. Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Very soon. Like same day. Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes I had heard some podcasts with Jeffrey Long. What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was probably real. I didn’t process all of the events right after. It took a few days. What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was probably real. It was very vivid. At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No f7j34gw_nde
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