Experience Description

My first experience was when I tripped over a box, and my legs going in different directions. I was by myself, so I was screaming at the top my lungs. I don’t know for how long, but my husband came home. He called 911 because my entire right side had a bone sticking out of it. It took the emergency medical technician (EMT) a good while to get me calm and into the ambulance.

The next thing I know, I am at the hospital. The EMT driver has already gotten me out of the ambulance and was pulling the stretcher inside the hospital. I was flying on top of my body and felt no pain until I got back into my body.

They operated on me next. I was released two days later on a Sunday. The following Tuesday night, my husband said I sat up in our bed a rubbed his arm as I fell out of bed. I woke up in the emergency room, saying that I did not know what was going on. I felt like it was dark with sparks of light all around me. I felt as if I was trapped and trying to fight my way out. I told myself that this is not right. I made my choice and finally came back to consciousness. I begged my husband to get me out of the hospital becasue I felt as if evil surrounded me. The doctors told me that I had a stroke.


Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 2 experiences: September 5, 2019 and September 10, 2019.

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain Accident Other I was non-responsive when the ambulance came. I had an hip replacement because of a very traumatic accident. I had some type of out of body experience. After I was released one day later, I woke up in the emergency room. The doctors told me that I had a stroke.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes. I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal. I think about what happened and it feels like a dream

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I don’t have any idea

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. I can’t put it into words

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. In the first experience, I was slower or more relaxed, but in the second experience, it was loud, cold, and fast.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Loud

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain I was speeding through something, that was like space

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange place like outerspace

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Calm in my first experience and scared cold during the second experience.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? No

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Other Christian I am a non-denominational Christian who believes in the elect

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Christian- Other Christian

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience It was just scary and I was yelling I made my choice

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Uncertain I cannot make since of what happened

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? I am uncertain if an afterlife exists

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life. I don’t have a change but I had to choose something I am more curious

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes It has scared me and I don’t like to think back on it

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? No just frightening

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes 2 days

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I am so tired tonight