Scott S Probable NDE

Experience Description

I just got done watching your podcast with one of my favorite near death experience podcasts. What can I say about my experience? Apparently, what I realize later on, is that with my sleep apnea, I died in my sleep.

I found myself in the black void. The best way I can explain it, is that I was back in my mother's womb. It took me a long time to come up with that explanation. Either way, I was incomplete blackness; pure velvet black. I came to the realization that I was in the company of God himself. I couldn’t see him. I couldn’t see myself. I just knew who he was and I could feel everything about him. The amount of love that poured into me was more than my body could handle. I felt like I was a balloon and I was going to blow up at any moment.

Telepathically, he said, 'Ask.' I was so caught off guard, that all I could think of was, "What is the meaning of life?' Within one moment or a split second, everything came flooding into me like a gigantic river, rushing into my heart. I knew everything about everything. I knew everything about everybody that existed on the earth; as well as who has ever existed in time. I knew everything about mathematics, aeronautics, and anything else anyone could think about. I truly felt like I was a God myself. At the end of it all, God wanted to explain to me that nothing is more important than love. So he started flooding me with an unbelievable amount of love; more than anyone could ever imagine, like love times 1 trillion. And that’s probably not even enough. I thought my heart was going to explode. Once again, I was feeling like a balloon. God told me that I was going back, and that I would not remember anything else 'but the love I showed you.' He told me, 'I expect for you to go and explain to everybody else that there is no death.' I can't remember if I wanted to go back or not.

Suddenly, I woke up in the bed next to my ex-wife. I was literally laughing and crying at the same time; sitting up and holding my chest. At that moment, I still remembered everything that I had learned. I was very excited to wake up in the morning, tell everybody about quantum physics, and everything else. And especially about the love. To my dismay, I remembered the love, but could not remember or recall all of the extremely incredible information that had downloaded into me. I’ve told my kids and my now, ex-wife, all about it. My kids somewhat believe what I said, but still question it. It really doesn’t matter to me.

All I know is that we all go on after death. We have infinite lives. We will reincarnate, as we have done thousands and thousands of times. We are on earth as a learning experiences that we cannot learn in the perfect world of heaven.

I’m not a super-religious person. But, I’m now very spiritual based on what I experienced. I lost all of my fear of death. Unfortunately, as many near death experiences will tell you, I went into a depression because I want nothing more than to go back home. I’m trying to enjoy this life that I have taken on. But it is very hard because I don’t remember what I chose to deal with this time around. And once again, I did choose all of these things in my life: loss of family, loss of children, financial devastation, divorces, etc. Even now, it's hard for me to understand that I chose these things. Sometimes, I actually get very pissed at my other half for agreeing to this. However, I did, and that everything is as it should be for the time being.

I’ve told many friends about my experience. Some of them, it has brought them great relief, knowing that they have kids and family members that they worry about. I believe that is the one thing that God gave me the gift to do was to let people know. There are others, however, like my father and friends that are doctors that cannot understand that there is a life beyond this. My doctor friend believes that when he dies that everything just goes away. You don’t remember anything. You don’t remember who you were or that you even had kids or loving your life. I told him that I thought that was the scariest thing in the world.

My God experience was the most amazing experience of my life. I’m glad I was able to find this website after watching the podcast. I’m glad I was able to share my story.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 08/18/2010

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Apparently, it was self-suffocation while I was sleeping. I assume it was due to sleep apnea. Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function)

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No. I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I knew everything about anything in the world, including every person in the world.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Close to the end

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. First of all, it was not a vision. It was 100% real. And I can’t even come close to comparing the two.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. When I was there, there were no voices. It was all done through thought.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love!

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. There are no words; I understood everything about everything. You could name it, and I knew everything about it. I only wish they retain the knowledge.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Other Christian Before I had my experience. I was really not religious as well. It’s simply came out of the blue.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I’m not so religious as far as the community goes, I am much more spiritual though.

What is your religion now? Christian- Other Christian I am not very religious. I am extremely spiritual based on my experience.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I quit worrying about monetary or worldly things. I also quit worrying about death. The only thing I have any concerns about is finding true love in this life again.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin God!!! Or the creator. Whatever works for you.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes I did not have a life review, but I did retain the knowledge that I’ve been here many many times before; whether it’s the Earth or a different place.

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes I was connected to everything and anybody or everybody

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I didn’t see him, I simply felt him, I heard his inner voice. I didn’t need to have a physical presence with him. I simply knew he was who he was. That’s all I needed to know.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes Love

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes Without a doubt, I realized that we reincarnate. We’ve done it thousands or hundreds of thousands of times if not millions of times. There is no time.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Unbelievable love from the creator himself. But also, a huge amount of love for all of us here on earth. I try to spread that every day by simply being a ripple in the pond that affects anybody and everybody that I’m around. That is a simple saying have a blessed day or holding the door for someone.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? I just don’t give a lot of time to people in my life that want to act in a worldly fashion

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes There’s no way to explain the love of God. Absolutely no way.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. I remember everything about it. The sad part is, I don’t remember the knowledge that I was given. However, the one thing I do remember was the love. And that does seem to fade overtime. Every once in a while, a beautiful sunset or something will send a shiver up my body, like when you get goosebumps

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I started sharing it immediately with my family. After that, it took about two years before I started speaking with it to friends. Now I talk about it nonstop to anybody who will listen.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Uncertain

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. It is undeniable today the same way it was the morning I woke up. I don’t need somebody to tell me that’s my opinion. I know what I know. And that’s all I need to know.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. I know what I know.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes As I’ve said, only when I see a beautiful sunset or something happens to me. I will get a shiver throughout my body. That may be a simple as a cardinal landing close to me in my backyard. There are little signs. Angel numbers show up all the time for me.

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I have nothing to add, that was a very thorough questionnaire

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