Tomas S. NDE-Like

Experience Description

I was in my bed after work. I was really tired. I did not take any substances.

Then suddenly, I felt vibration, sound, and heat. I jumped out of my body. I saw a tunnel and I saw myself. I was sucked into the tunnel and got very scared. Yet, I felt incredible, unconditional love. I saw beings that were like balls of light. I was a ball of light too. There was no time. I had 360 degree vision and everything was crystal clear. It was more real than anything I have ever experienced in my life. The feeling of unconditional love was super-incredible, and very strong. I have never felt anything like that. When I told my mom about this experience, she was a little angry because she could not understand me. She couldn't connect to why I was saying it was the strongest feeling of love I have ever felt.

I moved forward in the tunnel, losing my ego, and merging with others. I was ok with that, because it was like coming back to my true home. I got so much information and I got answers and views as well as feelings of all people involved. All I had to do was think about it and I would get a telepathic answer. I understood that it is impossible to remember everything. So I asked one question, 'What is the purpose of my life?' I heard loving laughter and got the answer, 'Do whatever you like, just do not hurt others.' That is it - so simple. Then I understood even though I was part of another being, that it is not my time. Immediately, I was falling back into myself. I remember this feeling of entering myself. It was quite a physical feeling as I merged with myself and I was very scared of what happened. I still cannot forget about it; I remember everything and it does not change during all those years. On top of that, it made me less materialistic, more empathic and there were other strange paranormal experiences that happened afterward.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 2017

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Spontaneous (maybe heart attack) Other: Spontaneous

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I was in higher dimensions, seeing not only 360 degree spherical vision, but seeing multiple things at once. There was no time. I was in all time points at once. I cannot find words to explain it.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? when I was in the tunnel

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. There was no time

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I cannot forget it. I was in other dimensions. I cannot find words to accurately define what I experienced. Sometimes it seems like I can see more, but not through my eyes.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. The experience was not about hearing, but about thoughts transferred telepathically. I remember hearing heavenly sounds that I cannot explain.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, but the facts have not been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I explained details in questions above. It was another dimension.

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes White loving light, it was non-blinding, very pleasant light of pure love.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange place. I melted into the universe.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love and Happiness; like at my real home, but at the same time I was scared, because I understood that I died. I knew it was still not time for me go.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe I understood everything.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No. I saw all events in Earth at once.

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life. I thought to myself, 'What is going on?' and immediately fell back to my body.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Catholic I believe in spirituality and no religion is 100% accurate.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes

What is your religion now? Christian- Catholic I became more religious, but still, it is different out there than any religion defines it.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I know there is life beyond

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. There were so many beings.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Uncertain I felt and saw the light of pure love

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I merged with other beings and I knew there is more to it.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes The meaning of life is to do whatever we like and not to hurt others. It is all about getting experiences in this world.

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes I saw what I saw

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes I was everywhere and in all time and I felt all what other people felt. Empathy was incredible. I knew what they were thinking about and felt their Happiness or sadness. This was quite overwhelming actually.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes sometimes I see more; like having a glimpse in other dimensions.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? the meaning of life and love

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes immediately

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. I was scarred

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. I remember everything and it was unique experience in my life

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? no

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? no

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