Vicki W NDE

Experience Description

The easiest way would be to give you my poem with extras at the bottom:

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Eternal Love

Stripped of the world of pain
My death takes me away
Down a blue tunnel of no blame
White brilliance brighter than day

Filled with only love and peace
My body, my life all gone
Feelings of joy and release
Power of love, 'I’m home'

Beings of light, knowledge they bring
Dimension of learning I marvel
A garden where flowers sing
A healing temple of white marble

All answers given direct to my brain
So many questions, mind churning
They laugh, there is no shame
Taken to different places of learning

I stand in peace in a mist
All my questions answered
I see the people I missed
Final move like a ballet dancer

Turning to me in silence, I see
World beneath me, choice to give
Time stands still, it’s up to me
I know it is whether I stay or live

'Can I help them?' All is known
'Hundreds if not thousands' the reply
'I’ll return' they smile, and have flown
Landing back in pain, I cry

Never forgotten, never alone
The lessons learned felt in my bones

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My third experience was when I was about 27 years old. I got septicemia on top of encephalitis from toxic fumes from a petrochemical plant leak. I remember shaking quite violently at my typewriter and being sent home. I was a temp secretary at the time and it was my last day. By that night I was semi-conscious and my husband was really worried. I could not answer him and just wanted to sleep. He thought sleep would be best. The next day I was worse by the time he got home from visiting a university. I had no control of any body functions and could not speak coherently. He was so worried, he called the ambulance. My eyes at that stage were dilated so they rushed me to the larger hospital because they believed it was a virus. This saved me because if I had gone to the local hospital, I would certainly have died. They put me on anti-viral and anti-bacterial IV drips and waited one day. I appeared to be getting better but was still not conscious. They took me off the anti-bacterial medication and that’s when I died.

I abandoned my body and floated above it listening to the panicked doctors saying, 'She’s going down' and the long beeps on the monitor blurred into my unconsciousness. I watched from above for a moment.

There again, I saw the familiar void of nothingness and floated in euphoria. The blue tunnel with silver and white streaks appeared and I was gently sucked into it. As I went down the tunnel, I had a sense of dejavu. I’d been there before. I was totally immersed in pure, unconditional love again and I smiled.

This time, I ended up in a cloud-like essence of light at the end of the tunnel and was able to float through it. I felt peace inside myself. There was no 'time' here. There was no pain. There was no negative emotions. I was in total, unconditional love and serenity all the time. Sooo wonderful. I was surrounded by this mist of pure, white light. I met two and sometimes three beings of light who talked and guided me through my encounter. Sometimes it was like I was asleep and then appeared in different places. Sometimes, I was wide-awake and could walk, float, or be escorted to different places.

I was taken to a healing temple where I lay down on a marble bench. Pure white light and then different colors bombarded me; not unlike a shower of light cleansing me of all negativity from the earthly plane, mind, body and soul. As I walked down the steps of the temple, there was a stunning garden made of every color and shape of flower. Each flower was so perfect, bright, colorful. There was no decay anywhere. As I knelt down to touch a tulip, I realised it was singing. I stood and noticed the whole garden was singing; with each flower having its own note. The harmonies were pure excellence. Even remembering it, brings a tear to my eye.

I was taken to different places of learning. One place was how a plant is created, this is a new plant but not necessarily meant for earth. I was asked to join, as apparently, I had done this before. I sat down with other students. We were given a mission to create a plant in a certain environment; and a certain bird that fed off the nectar. A beam of light took the successful plant and it appeared in a forest in an image that was projected directly to our brains. This was interesting as years later (because I had forgotten about this encounter) it was remembered when I did a deep meditation. It was if I unlocked a part of my brain that could not cope or explain what had happened in that particular learning experience. Once remembered, it was etched in my memory the same as the other NDE experiences which were locked there. I wonder why just that particular experience only came back later in my life? Maybe I just could not cope with it or it was too much to handle at the time.

I am sure I met Jesus Christ even though he did not tell me his name. He was so loving; held me in his arms and smiled. How did I know? I just felt it!!! The feeling was very powerful and very loving. I always felt that I was 'home'.

I moved in a mist for a long time with the Beings of light talking. We finally stopped. At one stage, I felt I was at the Melbourne airport and saw a plane that I knew that I could get on it if I wanted. This was certainly not a peaceful experience. Two people with clipboards walked up to me and they were not glowing as they demanded that I answer three questions, 'Where are you?', 'What date is it?' and 'Who’s the leader of the opposition?' The beings of light stepped back. I sighed and answered 'Melbourne airport' 'Around about October, my birthday' and 'I don’t care, I don’t follow politics' They seemed to storm off with their clipboards madly writing stuff and talking to each other. <br><br>

I found out later that in my semi-conscious state, these were two doctors asking me questions. They came back again and asked the same questions the next day. Yet it felt like it was only a few minutes after the last time they asked me. I said the same answers and again, they stormed off. I heard one of them say 'How can she answer that one correctly and those not?'

Once the doctors were gone, peace returned and the Beings of light came back. We talked more and the mist returned. I moved in the mist for a long time; again, chatting to the light Beings about my past, future, and what would be the best way for me to experience life and love. We finally stopped. They motioned down and I could see the world beneath my feet. All knowledge came back to the now of being in the earthly plane, how I was sick.

I realised then that this was a choice. Whether I stay where I was or go back to my body. I asked the question 'How many would I help?' and their reply was, 'Hundreds, if not thousands'. Sadly, I said 'Then I will return.' They had such loving, beaming smiles and faded into the misty distance. I felt myself falling into the mist downwards.

Gradually the sound of the heart monitors returned, together with the sounds at the hospital.

I arrived back in my body and cried. Not only from the pain that I now had, but the knowledge of where I had been and because I was no longer there. I felt the pain of my injuries, my head throbbed, and I felt the emotions as well. I lost my short term memory. I remember asking the nurse who this person was beside my bed and she whispered that it was my husband. My short term memory returned after a few days. I remember a conversation with my husband who was attempting to get me to remember 'Fairfield' hospital 'Remember – White paddocks', I sat up proudly to the doctors when they asked where are you? And I said 'White Paddocks'. My husband smacked his head and explained to the shocked doctors that he had taught me that. My husband was smiling so broadly to see me. I was in intensive care for a week and a month in hospital. It took me a year to recover completely. My mind was always foggy and unable to concentrate.

After six months I went to Western Australia to recover. I walked about 10km on the cold winter deserted beaches every day in a country fishing town. There were no other people there, only just me. Whilst doing this my mind and headaches cleared as I breathed in the pure fresh air and I felt a peace which connected to the elements, the sand, the sea, the air, the water. On the final day, I felt a connection again with that unconditional love during the NDE and looked up and saw a rainbow at sea which followed me for two hours. I had never heard of a rainbow staying around for that long. It wasn’t really raining either. Was it a promise by God so that I remembered what had happened? It certainly felt like that to me.

And my life changed. I quit being a secretary and learned healing arts including Reiki, Massage, Healing energy, Pranic Healing, Auras and etc. I had huge success with all with customers being healed of pain of mind, body and spirit. I am more sympathetic and empathetic to others and always want to help others grow into love.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: October 12, 1989

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Illness Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) I had septicemia and encephalitis.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I saw doctors and nurses when I was above my body in a state of panic. During the stage of my semi-conscious state I had doctors interacting with my experience. At the final stage I saw my body in the hospital room when my awareness was given. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I could speak directly to any being (of light or others) without speech. I could see in all directions and feel by just focussing or even seeing another. I could sense always the whole realm to be washed in this essence of God.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When in the realm of unconditional love. I was very conscious and alert as I was escorted by beings of light.

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Time lost all meaning. There was no 'time' there. I did things that would have taken months there and yet it was not. I learned whatever I wanted to learn.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. All colours in all spectrums. Could see in all directions. Could 'see' love as this pure energy of God.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. All speech was directly to your brain. For example - when I was at a 'university' (for words that cannot even describe it), when I was informed if I wanted to I could learn about music and immediately I could hear the profound musically instruments playing in a 'room' at the other end of the university that I could see and not hear before. I would not have been able to hear that far away in real life. Every note was perfect. There was music that was so profound and so beautiful when I looked up. It encompassed everything. The harmonies in the garden was perfect in every way. I had normal hearing prior to the experience.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes A light blue tunnel of pure light with flecks of white and little bits of gold and silver flecks, swirling upwards to a brilliant white light. Only peace and love. There was no pain. There was only love. There seemed to be the universe and pinpricks of stars outside it. I floated through it.

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes At the end of the tunnel there was brilliant white light that I went through. It became a mist surrounding me and felt like the highest form of 'Love'.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Everything was absolutely perfect - no decay. Gardens with perfect flowers in all colours and all varieties. Colours of the lakes, trees, scenery all perfect in every way. When I was not moving around I was surrounded in a mist of love.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Pure euphoric love, acceptance of who I am down to my DNA as I am. Always a 'Wow' factor.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. Any question was answered, any place I wanted to know about was given. I could 'feel' a prayer in places and the prayer was answered.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? I remembered many past events. During my life review although it was very short. I was shown some of the things that I had said to people as an ultimate observer of my life and when shown I could feel the other person at the same time as what I was feeling. I was also shown their future and if my words affected them or not. At one stage I was shown a Male that I had said I did not want to be his girlfriend and he replied 'I will kill myself if you don't as I cannot live without you' and I replied 'Then that's your choice but I will not be your girlfriend'. Apparently he had tried and succeeded in other girlfriends and I was the first to say no. His life changed to not manipulate people that way after a period of 'getting over me'.

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from my personal future. They showed me that I was in the wrong job for my 'development' and they said they will give me the opportunity to change it. And they did.

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life. After a long while I came to an area with three beings of light within the mist. The mist cleared and I looked down on the earth and saw myself in a hospital and all knowledge of my sickness returned to my brain. A choice was given I felt and I asked 'How many will I be able to help' (this decision was because I really wanted to stay if it was a low number and they answered 'hundreds if not thousands'. When I answered 'Then I will return' they smiled and glowed so brightly and then I fell into my body.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other or several faiths Prior to this NDE I had two others (I was a sick child and I drowned) so I believed totally in unconditional love. I believed in the concepts of Jesus Christ and his teachings and understandings of what God was, Buddhism (reincarnation) and other bits and pieces.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I have picked out of all religions the ones that followed along the road of the experience

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths As above I still believe all these religions and became a Reiki Master, energy healer and masseur. Mostly retired.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience My belief is so large that it would take a book to describe this. My beliefs were added to with a knowledge of so much more that God is. It's not about being omnipotent, it's about an understanding of oneness. We are a part of God. Not we are apart from God and need some minister of religious faith person to talk to him on our behalf. We can talk to God directly and he answers.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I now believe that I am loved by God

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I was met by a being of light and sometimes beings of light that transported me through the realm. They were glowing beings with a tall human shape. Sometimes I could see them and sometimes I could just hear them but they were always there. If I wanted to go to a different place then they were always there somehow. When it was just a voice it was like a very small introduction to what I was seeing. They took me to a life review area, a healing temple, a 'university', to God, and many more places.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes Jesus, my grandfather

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Uncertain Light itself was the essence of God. Energy can be seen it's just our brain blocks it. The darkness between stars, the universe, even our cellular structure is the energy of God holding us together. That science does not understand and not willing to know this yet.

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes I was taken to a prayer. (no other way to describe this) where a person was praying that their Mum would be safe. The Mum was walking across a crowded street and did not see a motorbike travelling through the cars at speed. The Energy of God stopped her and gave her a 'feeling' to stop for about 3 seconds. She was then safe. The motorbike crossed in front of her.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I met God. I met Jesus Christ.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes They seemed to be give me gifts of senses. The give of auric sight, the gift of the elements, the gift of freedom to be who I truly am. A being of light experiencing what I am not.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes They've got it wrong. Life is about your evolution into love. It is not about how much money you make, how many degrees you have - it's about sharing love and empathy so that everyone evolves.

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes Reincarnation area was one of the areas I was blocked from (although it was with love - I'll learn that later)

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes To remember that you are 'Always loved'. Your choices determine who you are in your future. Make choices based on what love is and head towards it.

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Realised I already said this. Love is an energy of light. Love is God and God is Love. Love is profound when you focus on it.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life I have become brave

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? My husband calls me weird (anything that is unexplainable in physical terms - definition in the Macquarie dictionary) but that's ok. He knows that it's real because I have proven it in different demonstrations to him. But he does not want to know as he is a very logical person.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes No English words can describe the pure oneness, connection of love, the unconditional love and the beauty there.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It is etched in my memory.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I now are able to see Auras, use the energy of God to heal the impossible to heal (nerve repair, quicker bone repair etc.), Can feel the energy of everyone around me (this is a problem sometimes in trains), can understand and 'know' what is troubling someone. Can do Tarot readings very accurately (although prefer not to). Can sense the weather patterns, the earth plates (fracking is not good and is destroying the earth), can sense when earthquakes are happening anywhere if I concentrate. Can sense when volcanoes are about to erupt and am nervous for no reason just before. I can send energy to someone from myself and they have my energy and I go to sleep. There are too many to describe here.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Healing and connection to the oneness

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I did not say anything at the time as my Mum was very atheist and had told me in my first experience that it was not real and was unsure of my husband's reaction (only been married a year). I now have a group of friends that we discuss different gifts that we can use in our normal everyday life (the others have not had NDE's)

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real More realer than my normal life. So many visions and knowledge imbedded in my brain that I needed a year to sort through it. Then I 'filed' it all in a semblance of order and realised that it all was etched in my memory.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real It was real. I will keep it real no matter what anyone says to me.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes During my images of my future they have happened.

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I think I've covered the bases.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? All good. It covered everything.

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