Stephen M Probable NDE

Experience Description

I had a very bad drug problem at the time. I still do, but now I'm free of the actual drug. I took too much heroin.

I awoke to find myself hovering 20 feet above myself. It was dark except in the vortex in front of me. I was watching the girl in the car straddling me and pounding on my face and chest because I had turned blue. I stopped breathing for a few minutes. I was weightless, just floating there for a few minutes.

Suddenly, I woke up outside of the truck. I was face down in a pile of snow. It took me a while to remember what actually happened.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 10/1/2018

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Drug or medication overdose Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) I took too much heroin.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Neither pleasant NOR distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal. It felt like everything was distorted; slowed down way down.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? either when I woke in the snow or right after it first happened and I was above myself. Or pretty quickly after it started. I was startled when I woke in the snow.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual slower way slower

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I was looking through a tunnel, vortex at this situation.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. couldn't hear

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I was in the other side of the tunnel. I had gone through it. I just can't remember how

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? I felt sad, crying, lost, tired, forgetful, and scared.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? No

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Do not know. My family is Catholic. I didn't participated too much.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I just know now they're is an afterlife.

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths: vibration, frequency and light are my God now.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. It was as if I was going into a black void. I always thought there was a heaven. I didn't picture it like this

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I know there is someone else after this physical life

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Uncertain. The fact that I was watching my body leave my body, leads me to believe I was somewhere. The girl in the car stopped my journey.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life. Not much as a direct result of this experience. That's not what brought me to where I am. It helps now that I know. Vibration, frequency, and light are god.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes the time in between floating and being in the snow, I can't remember

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. It was real. I would like to find out how I got up 20 feet. I think I will try and get hypnotized.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I am fairly successful at remote-viewing and inducing out of body experiences now.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Being saved by that girl

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes years. I'm not sure if people were influenced. I don't think too many people care. My dad has had this happen to him recently also

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. The reality is that it happens. It took me months if not years to remember fully. I try to duplicate, but not successfully yet

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes I can have OBEs

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I would like to know how I got up above myself and how I got back down. That is all. This is a very important matter and needs to be discussed.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? n/a