Stephanie B Probable NDE

Experience Description

I was given a drug that was laced with fentanyl. I knew immediately afterwards that I was going to die.

I fell backwards and continued falling for what seemed like forever. I saw glimpses of my life from the very beginning and only visions of everything I had ever done wrong. I kept falling until I found myself in the middle of the city where I was born. It looked like the city had been hit by a bomb and I was the only person there. I had an overwhelming feeling that I was in Hell. I had been shown the reasons why God sent me to Hell while I was falling. I knew that I had caused myself this outcome and I knew it was too late to change.

Then suddenly I was back in my body and I was alive! I was so excited and grateful for God blessing me with this wake up call. I have gone from questioning if God existed; to sharing this story with others in hope of it changing other people's lives. I was shown that if I didn't get my life together now, I would spend eternity suffering in Hell. Heaven has to exist because I know for sure that I've been to hell. I know I never want to spend eternity living alone with nothing but my mistakes and guilt holding me down.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 2017

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Drug or medication overdose. I was given a drug laced with fentanyl

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal. I was dead.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Unconscious and not breathing

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual. I saw my life in both slow and fast motion

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I saw my entire life in flashes

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I could hear nothing

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Guilt

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? No

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others. I knew that I was in hell and God showed me what I did to get there

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control. I was shown all my sins while falling to hell

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Religious unaffiliated

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? I am a Christian now.

What is your religion now? Christian- Other Christian

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. I had always questioned my faith, but I was shown that I was wrong to question the lord.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I now have no doubt about God being real.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Uncertain. I know for certain that god does exist

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I have no more doubts about God after being to hell and then being given one last opportunity to save my eternity.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I was shown to love and accept everyone equally

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Unknown. I was sent to what I thought is hell and it looked to be the Earth after God has taken the people who are going to heaven off. It looks like the world had been hit with a bomb and there was nobody there but me.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes We must forgive in order to be forgiven when our day comes for judgment.

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes I've learned forgiveness and loyalty from my experience

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. I quit doing drugs and living life for the moment

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Being shown that hell exists and then given a chance to change where I end up spending eternity

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Immediately but people just think that I am making it up.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Uncertain. I didn't believe in it previously

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? Yes

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I value myself now