ALL NDE's & related experiences are remarkable and important! Some are
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3554.
Eruera M NDE
1/5/14
I looked at the grass I could tell it was grass but there
was an element present that had been missing for the short duration of my
physical existence, that element was love. The grass was me and I was the grass,
the grass was aware of me, and I had just become aware of the grass. Another
example was when I looked around, when I say I looked around, it wasn't as if I
turned and looked, because I was already looking, I looked around at the trees
and made a conscious decision to look at the trees because there was an aura of
warmth and care emanating from that direction. When I looked at the trees again
they were aware of me, exuding from the trees was love and acceptance.
Exceptional NDE due to injury
during rugby game at age 15.
3553.
Gillian M NDE
1/5/14
My next recollection is being in a vast, seemingly
endless, space filled with brilliant white light.
I recall no limits on perception - no binocular vision, but
panoramic/spherical/360 - hard to describe.
I spent what seemed like a long
time - certainly not minutes, hours, or days.
More like weeks, months, eons.
Time was meaningless. I was with a group
of beings that I felt I had known for a very long time.
Seems like more than 12 and less than 25.
I have a vague recollection of having my Earthly experiences
""downloaded"", and having a great reunion with these beings, and a great period
of relaxation/recuperation.
Communication was non-verbal and instantaneous.
It involved relaying entire occurrences, concepts, and events with
associated emotions, not just words and sentences.
Eventually a consensus was reached that I should return to the the life I
had left as it was unfinished. I don't
recall how I appeared, but recall how the other beings appeared as I departed
from them - Brilliant jewel bright points of scintillating light.
NDE due to cardiac arrest in a
physician. Extensive and interesting
discussion about the NDE.
3399.
Mukurarinda D NDE
7/28/13
From Rwanda.
I went and entered that room and found there Jesus Christ. He welcomed me in his
office and had me sit before him while in between was a small table. Before
anything, he stretched out a file with some written papers and he started to
read everything I had done on earth till the time I ascended to heaven. Then He
closed the file and asked me:'' Do you agree to have done this while on earth?''
I accepted all. While reading them, it was like a video or like you are doing it
that moment, there is no way to reject whatsoever. He told me:'' I want you to
go back on earth; there is something I want you to do, after you will finish it
you will come back here in heaven and live here forever.''
NDE in Rwanda at age 17.
Contributor became a missionary.
3389.
Garry R NDE
7/14/13
As I passed out I exited my
body and found myself floating in the center of the room. I was aware of the
entire room, my stuck body, and the surroundings within and without the house. I
was also aware of a sort of shimmering fog that surrounded the area and that was
growing more distinct and substantial by the moment. While I felt very calm and very peaceful
I was also aware of a sense of very real urgency in that, if I did not get help
soon I would not be able to get back. I was aware of my sister playing outside
in the yard with our friends and I moved out through the second story window and
down into yard. I positioned myself just inches from my sister's face. I knew
that I could not make any sound, and though I could hear my sister's thoughts I
could feel a resistance like a heavy wool blanket between us preventing me from
communicating with her. Somehow I knew to focus my attention in the mental
equivalent of a shout in the hope that it would pierce that resistance.
NDE at age 9 due to
suffocation. Interesting apparent
communication with 4 year old sister while in OBE that saved his life.
Remarkable observations on OBE state.
3379.
Bolette L NDE
6/20/13
From Denmark. Original in
Danish, translated to English by
Runi. Everything was sharper and I could focus on it when I
wanted to, colors were clearer and vibrant. My field of view was all around. It
was so beautiful and all the colors were unearthly beautiful. I was so happy and
calm during all of my near-death experience.
Amazing NDE where
she met her future son.
3304.
Jeffery O NDE
3/31/13
I left my body at the scene of
the accident and visited another realm of light where I was told by my own
deceased wife that I must return to my oldest son who also survived the
accident. As I returned to my body I had profound experiences with the living
people I encountered. All judgment was lost as I saw others for who they really
are through God's eye's.
Profound NDE due to car crash.
Encountered wife and son who died in the same car crash (shared NDE).
3291.
Robyn NDE
3/14/13
I became ONE with ALL IN
EXISTENCE, yet, I had a firm knowing that I was me. ALL was okay, all was LOVE,
the purpose of human life is solely for experience and expansion. I was ONE with
the doctor, the nurses, my Mom down the hall, the equipment, the sound of the
flat line, and all the space in between. I could have raised the doctor's arm up
if I wanted to... but here's the important thing: I had zero desire to
manipulate his free will. None. But I knew I was capable of controlling the
entire situation, it just wasn't in my best interest for me to do so. They were
me and I was them.
Profound and exceptional NDE
due to overdose of anesthesia. This is a
must read!
3265.
Gustave P STE
2/9/13 The soul, or our consciousness, is *in* all things and *is* all things. I wasn't seeing, so much as I was *being* what I wanted to perceive. If I wanted to look at a pine tree, I wasn't actually "seeing" the pine tree, I *was* or *became* the pine tree—from whatever perspective I chose to observe it. I could either see it as a tree or know it at the molecular level. Since *I was* also the tree, there was no limitation to my ability to "perceive" or "know" the tree. In fact, this is a better way of putting it. The soul (or the nub of consciousness that we become one with when we leave our bodies) doesn't "see" things—we "know" things. If we want to see a pine tree, we "know" it. We don't "see" it, as on earth we do with our eyes. Also, concepts like "near" or "far" are meaningless to the "soul" because we are one with all things and all things are one with us. We see distant things with the same perfect clarity as nearby things, because there is no such thing as near or far—those terms are only used to refer to the position of earthly things relative to each other.
Profound
Spiritually Transformative Experience (STE) while “asleep” at age 11.
3253.
Peter N NDE 6584
2/4/13
From Scotland.
I transmitted (communicated) my
thought-feeling sense of reverence and thankfulness to this being. It was not
necessary for me to do this as it already knew. It did however thank me for this
with more love, which I knew it would not have withheld anyway. I surrendered
myself to this being, I wanted to be open to this being, I wanted to be so close
to this being forever. We united in mutual love. I could not begin to describe
the comprehensiveness of this union. There is no union like this in ordinary
existence between people on Earth. This is love expressed with no barrier of any
form between the direct experience of the love of the other which is now not
other. The sensations generated by union in this condition are beyond belief in
their scope and in their subtlety. Again, I can only point at it by metaphor.
NDE due to motorcycle accident.
Among the most transcendent NDEs ever reported to NDERF.
Very long account, but a must read!
3232.
David G ADC
1/14/13
When
he was about six to ten feet from the casket, maybe one or two people ahead of
him, I saw a bluish-grey mist appear near him and just wrap around him
completely. It was Michelle and she was hugging him in the only way she could…
She wrapped herself around him and I heard her say "Oh, Uncle Dave! I love him
so much !!! I'll be with him forever. You have to tell him that I'll be with
him forever and how much I love him." There is nothing I have ever felt in my
human existence that compares with the love I felt between them at that time.
He wasn't aware of it, at least I don't think so. But the love she was
expressing was whole and complete and completely wrapped around him in ways no
human touch could ever be.
One
of the most profound after death communications ever reported. Stunningly
detailed and evidential. A must read!
3199. Walter
C Experiences 12/1/12 From
Canada.
My
spirit moved about the shards in admiration for a few moments, and then turned
to the 'task' at hand. This body (I felt NO emotional attachment) had been in an
accident and I wasn't sure it was still inhabitable. I know that sounds odd, but
that was the question in my consciousness... was this body still in tact and
could I still 'use' it. My consciousness moved in front of the body and examined
it, almost like a scan, from top to bottom. No damage.
SOBE at time of auto accident. Remarkable observation of shattered glass in air
as time stood still.
The
feeling while I was floating was not a sensation. There was no 'feeling' of
floating, only the fact that I was. I felt empathy and overwhelming compassion
for my physical self, but the pain evident within that body was not felt. I
'was' within the room. There was no confinement of body; it was as though I was
everywhere and anywhere within the room all at once. For a few moments, I
oriented myself with this new freedom, moving about the room and observing the
environment from various angles.
Exceptional
SOBE that lasted for months following receiving traumatic news.
3169.
Kate D NDE 6443.
10/16/12
.
“Look at me,” his voice was low and
gentle. “I can’t,” I squeaked. I was too ashamed and too afraid to move. “You
can,” he said in a soothing voice, engendering so much love and trust to me in
that moment. He reached over the bench with his hand and gave me his strength.
“Look at me,” he urged again. When my shallow and tear-soaked eyes met his, I
saw that moment of violation from his view. I saw his heart swell to its brink
with torture and pain. I saw the Creator of the Universe cry out with pain. He
reached out through time and distance toward me, and took my little hand in his.
In that moment of violation, he sent his love and his comfort radiating through
my little four year-old body. His giant hand, so full of light and radiance,
dwarfed my smallness. We endured that moment together, the Creator and I, both
tear-soaked and full of heart wrenching pain. Through my weakness, he gave me
His own strength.
NDE due to suicide attempt.
Stunning clash of good and evil in a courtroom.
Epic triumph of hope over tragedy.
3156.
Gwen J NDE.
10/6/12
.
I was sitting next to my daughter when
the rock larger than the tour bus fell on the back of the bus where we were
seated. My daughter and I were asleep at the time. I knew immediately that I had
a pneumo-thorax and would die unless someone recognized it. I also remember my
teeth hitting together hard to the point some broke (which is what actually
probably caused the concussion)- What I remembered was that I had completely
merged again with God. It was a void, darkness, but unconditional love. I was no
longer a separate being. I was where I belonged, where I came from. It was
perfect. When it was time to return I had to again differentiate from God and
become a separate soul again. Yet I was still a part of God. Then I was back on
Earth in this physical body.
NDE from physician.
NDE due to rock falling on tour bus that she was in.
Exceptional NDE and also how she lived her life after the experience.
3151.
Anna W NDE.
9/30/12
From the Netherlands.
My
mother-in-law and grandmother vanished. In their place, beside my bed, my late
grandfather appeared, clad in a white coat. (He had been a general
practitioner/doctor during his life. However, I had never met him, as he had
died when I was seven years old!) He spoke to me and pointed out in centimeters
exactly where the three main internal infections were located. He specified
their whereabouts in Latin (I don't speak Latin,) along with some other medical
details, and then he disappeared. I
immediately re-entered my body, and so I was able to repeat to the emergency
surgeon and my husband what my grandfather had just told me. The surgeon made
detailed notes on what my grandfather said about where the infections were
located.
Exceptional NDE from the Netherlands in English. Peritonitis following
surgery. Remarkable information from deceased grandfather (who was a
doctor) helped surgeon find areas of abdominal infection.
3110.
Roy S NDE.
8/11/12 I have some visual memories of my mother's womb, and of my birth, about which I can remember everything: the nurse, the doctor pulling me out, what the doctor said, what the nurse said, what my mom said. Everything about what I remember is exactly the same as how my mother remembers it. It's hard to believe. But being born from Heaven and not from Earth must have given me an enhanced ability to remember my birth, (and my first birthday, as well.) I could feel my heart beat, and the coldness of the room. When babies cry, it's because the doctor pulls you out. There is a lot of pressure that your head is forced to undergo, and it makes you want to cry. I saw a few pens in his front pocket, and I remember the way my grandmother kept walking in and out of the room. The doctor kept telling her to leave the room, but she kept coming back in. All this was verified by my mother. I know exactly where I was moved to from the room I was born in, too. It all fits what my mother claims.
Remarkable pre-birth & birth remembrance and NDE at
age 4.
3107.
Karen vDK NDE.
8/11/12 From
the Netherlands.
During the operation of April
twenty-third, I was aware of a hugely intense feeling of love and compassion. I
travelled through a kind of tunnel. Time didn't exist, and I found myself at a
"gate," together with three figures. One of them, I recognized as my
grandmother—whom I knew was alive at that time. The other two were other kinds
of beings, human-like, but I couldn't identify them. The feeling of harmony,
love, and goodness was overwhelming. At one point we were "told" we weren't
allowed to pass yet and had to "go back." It wasn't communicated in words,
exactly, though. We were both reluctant. I "went back," but my grandmother
stayed. The next day, my husband told me that my grandmother had had a stroke
and was unconscious and in very serious condition. But I already knew, I said…
My grandmother… had a severe stroke during my first experience, and actually
died during my second one.
NDEs due to surgical complications.
Remarkable encounter with grandmother in experience at time grandmother
had a stroke, and again when grandmother died.
Rare two separate shared death experiences.
3098.
Lori E STE/SOBE.
7/28/12 There to my left on a screen was my life. I could see it! Me! I saw and felt all of my choices in this lifetime. There was absolutely NO judgment attached to it. None. I wasn't judging my life, I was simply seeing it. To the right it was dark, dim. I "felt" like the right side was reserved for when I actually did physically die. I would be privy to it then. It contained all the possibilities of all the angles of all the decisions I had made, played out in a different realm. As if, let's say, I had decided not to get married when I did. What my life would have been—and it actually was played out, but not in a physical way. It was still acted out. It was all the "probables" in life. I asked, in thought, or feeling, not with my voice, why I was here. I was told that it was because I had asked to be there. I knew this voice, as it was comforting and familiar and yet I knew it was God. How was that possible? I immediately questioned the voice about its being female. I had always envisioned "God" to be male. I had expected to be greeted in a male voice. I was shocked to hear/feel that I had chosen this voice, because it was MINE! It was MY voice! I suddenly knew that I was part of the universe.
This is
a MUST READ. Among the most remarkable
spiritual experiences ever received. SOBE
with stunning spiritual insights.
3007.
Victor C Other
English expanded version
4/8/12
This
experience has shown me something that I would like to attempt to describe in
words; what I believe is that while we are in this body, we are equipped with
the consciousness that comes with it. The difference between how I view what
this consciousness is, in relation to my view of what awareness is, are two
different things. Awareness for me is what is behind the consciousness that
comes with the functioning of mind and body. The awareness behind it however is
of a much broader, infinite nature. The thoughts that we all have in our
consciousness appear to be a constant stream that is continuous and linear in
nature. However, upon intense concentration on what is an iota of time between
our thoughts, I believe that what I have experienced was a gateway leading out
of consciousness and into the hidden spectrum of pure awareness that lies
beyond- . It was kind of like this; I wasn't thinking but if I did think, I
would become what I was thinking. Therefore, I dared not think about anything
because that would have meant that I would have manifested out of total
awareness and bliss. Being in this state was beyond bliss, you want to stay
there and not do anything to disturb it.
Among the most remarkable and inspiring meditation experience that we have ever
received.
3006.
Natalie S NDE
English expanded version
4/8/12
Having agreed, I moved to another vibrational location where healing would be
performed on my physical body. From this location, I could see my physical body
in the truck, head propped up by my right hand, elbow resting on the door handle
exactly as I’d left it. I could also see my body as an energy matrix. Reading
from both those levels simultaneously, I could tell that my right hand was
nearly severed at the wrist, my right foot and ankle were badly mangled, and I
had a deep wound in my right torso. There was a large hole in my head: I was
missing one eye, the frontal sinus, and a portion of my brain. Some energy
beings and I worked together, quickly repairing the body, primarily working
through the matrix. The injuries weren’t entirely healed, as some were to be of
use in situating me for tasks I had agreed to perform or things that I wanted to
experience as a whole infinite Self.
Exceptional NDE as a result from a roadside bomb in Iraq. Remarkable account of
healing and spiritual wisdom.
2995.
Laura M NDEs
English expanded version
3/31/12
‘You
are a Child of God ‘, He Said ,’and God Is Love-- I see you Purely as Love.’
There Was No judgment only Love coming from Him.. In order for Me to Understand
this However I Needed to Forgive myself & Realize that I was a Part of Devine
Love. Though the Atonement this was made possible.. ( Very difficult to
explain).. I only know I remember Nothing I saw in my life review-- only the
‘memory of having one remains’ and of that Only The Love! My surroundings were
then brought into Focus as I became aware of a Flower. A magnificent Flower..
Rather like a perfect Gerber Daisy Glowing in Brilliant Orange Hued colors And
it Was Alive And it was Loving Me! In Amazement I turned again to Him in
Wonderment And Awe .. Exclaiming ‘ This Flower is Loving Me, I Can Feel It.’
‘Everything, ‘ He said ‘was Made in Love For You’!
Two
NDEs. Relatively brief one early in life due to post partum hemorrhage which
was frightening. Stunningly transcendent second NDE due to shock from allergic
reaction to blood transfusion. Features an epic argument with Jesus.
2969. Cherie B NDE
English expanded version
3/1/12
While resuscitation
techniques were being applied, my doctor rushed to get some type of life support
system in place to keep blood circulating to my organs. But my heart did not
restart. It was no longer beating. All of my organs were failing. I was
eventually transferred from one hospital to a another where the medical tests
show there was no left or right ventricle or atrial movement in my heart. I had
arrived at the new hospital with no heartbeat… I was made aware that my body
would heal and that it was safe for me to return to my body… It was clarified
that we are not alone. We are always surrounded by loving beings when we cross
over and even now in this existing dimension. I know that we are always safe and
protected. And I know that no matter what our circumstances, who we are
perceived as or judged by the world, or what we have done in this lifetime, that
we are all pure love. It’s as simple as that. And we are all here to remind each
other of our pure essence and what we can create in this 3-dimensional world
through love and co-creating. I learned that we are all one in the same sharing
different experiences.
Stunningly transcendent NDE due to very prolonged cardiac
arrest.
2965.
Isabel R NDE
English expanded version
2/25/12
The
voice reminded me of the vision I had had of my husband and son in funeral
clothes. He said if I didn't go back to them, I would disrupt some "plan". The
plan would be repaired and everything would eventually be ok, so I could go
ahead if I wanted. The consequences of my untimely demise would be that my
husband and son would suffer in ways I could not imagine and I would know that
these sufferings were because of my selfish decision not to go back. I would
know this throughout eternity. It would not be a huge sadness for me to bear,
more like a prick of conscience that could never be totally healed. No big
deal, unless you consider how long eternity is.
Exceptional NDE due to ruptured fallopian tube and internal bleeding.
2932.
Jean R NDE 6166
English expanded version 1/18/12
I
then went through a life review. It was all about my relationships with others
in this review. During this, I felt what they felt in my relationship with
them. I felt their love or their pain or their hurt, by things I had done or
said to them. Their hurt or pain made me cringe and I found myself thinking, ""Oooh,
I could have done better there."" But most of what I felt was love, so it was
not too bad. No one was judging me during this process. I felt no disapproval
from anyone else...only my own reactions to it all. That feeling of
unconditional love saturating me continued to be there. I was judging myself,
but no one else was judging me in this review… The first question I asked was,
"What is the right religion?" I was told, "They all are. Each religion is a
pathway trying to reach the same place." I was shown a mountain, with each
religious group trying to reach the top...separated from each other by
distance...but each one was trying to get to the same place. I was then told
that people choose to be born into whichever religion or group that will help
them achieve the lessons they are sent here to learn. I was told that the earth
is like a big school, a place where you can apply spiritual lessons learned and
test yourself, under pressure, to see if you can actually "live" what you
already know you should do.
Exceptional NDE due to toxic shock syndrome. Remarkable experiences- a must
read!
2930.
Pegi R NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
They were all standing, except one in the middle, up front—he was sitting. That was God. God spoke to me, and I replied to him. I was rude and disrespectful. I started screaming that I didn't want to be there and didn't want to stay. I was very angry. I told him I have young sons at home that need me. I screamed, "I won't go!" Then God let me know, through thought, that I may be trying to get my way, but, basically, I was not the boss there. So I humbled myself before him, and asked him to look into the future—and, I said, "If my sons would be better off without me, I will agree to stay." But if they wouldn't be, I begged to go back to take care of them. Then I saw them—my sons at home, being raised by their dad without me there. They were so sad and alone. He had a girlfriend and she didn't love them the way I loved them, and they missed me terribly. I was so sad and I longed to comfort them. I then asked God, "Who else will teach them about you?"
Exceptional NDE due to ectopic pregnancy and internal bleeding. Another NDE from
drowning.
2927.
Sue C NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
Slowly,
one...then two....then four...and on, stars lit up in my vision. They were far
away, very tiny. They twinkled white at first, then as they grew in number and I
felt I was getting closer, there were colors. Colors I have never seen, colors I
love, colors I am familiar with. At first it was like looking at the sky, but as
became one with this sea, it was more like a translucent river of stars and
colors, they would breathe and undulate. They seemed to be as one. They all
interacted together like an ocean, with a tide, with waves...rising and falling
lazily in space. I became aware of my place among them, I floated and relaxed.
The most important thing in this place was the feeling of bliss. I can only
describe it as the feeling that comes right after climax, that unique relief and
relaxation where nothing in the world matters. The only thing different about
this was the feeling never waned, it stayed constant. It was the feeling of
falling asleep on a summer's day on a hammock in the light of a warm sun. It was
the feeling of drawing your child close to you out of love. It was the feeling
of seeing a loved one for the first time in a long time. It was all good
feelings, and it was ever present in this place. I felt like I would stay in
this place for eternity. …I awoke to being resuscitated, surrounded by relieved
medical staff and my family.
Exceptional NDE due to accident at age 17.
2925.
Marilyn R NDE
English expanded version 1/8/12
Suddenly I felt someone pick me up in their arms and I was surrounded by light
and I looked in the smiling face of a man who said his name was Jesus he told me
not to be frightened he was here to take me back. He had shoulder length brown
hair and dark brown eyes. He was wearing leather sandals on his feet with straps
that went between his toes and tied around his ankles. He had on a long white
gown with long gig sleeves with a long light blue tunic over it. There was a
gold color rope tied around his waist. His voice was very soft and kind almost
musical and I felt a feeling of pure love and complete safety and trust.
As we were walking up the stairs I noticed that the left side of the wall was
still basement wall but the right side of the wall disappeared and in its place
was a beautiful garden full of long grass and wild flowers. I could hear birds
singing and there were butterflies flying. I could see little children playing
and chasing little lambs and I could hear their laughter.
Exceptional NDE due to strangulation at age 6.
2922.
Jill D NDE
English expanded version 12/31/11 When
I stepped into the liquid, all that was "Jill" disappeared. "I" no longer
existed '' and yet, "I" was still there. I was the essence of … life, I guess.
I don't know what else to call it. I was conscious of my surroundings -- I had
joined with all the other consciousness in the pool and had become one with it.
I "knew" all other life in the pool; I was "one with everything.
I was home.
My personal identity disappeared but my essence continued to exist… This wasn't
frightening at all, however. Instead, it felt like I was truly myself, like
when I get out of a shower, after having cleaned myself off.
2916.
Camryn L NDE
2855.
Barbara W NDE E101211
English expanded version 10/15/11 &
11/7/12
I
took in a small breath of water and it was not at all what I had expected it
to feel like. I thought I would have choked and gagged but instead I felt
relief. I opened my mouth and hungrily swallowed down more water. It seemed
the more water I swallowed the more peaceful I felt. The next thing I remember
is looking up and seeing a bright white light coming out of the center of my
chest going upward toward the surface of the water top. I was now looking down
at my lifeless body feeling no pain or attachment to it. I looked like a
mannequin with my blond hair fanned out around my head. My arms were
floating in a relaxed position at my sides and my legs were still standing with
my feet planted in the mud. I looked like a life size doll. I felt totally
disconnected from my body and at peace with everything in the Universe. I was
not the least bit scared. 2834.
Donna NDE
English expanded version 9/25/11
I
thought, “Wow, it’s all over, I’m going to die now” and suddenly and seamlessly
I was over my body up near the ceiling. I looked down at the young woman on the
bed, being killed and raped, and felt sorry for her, but had no emotional
connection to her. It was like my body belonged to someone else. I was surprised
at how comfortable I was, and how easy it was to die. It all happened within a
couple of minutes. I said to myself, “Huh, I thought that one was supposed to
last longer”, and headed up in a light cloud. It felt so perfect. I felt like I
was going home and I felt comfortable and joyous with no doubts at all. It was
like every cell of my body was happy and light and felt right and I have never
felt so accepted. I started rising rapidly which was weird because I don’t
remember seeing any roofs but I must have been far over my house. I didn’t care
about my family, friends, beloved pets, or my murderer; I just wanted to float
in my light of happiness and go home. 2816.
2772 2764.
Joanie S NDE
English expanded version 7/10/11
I
found myself in what I now think of as a previous life. I smelled smoke from a
fire I was near and saw others around me. I looked into another woman eyes and I
knew her immediately as the woman I called my grandmother in this life. I knew
our lives had "danced" around each other since time began. She was once my
mother and once my sister. She was my aunt and several times my cousin. The life
that was being shown to me now was a prehistoric time when we lived winters by a
creek cave and summers we had a camp in the woods where we foraged. Looking down
I realized I had a child in my arms and the woman I knew in so many lives was
chatting at me to cover the child to keep it warm and then showed me how to tie
the wraps around me to carry the child while we collected wood.
2588. Renee M NDE
English
expanded version 1/30/11 &
4/14/13
I was almost instantaneously
after the feeling of floating upward into this massive soft, Loving
intriguingly beautiful bright light that
transformed me and sucked me into its magical atmosphere "merged with
God" I instantly became all knowing. I became a part of the creator itself. I
had no known memory of the feelings of separation of anything.
This may be hard for most to understand but I had been there before. You
can never be saturated from yourself and death is an Earth created illusion and
illness. Come back where? I never left.
This is a dimensional world that has levels and planes.
Dimensional frequencies that can
be moved higher, lower, brighter, slower, faster designed into manifestation
thus leading us to other planes and different dimensions of existence.
2555.
Jean K
NDE 4964
English expanded version
1/1/11
As I looked
out at this most beautiful sight of stars, planets, and the great radiant and
loving Light, I saw tiny trails of blue, pink and green lights traveling across
the expanse of darkness toward the Great Light. I wondered what they were, and
instantly I had the information that they were prayers from people seeking the
Light. They were very beautiful, and once they reached the Light, they were
absorbed into it. Then larger trails of white light traveled from the Great
Light outward. I knew that these were answers to prayers. I just wanted to
watch the traveling of the lights, be warmed by the Light and enjoy the
beautiful view. The Light turned a magnificent blue and rolled toward me like an
ocean wave. It was not really close to me, but nevertheless I could see the
image of Jesus within the blue wave. Love poured out upon me, like warm water.
Jesus looked just like he did on the poster in my Sunday School class. I had
the thought that if I had been a Buddhist, perhaps he would look like Buddha,
and I was told, "That is right. God appears in a familiar form."
2386.
Amy C NDE 4720
English
expanded version
10/9/10
I did not have an
experience of seeing 'God' as an "old man in a big white robe, sitting on a
throne," although, that was the most prominent image I might have held in my
mind, formerly. At NDE, 'God' was the Mind, or maybe I'd say, "The Order" in
all things.. 'God' felt to be the Supreme Highest Vibration and Frequency, that
felt like more of an ESSENCE than an old man, to me. It was all around and in
everything. And 'God' no longer felt male to me. I didn't sense a gender, if
there was one. The idea of that just seemed silly to from the Other Side. God
was just all that is beautiful and peaceful and One, and all that is Good.
2366.
Justin U NDE
English
expanded version
9/26/10
From the UK
I moved quickly to an
warm and absolute feeling of love and light. On the way though to it I was
stopped. Some beings both what seemed like beings of light and love, and some
family members who had passed away were in a semi circle and I stopped just
before them. They looked (the family members) as they did on earth but where not
material and all had much light, calmness and serenity about them. I saw my
Aunty who died at age 7 one year before I was born. I described to family
members the exact clothes, and certain jewelry she had on the day she died,
which was confirmed. It was impossible to have this information without seeing
it. They seemed to be welcoming me. The beings of light with them seemed not to
have ever been in an material body. They could be described as angels. However
they had no wings but I can understand where that comes from in history. The
love radiating from their hearts was so powerful and large it surrounded their
upper body almost like wings.
2321.
Stanley P NDE
English
expanded version
9/11/10 One
by one the souls were pulled into the physical universe but there seemed to be a
voluntary nature to the participation. This was an extremely interesting
experience since I witnessed everything from the beginning, formation of stars,
etc. But as the physical universe evolved and as my soul was pulled into the
universe I seemed to focus on just the Earth, but saw and experienced it on a
micro level, having simultaneous, complete knowledge of every bit of earth
especially of any living thing, including the smallest microbes in the soil or
ocean. It's difficult now to remember the feeling of being simultaneously aware
of every living thing. Along with the total history of the earth I saw and
experienced my little part in it, thus seeing my own life and death. After I
died in the experience my soul floated in space above the earth and even though
I was back to being a soul, it seemed to have the form of my naked body. As
earlier in the experience, my soul had the godlike quality of omniscience and I
think therefore omnipresence. However, as I floated in space I slowly became
aware that I was gripping something in my hand. At first I tried to ignore it
but eventually I found I couldn't open my hand to see what I was holding. At
that point I was "informed" by "God" that I was still tied to the physical world
and had to go back. 2301.
Teri R NDE
English
expanded version
8/10/10
Then
I emerged from the tunnel into an indescribable place of peace and tranquility.
There was the most beautiful Being of White Light there. With the level of
understanding I had at the time, I saw that he took on an image so that I could
relate and feel comfortable but that his true essence was Light and Love. He
appeared to me as an older man with long gray hair and a beard. But what stood
out above anything else was that he loved me unconditionally. The feeling of
being in his presence was something that felt like I was "home"-in a sense that
I had never known. I saw that my true essence was also this energy of love but
as he reviewed my life with me, I received the understanding that I was the one
who removed myself from the benefits and bliss of love by the anger I felt over
some experiences I had had growing up. I saw how important it is to project
feelings of love instead of the energy I was projecting through my emotions and
feelings about life.
2114.
Kathleen B
DBV
English
expanded version
2/2/10 I
began telling my grandfather that it was okay to let go and God would take care
of him and to go toward God when I felt like I was being pulled toward a great
bright light. Not a harsh light but a light filled with warmth and peace. I
remember feeling and seeing my grandfather's had in mine and him telling me he
was scared and he needed me with him. It was bizarre as I was not dead or dying
but I was having this feeling as if my spirit/body was being pulled toward the
light at the same time as my grandfather was. The light got brighter and then
enveloped us. We were standing in a place that was illuminated but not with
regular light or lamps or candles and there were other people there but I could
not make out who they were nor was I frightened or surprised to see them. My
grandfather was on my left and we were still holding hands. 2187.
Viva T NDE
English
expanded version
4/6/10
Then there was One of incredible dimension, brightness,
beauty, majesty.... As I was drawn toward (combined with earnest choice) could
see complex shapes and colors (words don't describe-have tried to draw) and
dimensions where the colors and shapes were overlaid one on another (like
translucent immense precious stones fitted together to form a complex
multi-doesn't describe-dimensional impression of a Most Loving Being that drew me
to Him, invited me in, and pointed the Way to the Light. ALL wisdom and love
was conveyed via unheard thought transmission from that Being (Jesus?). That
light was a yet far distant point that I immediately (in combination again of
will and being drawn) directly my self to with all earnestness with the
conscious goal of uniting with that light (or perish?). As I approached, the
light grew larger, brighter, compelling until I was suddenly thrust into it
(beyond a sense of boundary) with indescribable speed.
2108.
Dea M
NDE
English
expanded version
2/2/10 The
colors got more intense and more detailed, turning into patterns and textures
and weaving of both color and sound. While I knew that this was not of our
world, it all seemed natural and without need for explanation. At some point I
understood the essence of creativity and was given the "joy stick" of my own
imagination so to speak, to create my own visions. It was amazing what ever I
thought became vision, and swirled around me in its own reality. I realized my
unlimited potential as a human, I realized the unlimited ability to feel love, I
knew that I was being held in that "love" and I knew that this was the forever-ness
of that love. I knew what it was like to LOVE the way that God loves, and when
that happened my "heart" opened and I could feel my soul touching that of the
unseen creator, I knew that "God" does exist and we are a part of it all.
2104.
Beth B
NDE
English
expanded version
2/2/10 The
entire experience felt like I was in a higher level of awareness than I had ever
been. This event is crystal clear in my memory and has always been… Experience
was definitely real When my Grandmother visited and I told her about
the man I thought was my grandfather, she listened and then pulled out this
picture of him (he was 65 when he died). It was the same man I had visited, but
much younger. He didn't say this to me, but I said something to my Grandmother
that convinced her that I had seen him -- it was strange, but I remembered to
tell her that the key was behind the stove. She had lost her clock key, and
that's where she found it.
2099.
William M
NDE
English
expanded version
2/1/10 I
went to sleep while driving. Then I was aware that we were out of our bodies &
quickly flying up toward space, holding hands. we flew straight up for a minute
or so when we started to see a park or countryside-like landscape. It seemed to
be in twilight, sort of dark, but we could see trees, bushes, etc. Suddenly, we
were intercepted by 4 creatures. They seemed about ten feet in height & were
invisible, but we could see a vague humanoid outline (my best description would
be like the invisibility effect in the movie "predator" which I saw some years
later. Two flanked each of us and began to gently separate us. They overwhelmed
us with a feeling of the highest love & compassion that was well beyond anything
we could experience on earth.
2094.
Marta Y
NDE
English
expanded version
1/26/10
From Mexico. Original in Spanish translated to English by
Simon.
After this I saw myself floating in the void, and little by little tiny spheres
of many colors became manifest, not moving at first, then suddenly starting to
vibrate while smoothly approaching me and incorporating themselves with my
essence, which made me feel something I can't manage to describe, it was as if I
was being tickled. I asked what this was, and a voice said, "This is the
knowledge you have accumulated in previous lives, it was kept from you, but now
it will be of use to you." 2037. Marta G NDE English
expanded version
12/6/2009
A
beautiful woman dressed in bright white light pulled me out and, looking into my
eyes asked me what I wanted. I was completely satisfied and could think of
nothing until it occurred to me to take a trip around the lake. I did and saw
detail I would aver have seen in "real" life. I could go anywhere, even to the
tops of trees, by simply intending to do so. …I was legally blind and for the
first time saw leaves on trees, bird's feathers, bird's eyes, details on
telephone poles and in people's back yards that were far more acute than 20/20
vision. 1993.
Veronica W NDE English
expanded version
10/24/2009
There was one major being of love and many other beings of love with actual
personhood or souls. I could not see much but light and vague outlines in a
way. There was nothing but love, goodness, truth, and all things to do with
love with NO ROOM for fear or evil or anything but this love. It was more
wonderful than any of my best hopes or experiences on this planet. It was
beyond perfect and loving as we in our human state know it. No words to
describe it. I was so happy to be there. 1957.
Leonard NDE English
expanded version
8/15/2009
Original in
French, from Canada, translated to English by Jean Peter.
God then
showed me all my life from birth till NDE. I felt and experienced again all
these events and I also felt emotions I had raised in others. I was my only
judge! This experience was very painful. I dare not imagine what Adolf Hitler
underwent when feeling the pain of millions of individuals… God showed me when I
had generously done things without thinking about it beforehand, and when I had
done unloving things. I even saw myself steeling sweets in a shop, thinking to
myself, “Whew, nobody saw me!” But indeed somebody saw me… Yes God saw me! But
he does not judge me. In fact this is what hit me the most: God does not judge,
he just loves us with unconditional love, this love is indescribable, it is not
like what we feel on earth, this is rather a force-love.
1936.
Bobbi D NDE English
expanded version
7/9/2009
The
greatest emphasis of this experience is LOVE. You are so totally engulfed with a
love that does not exist in our physical world. No matter how deep a love you
feel for your children, it does not compare with this love. This love is the
purest, truest, deepest, totally unconditional love that you could EVER imagine.
Now, I realize you may be saying "that's what I feel for my children." I'd say
that too. But, it goes way beyond what these words can describe. And I think
this is because it is communicated to you in the form of feelings. It knocks
your socks off. When you receive this love, it is not comprehended with your
mind. It is FELT by your soul. And that immense feeling of this perfect love
shoots straight into your heart, as a feeling that you experience. It can bring
your soul to it's knees, in a sense, with a quick swoosh of sensation. Now, this
is not overwhelming in a bad way. It is totally overwhelming in the best way
imaginable. Once you have a taste of it, you will forever be changed.
1781.
Randy S NDE
English
expanded version
12/15/2008
I was pronounced dead
to my family when the doctor tried again and I started crying… I remember the
very bright purple and white lights. I felt that I was leaving home. I
wanted to go but again, I didn't… I went from the light into my body… I was
coming from a place where time did not exist. 1744.
Kristy
C NDE. English
expanded version
11/16/08
I
remember being pulled backwards and when I turned I was in an earthy tunnel and
a door was before me that opened into a spectacular light. The light was
brilliant, but it did not hurt! As I passed into it, it glowed with warmth,
love, knowledge, & understanding. Not just my own knowledge but knowledge of
everything complete understanding, collective but separate. Everything made
sense. Everything was more vivid the colors were brighter & deeper, everything
was tranquil and at peace the moment I crossed into the light. I was now
standing in a lush rolling meadow, covered with blooms & trees. I felt a
presence strong and even more wonderful; I knew my family was with me. The
presence had a deep resonating voice that touched the core of your soul. I don't
remember what the voice told me, but the peace & calm seemed to magnify. I
remember sitting in the meadow, I was cradling something in my arms, asking to
cross a small free flowing stream, and not being allowed, I asked to stay. I did
not want to go back. 1734.
Cathleen
C NDE. English
expanded version
11/1/08
I
knew that He had the answers to all questions so I began to ask Him things I had
wondered about the most. Why is there evil? His reply, because there is good. I
asked how anyone, being what they are, be permitted to exist in this home of
God. He made me understand that He knew everything about me, that I was who I
was because He Himself had designed me to be exactly, precisely who I was and
that whatever I was I was still His creation, His child and He loved me so very
much. 1717.
Marney
S' Daughter's NDE. English
expanded version
10/12/08
I am
writing for my daughter who experienced a sudden cardiac arrest at the age of 2
years old. She was resuscitated in a hospital setting using a defibrillator
after being gone for at least four minutes. A few months after being released
from the hospital, she told our then 12 year-old daughter, "I'm all better
now." Our older daughter responded with, "You are? How do you know that?" Our
2 year-old said, "God told me." A few weeks later, we were sitting around the
campfire as a family roasting marshmallows when our daughter told us, "God came
to see me when I was at the hospital. He carried me up to the sky when the
doctors were putting something on me. He told me I was all better now and took
me back to the hospital." 1708.
Stella NDE. English
expanded version
10/1/08
From Italy - Original in Italian, translated to
English by Amy.
The
tunnel was semi transparent and I saw points of light like distant stars
becoming rays of irregular lights, like the headlights on a car that is
speeding down a curved road. My speed kept growing until the light could no
longer reach me and I saw that the tunnel was one giant curve, but a curve
that was barely discernible, yet I could feel it. Then I was home. The light
surrounded me and I was in eternity, every question I asked had an instant
clear response, even if I didn't understand every answer. I was surrounded
by the gentle song of many voices and I couldn't understand the song. I
walked barefoot in an undulating field on soft grass and not far oak tree
stood out, it was more imposing than anything I had ever seen, a brilliant
green like life (I could write a whole book about that tree alone but I will
stop here). 1675.
Glauco
S NDE. English
expanded version
8/17/08
Anyway, I was missing
my life and I want to go back. I had flash backs about playing soccer with my
friend, being hugged by my mom, the sun the rain, things that made me happy. I
also knew my angel did this for a reason because any sane person would not want
to go back. I also realize for the first how beautiful and fragile Earth really
is. I could sense the earth breathing like it was alive. I could see a light
around everything that was alive, trees, flowers, grass, animals, volcanoes and
humans. I sense that humans was in control over other living things, I
have the word (aura) stamped in mind ever since. Don't no why but the angel told
me not tell anyone and that time will reveled itself. I said "What"? 1671.
Ekaterina
A NDE. English
expanded version
8/14/08
From Bulgaria.
Suddenly, as though I was this man, I was watching the world through his eyes.
He had a small woman and eight kids, and the last kid was newborn. He was a poor
peasant, who hardly supported his family, but among all peasants he was
considered to be in the middle class. His native language was German, but he was
also speaking French well. He was living outside of the city and cultivated the
earth. I understood all of this when I started watching through his eyes. He
went round the hill and in front of him a vast plain revealed itself, in the
middle of which was an ugly, gray, depressive city, from our point of view
small. The historical time was the Middle Ages. He reached the city and entered.
The picture that I saw from his eyes was so startling, that it can't be seen
even in the most bravely staged and realistic Hollywood movie about the Middle
Ages. 1654.
Bridget
F NDE. English
expanded version
7/21/08
At this point a
being made of light came to my side. I was not raised religious nor was I
baptized. I could be wrong but, it felt like what people call Christ. It
was not the Christ we see in paintings or pictures, it was not the Christ we
hear about from evangelicals, it was not America's Christ nor any other
representation of Christ I have come across. This was a being so pure and so
benevolent and so non-judgmental I could barely comprehend the level of
compassion this being possessed in the small yet brilliant light that it was.
Not until it touched me and said "I'll take that, it's for me" and took the beam
from me and touched me, was I even able to fathom this amazing love. 1653.
Linda
G NDE. English
expanded version
7/20/08 From
Australia I
came to understand that we all choose to come to earth to fulfill a plan of some
sort or even learn about a particular interest. We choose our bodies and
parents and life plan. May I also add that some people come here for the most
simplest of reasons to learn how to play tennis for example or simply for the
cake and food, as silly as this sounds our life plans aren't so high and lofty
as one might think. I DIDN'T MEET ANY SAVE THE WORLDERS OR ANYONE WISHING TO BE
A PRESIDENT. MOST HAD SIMPLE WISHES. I was also told we could exist on
different planes for another lives but our life here on earth is a life purely
to experience physical pleasure or pain but to have a physical experience
because all other planes we don't need a body as a vessel. I also learnt that
this life here is just a drop of water in the bucket of lives in which we all
experience, many here on Earth & many in other realms of existence. All to
progress and grow in some way. 1645.
Cara NDE. English
expanded version
7/6/08
After a craniotomy, the body clinically hovered between life and death for two
days. My spirit left the body at that time. I looked down at the body, and
although it wasn't a pretty sight, I was not concerned. I perceived it to be a
vehicle, which carried me through the earth school. I was in a place of love,
kindness, compassion, contentment, acceptance, joy...a place of "knowing". I
perceived myself and other beings as masses of energy...all connected and yet
separate. There were no body forms, or communication as I know it in human form.
There was simply a sense of all knowing. Each and every spirit being was
supportive of each other, and I "knew" them, although they didn't have the same
forms as when I knew them on the earth school. There were no limitations such as
space or time in the spirit world. I was aware of the big picture regarding the
past, present and future. I was aware that the earth school experience was one
part of my evolution. 1634.
Henry
W Probable NDE. English
expanded version
6/22/08
The next concept or
rule I learned is that God can never be proved by scientific means. To do so
would corrupt the environment. It would destroy faith. When we have faith we
seek, we learn. If God were to appear before us a huge being at the United
Nations. The entire world would believe but live in fear as well. To
successfully experience the human existence, one must be physically out of touch
with God. You have to learn and seek on our own. To search out the meaning of
our own existence and experience here. Faith, is the engine of discovery, without faith we are just like ants. 1615.
DW Experience
English
expanded version
4/27/2008 &
11/19/11
I
loved it, but it had loved me first and I loved it for loving me. I wish that I
could explain how precious that was to me; To be wanted when I didn't even want
myself. I had just killed me. To be told I was not only desired as one to love,
but that it wanted me to love it. That I was sought out in such a way by one so
loving was more than I could understand. What greater love is there than a love
that reaches out to you and says, "I will always love you", then shows you all
they are, not knowing if, in the telling, something will make you judge them
someone you can't love. It made itself vulnerable to my rejection. How could I
not love a being that trusted me with all of it's true self? That being already
KNEW me before I arrived there. It chose to love me and wanted me to love it,
KNOWING all of it. I wasn't asked to love blindly. I was showed the self that
wanted me to love it. It wanted to be chosen by me as one that I would love. It
had loved me before I was human, it loved me before I was born, it loved me
being back with it, but most of all, it loved that I loved it, too. It was joy
filled that I loved it. I was in a state of bliss from the love we shared. So
was my new friend, the Divine Loving Being. Our perfect understanding in
complete Love was, and could only be, Divine. I was HOME. That is what it felt
like, the ultimate homecoming. I was where I was meant to be. I fit perfectly
there. I was so glad to be there, loving with that being. "It was where I was
meant to be" is as close as I can put it. To be together with that other, loving
self was the perfect place for me to exist. 1609.
Hafur Experience
English
expanded version
4/19/2008
From Mexico
Original in Spanish, translated to English by Rio.
The figure on my right, who was guiding
me, stopped and I could not see his face and as though we were at a small,
enclosed beach, there was a hill that served as a place for projecting my
life from beginning to end several times. At first rapidly and afterwards
more slowly. It was amazing how my life was shown with events I had
completely forgotten about and others that were so insignificant that it
felt like I was seeing each frame of the personal movie of my life on
earth. I realized that I understood
everything with a great clarity and super-lucidity I had never experienced
before. I discovered that I had personally chosen to take on a physical
body and have the life experiences I was having. I realized I had wasted time in
suffering and what I should have been doing was using my freedom to choose
true love, and not pain, in all that came into my life. 1515.
Mrs. L
NDE
English
expanded version
1/13/2008
I was 2 years
old and fell into a creek. I remember seeing a bright light [cone shaped] and a
woman standing at the top of the tunnel of light, she was dressed in white. I
looked down and could see my body floating face down in the water. I had on
brown pants and white shoes and an over shirt. I thought about many times but
never mentioned it until I read about a NDE in a magazine. I had always known
about my near drowning, but none of the details. I questioned my mother about
it, and she confirmed that she had thought that I was dead when she got me out
of the water. I have never been afraid of dying, because of the extreme peace
and calm that I associate with the experience. I realize that I was so very
young, but the event is a real as if it happened yesterday. The woman seemed to
draw me back to her, then she just faded into a cloud like atmosphere. 1506.
Rick R
NDE
English
expanded version
1/13/2008
Then without
warning it happened! 'What have you done with your life?'. The voice penetrated
my very being! I had no answer! Then to my right I saw what seemed to be like a
movie; and I was in it! I saw my mother giving me birth; my childhood and
friends! I saw everything from my youth up! I saw everything I had ever done
before my eyes! As my life played out before my very eyes I tried to think of
good things I had done. I was raised in church and had been very active in
church functions; yet as I pondered on this I saw a man in his car that had ran
out of gas. I had stopped and given him a lift to a local store about a year
ago. I had bought him some gas as he had no money and helped him get on
his way! I thought to my self; why am I seeing this? The voice was loud and
clear. You took no thought to help this soul and asked nothing in return! These
actions are the essence of good! I saw all the people I had hurt as well and was
shown how my actions had set in motion the actions of others! I was stunned! I
had never thought of my life having an effect on the actions that friends;
family; and others I had met would take! I saw the results of all I had done! I
was not pleased at all! I looked on until the events came to an end. Indeed I
had done so little with my life! I had been selfish and cruel in so many ways! I
was truly sorry I had done so little. Then again loud and clear I heard the
voice speak again. 'You must return!'. 1465.
Gülden NDE
English
expanded version
1/10/2008
From Turkey, Translated to English by Aylin.
I felt raising up above my bed, taking direction to a
white, very bright light. Meantime, I saw my uncle, who died one month ago,
while passing me he said “not yet”. I was surprised how I understood him
without spoken words, but I felt very peaceful. Later a lady came to me,
if I see her now, I would recognize her. She took me to a wonderful place
with mountains and said that this was the place of my life. The place we
went was beautiful, but I said to her that this place is not my life’s place.
Then we came to a sea shore with a little village and she said again that this
place was my life, but I don’t know this place and I said to her that this is
not the place of my life. After we travelled some more very beautiful
places she said that I was not ready to stay in these places and asked me what I
remember about my life. 1369.
Diane C NDE English
expanded version
12/14/2007
I first came to an
absolutely serene and beautiful countryside. This is where I saw animals
[including unicorns] and they were so beautiful and contented, so full of LOVE.
The grass and trees and flowers were all so exquisite that my mind said so, and
in return a vibration of Love flowed back to me from them. The water was so
spectacular that I expressed this in my mind and the waters were living and
sparkled back to me with love. There was melody or music all around, not
unexpected and perhaps because I love music so much. And God has permitted me
several times in this life to hear this awesome music, fully more melodic and
more beautiful than anyone could write while here on earth. Just suddenly
playing and filling my soul with joy. 1235.
Kathi B NDE English
expanded version
10/14/2007 So the thoughts came into my head: what kind of form or shape would make you
most comfortable. “What do you mean?” I thought back. Some require me to take
the shape of a wise old man, others a woman and still others an animal, all of
different races, ages, sizes or species. What about you? I thought without
hesitation “Human.”. With that the light began to simultaneously separate into
amazing rays of color and intensify into a more solid form. Once the light
reached the stage where it looked like a human form, a rather generic looking
cookie cutter shape, like a gingerbread man, I thought, “That is enough, I am
comfortable with this form.” The shape could move and was three dimensional.
It was composed entirely of light and rays of luminescent color emanated from
every part of it. I saw the color again, many years later when I first saw
iridescent material. The feelings of safety, love and peace were even greater
in its presence. We were still communicating through thoughts. 1230.
Valerie K Other English
expanded version
10/14/2007 As I neared the front of the line another soldier grabbed my arm and restrained
me just before I reached him. Just then we heard the click. My friend had
stepped on a land mine. The force of the explosion threw me backward against a
tree. I screamed as blood splattered my body. The next instant found me
again in the doorway of my apt. and I heard the sound of feet running as my
friend and the two boys waiting for me came to see what had happened. They found
me standing in the doorway with my hands braced against the door jam on each
side. I had blood and dirt splattered on my clothes and face and my right
shoulder was painfully swollen and turning black. It had been dislocated when I
hit the tree. 1153.
Jennifer V NDE.
English
expanded version
9/16/07
Then
the voice said his nose is cut off his face you will need to go back and help
him he is bleeding to death I said no let somebody else do it he will be fine
without my help I do not want to go back down there No! The voice said I will
tell you what to do you take off his shirt after you pick his nose up off the
floor board of the car it will be next to your feet and his right foot place his
nose on his face pressing down to stop the bleeding its just blood so do not be
afraid I am with you as always (I knew I was never alone from as far back as a
child as I could remember) So then Jennifer you will begin to walk him up the
right side of the road and a car will come tell the man to take you to the
nearest hospital keeping the man calm go to the hospital ECM where you were born
you know the way and everything will be alright you must do this understand? 1131.
Patsy D NDE.
English
expanded version
8/18/07
I turned around and was
immersed in light. I was surrounded by unconditional love, and total acceptance.
I knew I was complete at last. Never had I felt such safety and serenity before.
Suddenly, I had all knowledge. All that I had ever heard or known was swept
away. I knew that Christ had not died on the cross and that there is no sin or
evil. I knew that I had existed since the moment of creation and that I shall
always exist and that all consciousness is in the act of becoming. I knew that I
had lived many times in physical reality and I watched those expressions and
observed each of them. I experienced what we mean when we say that we have free
will and that we choose everything. There are no absolutes. I watched every
thought I had ever chosen to its natural end, and each person it had touched. 815.
1038.
1036. 1011.
Linda S Probable NDE. English
expanded version 2/3/07
I did not see
the Spirit as I had seen Jesus of Nazareth depicted in paintings, but the innate
knowing of my heart remembered and acknowledged Christ. The radiant Spirit was
Christ, the manifestation and expression of pure love. Because of my Christian
education, I knew no other name to call what I felt as I looked at him. Others
might have called him Buddha, or Yahweh, or Great Spirit in the Sky, but the
naming did not matter, only the recognition of absolute love and truth was
important. Safe in the gentle yet powerful embrace of his love, I rested, secure
that everything was okay, exactly as it was supposed to be.
977.
Barbara J NDE. English
expanded version
12/10/06
"Why is it not
my time?!?! I'm ready to die! my life sucks!! My best friend died three years
ago!! why is it not my time?!?!" and then he turned around as if someone was
talking to and turned back around to me again and said, "someone wants to talk
to you." Then he pointed to the gate with the city behind it. But someone was
standing there. at first I couldn't see who it was but when I got close I
couldn't talk, cause it was Jake. You see, Jake, my best friend, died in a car
accident five years ago on 2001. We were both seven years old. And when I saw
him there I ran to the gate as fast as I could! And when I got there, we both
reached out and grabbed each others hands and cried. He looked my age, but I
knew it was him.
924.
Anita M's NDE. English
expanded version 8/21/06 From Hong Kong
I was drifting
in and out of consciousness during this time, and I could feel my spirit
actually leaving my body. I saw and heard the conversations between my husband
and the doctors taking place outside my room, about 40 feet away down a hallway.
I was later able to verify this conversation to my shocked husband. Then I
actually "crossed over" to another dimension, where I was engulfed in a total
feeling of love. I also experienced extreme clarity of why I had the cancer,
why I had come into this life in the first place, what role everyone in my
family played in my life in the grand scheme of things, and generally how life
works. The clarity and understanding I obtained in this state is almost
indescribable. Words seem to limit the experience – I was at a place where I
understood how much more there is than what we are able to conceive in our
3-dimensional world. I realized what a gift life was, and that I was surrounded
by loving spiritual beings, who were always around me even when I did not know
it.
687.
Andrew
P's
NDE. English
expanded version
10/8/2005
I am rushing
toward the Light, and for some unknown reason I have no fear, and I love the
Light. Oh what a wonderful, beautiful, enchanting, warm and loving Light. I’m
getting closer and closer, it’s as if I’m being drawn into the Light by a
gentle, giant magnet. Closer and closer… “What now?” “Where am I?” I’m
inside an immense sphere! And the inside of the sphere is like an enormous,
unending movie screen. Everything is going on at once, all around me … left,
right, up, down … wherever I look I see my life. I cannot only see it, but I
can also hear, feel and experience every event in all of my lives … past,
present and future. There is no beginning! There is no end! I can observe all
of the moments of my lives all at the same time, all around me. Strange, there
is no fear or judgments; it’s just my life’s experiences as they are occurring.
What incredible feelings, I can relive every thought, word, and action whenever
I focus on any one of them. What a wonderful, fantastic, incredible experience
being in the Eternal Now!
654.
Jaime G's NDE. English
expanded version
7/23/2005
I noticed
that there was a florescent light that emanated from the top of the room and I
started feeling so good like. I can't describe it. Love. Or
like the first time you kiss. Electricity. Butterflies in your
stomach. Like the best drug. I don't know how to describe, it felt
so good. I then kind of got a little panicky because I noticed that there
was no light source; it was just there. That's when she [my grandmother]
touched my hand that I noticed that I looked down and could see my hand also.
It was there but it looked white almost florescent and she told me that it was
all right (all this conversation was in Spanish by the way) and said lets drink
the coffee. I did. But I notice that it was not hot and had no
taste. It was lukewarm; but yet there was steam coming from it like it was hot,
but was not. It's like when you are sick and there's no taste; anyway. I
tell her that we<family> think of her every day. She stated that she knew.
She knew that we loved her very much and she loved us; and then I noticed that
the room was dome like. that in one section the left side of that domed
room was like a curtain and I saw my grandfather on my moms side peek though.
574.
Craig T's NDE. English expanded version
3/5/05
When I was one and a half I
became very ill. On the way to the doctors I went into a seizure which trigged cardiac arrest, birth occurred five times total. I was flat lined for a short time in transportation from one hospital to another. I had no religious background I was baptized and that was it, I came back talking about Heaven and telling my grandfather he'd be warm there, but I didn't even know what heaven was. I was drawing pictures saying it was Jesus or relatives I never met.
547.
Barbara S NDE. English
expanded version
1/16/05 & 1/30/2011 & 9/7/14
The next thing I remember was
coming into a clear white light. I lost all fear of drowning. I knew
that my body was perfectly safe. I felt this total love and acceptance
from this light. I realized that the white light had a voice in it and was
separate from me. I also realized that I was still me but was part of this
white light also. I belonged to it and it belonged to me. I was told
that you are here to gain knowledge and to learn how to love. When I was
told this I realized that when the entity say "You" it didn't mean just me, it
meant the human race. I understood all the ramifications of love and
knowledge when it said this to me. It didn't mean physical love as much as
learning to accept all races and knowing that no soul is better than another.
404.
Lavette H's
NDE. English
expanded version
4/24/04
I was
amazed at how much more real and vibrant the colors and light around me were.
This is real and that body there was just a coat I had been wearing. It felt
good to be out of it. I felt free from pain, confusion and all the heaviness of
the weight of life on ones shoulders. My entire perspective on life was changing
as fast as I could think. As I was basking in the wonder of it all the same
one who pushed me in jumped in to get me. I watched as she pulled the body to
the top of the water. As fast as my self came out of the body, it went back in
and I was instantly very angry about it . 253.
Roger C's NDE
English expanded version 4/2/03
I went to
a dark place and nothing around me but I wasn't scared, It was really peaceful
there. Then I started to see the film of my life starting from almost been a
baby and coming toward real time... It was so real! I was looking at myself but
better then a 3D movie as I was also capable to feel the feelings of the persons
I was dealing with. I was feeling the good and bad emotions I made them go
through. But I was also capable to see that the more good emotions they where
going through because of me, will give me some credits (Karma) and the bad ones
will take some of it back... Just like in a bank account but here it was like a
Karma account to my knowledge. The more I could get will give me permission to
access a better area or a better place somewhere. It was the knowledge I had
then.
364.
Juliet N's NDE. English
expanded version 1/17/04. MultiMedia
Presentation
The colors were so
beautiful--watching the Light whirl all round me, pulsating and dancing…making
whooshing sounds…and being ever so playful at times…then very serious at other
times. Many things would take on a luminous glow--a sort of soft peach color.
Everything was so vibrant--even when I saw deep space! I was constantly in a
state of awe… There were always beautiful beings round me as well--helping
me…guiding me…reassuring me…and also pouring love into me. I was never alone.
Bill
W's NDE.
English expanded version 10/29/02 and 11/12/02
The grass was so green it hurt to
look at it, and it felt so good! I could even taste the grass by feeling it, it
tasted like watermelon. Walking on the grass was wonderful – it was an
incredible feeling. The best way I can describe it was, “OH MY GOD! WOW!!!”
The sense of smell was not with the nose. It was more like it permeated through
my cheekbones under my eye, like smelling through the sinuses.
This is one of the most amazing accounts with
such detailed descriptions of the indescribable! This is Bill's first time
telling his story and it truly is such an honor to hear the account first hand!
ADDENDUM Experience - one amazing story that
happened to him after he told his NDE that will send goosebumps up your spine!
Mari C's NDE.
English expanded version 11/11/02 A hazy journey
(seemingly short) and I was enveloped in light & exquisite & infinite love. By
now I recall this as an ageless soul. I felt as best as I can describe in a
state of total bliss, once again there is no language to convey feelings. There
seemed to be a collective consciousness who welcomed me but at the same time
conveyed the knowledge that I was the one responsible for the decision to stay
or go back. I recall these decisions not as a small child but a person with
accumulated knowledge to evaluate the choice and make a decision.
This NDE
happened when she was 18 months old, with crystal clear memories. This is
amazing because the implications are that the recalled memories could not have
been stored or processed in the brain of an 18 month old. Therefore, the
experience would tend to support memories stored in the consciousness that
survives the body.
David
H's NDE.
7/7/02
FIRST PART:
So beautiful was his light, words cannot express, His
light was like the rising sun. And like the sun he rose up from behind the
mountains into the sky. Love poured into every part of my being and my soul was
revitalized. The planet was also changing under His light. I saw parts of the
mountains tear open and gush forth in the form of water falls.
7/23/02
SECOND PART:
All thoughts are heard here so you can't hide a plan for
your self. instead you just have to come out and say it. So I said very stern,
"who are you!!" she then tore off a part of the shroud that hid her face and
showed me only bone and skull. her jaw opened wide, as if dislocated, and she
rose completely out of her robe and swooped down at me for a bite. It was my
left shoulder, my spirit body. The pain was so great, it was worse than death.
so at that very moment as she swooped around in mid air to take on another bite
of my spirit, I dropped down on to my knees and cried out for God. David gave us pieces of his story
as he has time to write it. It was worth the wait as it is truly a
remarkable experience! This NDE is a special one that helps
to show that gay guys do not go to hell, as some extreme fundamentalist rhetoric
would have one to believe.
Bob
A's NDE. 5/14/02.
"I
remember standing up and looking around and seeing that everything was in the
color green. Light green, dark green, all shades of green. The
church was green, Mississippi River was green. I thought I broke my head,
I put my two hands on my head to hold it, and I laid down on my back. As
my body hit the ground, pictures of my life went through my mind. It was
like a freight train of knowledge moving at the speed of light. Each car
was experiences of my life (both good and bad)"
Sarah's NDE
As heard on the Art Bell Radio Show 2/4/99 and replayed 3/20/99 (Saturday).
The story that astonished millions of listeners!
Lee Wang's List that was especially meaningful to him
https://www.nderf.org/brian_l's_nde.htm 9 year old, chose to live, was told the future in detail,
命中有的,
躲不過.
https://www.nderf.org/gunter_p's_nde.htm,
未來己定,
有劇本
https://www.nderf.org/england_k's_nde.htm Jesus said: “Future can be changed”.
https://www.nderf.org/carlos_v's_nde.htm佛
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1teen_nde.html
中陰生,
他心通,
神足通,
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mandy_j_nde.html 神通,
証具
https://www.nderf.org/dr_kumar's_nde.htm中陰生,
https://www.nderf.org/deborah_le's_nde.htm中陰生成相, (pull energy)
https://www.nderf.org/sylvia_w's_nde.htm
婆婆媽媽
https://www.nderf.org/stefan's_ndelike.htm
開悟
https://www.nderf.org/marie_e's_nde.htm
https://www.nderf.org/joann_m's_nde.htm
開悟,
回魂,又
遮障 (Masked off the knowledge of universe)
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1one_soldier_nde.html
兵
https://www.nderf.org/sherry_g's_nde.htm
pro World Natural Ms. Figure 2000
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sarah_nde.html Hell
https://www.nderf.org/roger_c's_nde.htm 3587 the end of all life on this planet
https://www.nderf.org/paul's.htm
輪迴
https://www.nderf.org/john_c's_nde.htm
https://www.nderf.org/david_b's_nde.htm明心見性, True self
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jean_nde.html明心見性 (Pear shape, 胎袋
https://www.nderf.org/james_t's_nde.htm见塩水蜂炮,
火樹银花.
https://www.nderf.org/frank_a's_nde.htm知識 圖書館
https://www.nderf.org/nigel_m's_nde.htm
如何逃出地獄
https://www.nderf.org/meg_a's_nde.htm
如何逃出地獄, Give up, Let Go, Forgive
寬恕, Love,
不是非信某教不可
https://www.nderf.org/Frank%20S's%20NDE.htm地獄,
得天眼通,
能見末來
https://www.nderf.org/steve_b's_nde.htm Forgive,
theory of incongruity (不平等?)
https://www.nderf.org/joe_g's_nde.htm
地獄,背誦聖經 升天
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1john_f_nde.html Guardian Angels
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mary_nde.html經典,
詳盡,
証具(Ceiling Fan)
https://www.nderf.org/ed_h's_nde.htm極短篇
https://www.nderf.org/mary_anne_f's_nde.htm得天眼通,
能見末來
https://www.nderf.org/ebin_m's_nde.htm
https://www.nderf.org/martin_e's_nde.htm去留皆由已,
非命定
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1karen_s_nde.html出竅之後,
看到新劇本,
但拒絕了.
https://www.nderf.org/julie_n's_nde.htm得慢性絕症,
地獄,
天堂.
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1analisa_d_nde.html地獄,
天堂,
一切由心.
它心通.
善念.
https://www.nderf.org/dario_f's_nde.htm见地獄,
天堂.
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1joanna_nde.html不幸的人
https://www.nderf.org/Joe's_NDE.htm康復神跡
https://www.nderf.org/jim_c's_nde.htm上帝?(Being)
非萬能.
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jerry_b_nde.html天堂.
https://www.nderf.org/Israel.htm
靈魂出竅,
回魂,
來去自如.
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1india_physician_nde.html见真如,
天眼通
https://www.nderf.org/g_ryan's_nde.htm兩靈魂出竅,
一死一活
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1gail_t_nde.html上帝 乃 衆生灵集合体
https://www.nderf.org/andrew_c's_nde.htm當權派 是何宗教(耶和華?,
真主?
佛祖?
玉帝?
閻王?,…)
由靈魂出竅者選.
https://www.nderf.org/edna_c's_nde.htm命書可改,
人生以利它為目的 靈魂出竅, 360 degree vision,
他心通,
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1duane_nde.html天眼通,
见 R.R.
當美国總統, 6 years ahead.
他心通,
能控制它人心志.
https://www.nderf.org/Cougar's%20NDE.htm
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bill_w_nde.html他心通,
通鬼魂 靈魂出竅,
憶前世
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1d_nde.html
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bob_a_nde.html憶前世, Solve murder case.
M.D. and a Ph.D. in neuropathology, and a Ph.D. in the psychology of religion.
https://www.nderf.org/GeorgeRodonaia's_nde.htm 见了閻王,
人有善惡,
聖(佛?)經真偽相雜.
https://www.nderf.org/dot's_nde.htm靈魂出竅,
分身數個,
同時出現多處. (Time slicing? Real time?)
https://www.nderf.org/NDERF/NDE_Experiences/Diane_nde.htm
靈魂出竅,
比 On Drug (LSD)
真,
到了天堂,
開悟
https://www.nderf.org/diane_g's_nde.htm開悟,
活在當下, What we can do for others?
https://www.nderf.org/denise_b's_nde.htm看到將來,
選擇回魂,
錯誤選擇
https://www.nderf.org/Delona's%20NDE.htm Strange substitute
https://www.nderf.org/Deja_Vu_NDE.htm 回家,
见親友,
曾開悟,
能成人形.
https://www.nderf.org/deborah_le's_nde.htm
https://www.nderf.org/arthur's_nde.htm见死去親友, 2 not yet known dead at the time.
https://www.nderf.org/aad_g's_nde.htm见死去寵物狗灵魂相招
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1child_nde.html见死去 從未见面姊姊,
知到家人皆有命 (Plan). 到了 七重天 ?
https://www.nderf.org/Davids_NDE.htm到了 地獄,
被(女)鬼咬一口 ?
https://www.nderf.org/david_h's.htm靈魂出竅,
立刻得神算通, …
https://www.nderf.org/Daniel%20E's%20NDE.htm天上的當權派
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1david_o_nde.html命書,
book of life
https://www.nderf.org/daron_j's_nde.htm靈魂出竅,
以他心通,
說話給活人(医生)听.
https://www.nderf.org/chet_w's_nde.htm
https://www.nderf.org/caroline_hr's_nde.htm一生回顧
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1brad_k_nde.html不信宗教
https://www.nderf.org/anna_m's_nde.htm不信宗教,
過去諸世有如a deck of cards
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1alexa_h_nde.html基督徒
靈魂出竅,
回魂,
遊走陰陽兩界
https://www.nderf.org/anne_s's_nde.htm
https://www.nderf.org/annick's_nde.htm此间樂,
不思蜀.
不要回魂.
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1anthony_n_nde.html地上8 Minutes,
天上2,500 Years.
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1rene_hope_turner_nde.html蓋棺論定 Life Review,
偷店裡小東西,
沒事.
有心,
無心言行,
傷人心,
或与人歡喜, matters. 佛教徒 靈魂出竅,
https://www.nderf.org/ruth's_nde.htm
NDE
due to motorcycle accident.
Exceptional NDE due to blood loss with remarkably transcendent experiences.
Several NDEs
including a childhood drowning
NDE and an NDE with Jesus.
NDE
from criminal attack. Remarkable apparent life-saving Divine intervention, and
apparent hellish NDE immediately following in her attacker (the attacker’s
second hellish NDE).
Remarkable NDE. Met deceased father- contributor had to make a difficult
decision to end life support for his father. His father directly addresses
this. A must read for anyone who has struggled with end of life decisions for a
loved one.
2776. Cate NDE
English expanded version 7/30/11
I
felt the presence of my deceased grandfather. I don't remember everything that
was said, but basically I remember that it was revealed that I could move on if
I wanted to, but once I reached the light I would not be able to return to my
body. He did not want my life to end, though, because I still had some important
lessons to be learned in this lifetime. He said that after I learned what I
needed to about love that it would be my time to go. I have a chronic illness
and this last year I have narrowly avoided death five times. My illness almost
claimed me three times, I was also crossing the street when I felt an unseen
force push me backwards out of the path of an incoming car, and last of all I
nearly fell off a cliff. He said that it was no accident that my life I had been
spared each one of those times. And what I need to learn in this life is so
vital that I really need to go back.
NDE
due to apparent medication reaction. Remarkable for awareness her life had been
saved multiple times in her earthly life. Remarkable also for awareness of two
men who died in a car accident- she became aware of and confirmed details of the
accident.
NDE
due to congenital heart problem at age 7 weeks. One of the earliest age NDE
ever recorded.
7/10/11
From France.
Then
somebody spoke to me in a loud voice. It was my dad. He said I had to go back
because my mission wasn't over yet. I fell back into my body in bed with a great
sadness. My soul was totally sad and I could not explain what had just happened
to me. I remember getting up out of bed and wondering if I was going to die.
The next morning I found out that my dad was in ICU and had had a massive heart
attack he pulled through and lived for 4 more years after that. He by some
uncanny transfer enabled me to live a NDE without going through the death stuff
for particular reasons. Just the experience.
Remarkable account of an apparent NDE at the time her father had a severe heart
attack. She was not aware her father was having a heart attack, and he was a
continent away from her.
Exceptional NDEs. First NDE due to seizure during delivery. Remarkable
description of past life in prehistoric time. Second NDE is shared NDE. Due to
blood loss during surgery. The child she was losing at this time said that they
would be back soon- and her sister-in law became pregnant what she recognized as
her lost child very shortly later.
2758.
Andrew J NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 I
am told that I was dead on the operating room table for 3 minutes during brain surgery to
correct life-threatening damage to head… The Lord then spoke and said "Your
father spoke to me earlier and did not wish you to die. I granted his wish." I
conversed more with the Lord and my father...this portion isn't something I
remember what we talked about but I get the hazy sense that it was just as if we
were talking things over and they were both consoling me. My memory picks back
up at the point where I expressed my anxiety at returning to life. I think I
said "Well, I'd like to get back down and check on Daniel" and I gave my father
and the Lord a parting hug. I still remember the hugs well, for when I gave the
Lord a hug, he whispered into my ear as I was transported back, "You will not
remember everything we spoke about, but don't worry, you'll remember what you
need to know in life when the time is right and you will remember it all when
you cross heaven's threshold once again."
Exceptional NDE due to accident. Shared death experience- his father had died
in accident, and was with the Lord in heavenly realm. His father had asked that
the contributor not die, and the Lord granted his wish.
7/4/11 Following
behind us were two teeny tiny Cherubs, very small, had wings, short curly hair,
naked, neither sex, one solid pink and one solid purple. It was like they were
trying to keep me entertained and they did. I was trying to catch or touch them
with much laughter and giggles. They were fluttering around us like humming
birds.
NDE
at age 6 months due to unknown illness. Shared 67 years later.
2662.
Nilda P NDE
English expanded version
4/5/11
From
Brazil. Original in Portuguese, translated to English by
C. Rodrigues.
He said: I am going to show you some things. Then, in the distance, I saw a
globe that looked like the moon during an eclipse. He said: That is the Earth,
and I saw many points of light in the globe. Then He said: in every point of
light there is someone praying, if all the people on Earth could pray, it would
look like that, and the Earth became illuminated as the sun. But so is not and
the globe darkened again.
Remarkable
NDE!
2658.
Denise NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 At
that moment he shared his name, "John". As we moved he also shared with me what
was happening. The following is a reiteration of his words. "Everyone has
choices. Everyone has free will. How this interacts in your life, and death, and
with others, is all by choice. The girl who came here at the same time as you.
If the ambulance driver takes a different road to the scene, if someone decides
to move her and doesn't know what they are doing and cause more damage, if her
internal organs are too crushed by the accident by speed and timing, she will
stay here. You are laying in your sons bedroom. Your one neighbor was given the
responsibility to check on you. it is her choice. Her free will. Will she find
you? Will she decide to take a shower first and be too late? Each of us always
hangs in a balance, by decisions. Not only by our own actions, but by the free
will and actions of others." He finished, "I need to tell you, your neighbor is
entering your home. She will find you. You will be going back."
Exceptional NDE due to illness, and a must read. Remarkable apparent shared NDE
with person unknown to her. Remarkable encounter with ‘John’ with discussion of
free will. Later mystical experience led to identification of who John was.
2626.
Cynthia H NDE
English expanded version 3/2/11
At that time He told me
I could ask Him seven questions and He would have to answer them. I said really?
He said that's one. I then said You mean if I ask you something but don't mean
it you will count it? He said that's two… I then asked Him one that all of us
kids were asking, and we heard a lot of grown ups asking. I
know you love me and all life, but if you really love all of us continuously
without end, then how can You send people to hell throughout eternity? He said
Cindy I do love all life without end. Some people chose to go to hell, I have
already forgiven them; but they must forgive themselves… I asked if there is
just one religion that will make it into heaven? He said all who believe and
have faith, even those who don’t outwardly think they do. It depends on their
hearts.
NDE
at age 12 due to a pinealoma (a tumor of the pineal gland, located in the
central part of the brain). Exceptional NDE, including interaction with God,
who allowed her to ask seven questions which were answered.
NDE due to motorcycle accident.
Remarkable spiritual insights.
Exceptional NDE due to respiratory arrest from bronchitis.
NDE
due to allergic reaction. Among the most profound NDEs ever shared with NDERF.
This one is recommended to be read by everyone!
NDE
from auto accident.
NDE from going
unconscious. Amazing universal experience!
NDE
due to auto accident.
Exceptional experience of transitioning with her dying grandfather into the
afterlife. These types of experiences, along with shared NDEs, are among the
strongest evidence that what happens in NDEs is what happens at the time of
permanent, irreversible death.
NDE described by Nurse with a PhD.
Exceptional NDE due to car accident. Perhaps the most dramatic description of
colors ever.
NDE
due to drowning at age 7 ½. Shared 53 ½ years later.
Rare ‘shared NDE’ account. Auto accident with his girlfriend. The two of them
shared part of the experience. He was sent back, she was not.
Very
detailed NDE where she met her second son who had not been born yet!
Exceptional NDE at age 5 due to drowning. Legally blind, and saw much earthly
detail visually for the first time in her life.
Exceptional NDE due to anaphylactic allergic reaction. A must read.
Exceptional
NDE from a heart attack.
NDE
at age 17 due to apparent infectious illness and coded during surgery.
Wow! Apparent NDE at the time of his own birth, due to complications during his
own birth.
NDE
due to complications during gallbladder surgery. Interesting in that she had
awakening during surgery, then cardiac arrest, then NDE.
Remarkable NDE due to criminal attack involving strychnine poisoning. Initial
part of NDE in hellish realm. Exceptional spiritual wisdom.
NDE
at age 2 shared by parents when she is age 5. NDE due to cardiac arrest.
4 years old. Exceptional NDE. OBE- saw nurse lose ring and told her where to find it. Remarkably transcendent. Profound insights on life's purpose and free will.
NDE
due to near drowning (under water about 22 minutes) in Brazil at age 8. 3 brothers saw the same angel. Remarkably transcendent experience.
Exceptional NDE. Associated with operation for pheochromocytoma (rare tumor) at
age 16.
Exceptional NDE due to auto accident.
Exceptional NDE due to accidental drug overdose.
Exceptional NDE due to head injury.
Suicide attempt. Profound spiritual wisdom encountered.
NDE due to suicide
attempt. Note From Dr. Jeff: "This is among the most profound NDEs ever
shared. I encourage EVERYONE to read this."
Exceptional NDE! She met her
twin flame too!
Amazing NDE at age 2!
What have you done with your life?
This is one amazing account!
This is a hot one; A Muslim NDE from Turkey.
Exceptional NDE from Cardiac Arrest.
NDE
due to near drowning.
Among the most remarkable experiences we have received. OBE/ADC at time of
friend’s death by land mine in Vietnam. Incredibly, she was covered with blood
and dirt immediately after this experience, though she was living in America at
the time.
NDE
at age 11 due to car accident. During experience, received explicit information
to save another person who was in car accident.
Amazing
NDE from our archives!
A MUST
read! NDE
from being struck by car as a pedestrian. Thought-provoking Jesus
Encounter, fantastic description of the other side.
This is an amazing
NDE! It proves that the NDE is not brain chemistry because the morphine
did not change his lucidity. The other part is that what he saw in the
out-of-body state was entirely accurate and verified. That means that the
NDE was not a hallucination or figment of his imagination. The skeptics
will be hard-pressed to
explain away
this NDE.
NDE due
to smothering. Interesting encounter in experience with her cousin Lucy. Later
found that Lucy died around the time of the NDE, making this a relatively rare
example of a shared NDE.
This is
a must read. Astonishingly beautiful and exceptional experience.
Incredible
Exceptional NDE due to nearly fatal Hodkin’s Lymphoma (malignancy of the
lymphatic system). From Hong Kong, and a relatively rare non-Western NDE, and
the most detailed non-Western NDE we have received to date. Exceptional
insights and apparent miraculous healing associated with NDE.
NDERF INTERVIEW - 1/25/07
Interview
with Anita M by Rio Cruz
Forum with Anita M
809.
Brian T's
NDE. English
expanded version
3/26/06
One example
when I approached the boundary. No explanation was necessary for me to
understand, at the age of 10, that once I cross the boundary. I could never come
back period. I was more than thrilled to cross. I intended to cross but my
ancestors over another boundary side caught my attention. They were talking in
Telepathy which caught my attention. I was born profoundly DEAF and had all
hearing family members, which all of them knew sign language! I could read or
communicate about 20 ancestors of mine and others through telepathically
methods. It overwhelmed me.
Remarkable NDE!!! Profoundly deaf from birth. NDE associated with drowning at
age 10. Communicated telepathically with multiple deceased relatives.
742.
Gary D's
NDE. 1/1/06
At
that exact second a land appears behind The Guide a beautiful land like no other
I have ever seen in my life. I have traveled to many places here on earth but
have yet to find a place where the plants and trees glowed like they did in this
place. It was like a beautiful tropical jungle I could see birds flying with
three distinctly separated tails not like the birds I had seen here on earth. I
could see plants and trees that made no sense to me. It was so beautiful so
peaceful and very bright, everything was bright and alive. By now I was
beginning to understand what is going on here. I know now it isn’t anything
earthly that I am looking at or for that, matter experiencing.
Astonishing NDE 33 years ago due to scuba diving equipment failure. Remarkable
for several elements including the observation of a watch he had on during the
OBE phase while passing over significant earthly distances. Remarkable
observation of his diving partners of his body’s color returning toward normal
while he was under water and not breathing at the end of the NDE.
737.
Lou F's
NDE. English
expanded version 12/25/05
People were upon this Earth and appeared happier and more content although
seemingly living like the Native populations of old. Cities, built by the
Ancient Ones, that were buried beneath the Oceans were now being populated by
the surviving people in this new world. I saw Tribes joining tribes and small
Nations forming, but it was what I didn't see that made my heart burst, there
were no more wars, true peace and happiness had finally befallen on mankind.
Gabriel now tells me that this is His message that I must take back, to let
others know that there is little to fear, for the Earth will go on forever, as
did all the Planets I had visited... "MAN WILL PREY ON MAN ~ UNTIL MAN PRAYS FOR
MAN!"
Remarkable NDE as a result of car crash 42 years ago.
682.
Mary W's Fear Death Experience. English
expanded version 10/8/05
He let me
ask him questions. My only question was how could He give me the parents I
had? How could he forget all about me and leave me so alone to work my way
through those years? What was He thinking!? I have to admit I was pretty
angry. He showed me why I had the parents, childhood and life I had
experienced. I asked Him for it!!! I chose this life because I wanted to learn
those lessons. Everything was so clear to me …I had to go through it all to
learn what I needed to learn and be able to continue my work here. He never
left me alone and I could see in hindsight that he was always with me. I was
making a lot of wrong choices because I wasn’t listening to or trusting myself.
I was spending too much time comparing myself to others. I was doing what I
thought I was supposed to be doing. I felt like a little mouse in a maze trying
to find my way but I wasn’t getting anywhere. By what I was shown I
understood that Earth is school and when we are done we have a “Life Review” and
then we get to graduate and go back home. The whole experience was amazing
because I felt like my brain had been opened up to the whole universe.
Everything made so much sense. The lesson was so simple …it’s all about love.
Profound experience. Stunning spiritual insights. A “must read” for anyone
interested in NDE. NDERF defined as a “fear-death experience” with experience
immediately prior to physical compromise, but obviously part of the spectrum of
near death experience.
NDE 50
years ago from drowning. Truly profound experience.
657.
Nevie
G's NDE. English
expanded version
7/23/2005
At the point I
left my body I was no longer intoxicated, I was completely clear and could see
everything at once. I realized that I was almost dead and became very upset and
began to cry for Jesus to help me. At this moment I was aware of a
light enveloping me. I was the light and it was me There was another Being
with me. The Being let me know that I was going to die and I must leave this
body for good. I remember arguing with the Being explaining that I didn't want
to because it was so hard going through the childhood years and I didn't want to
have to go through this again. The Being indicated that my body was severely
damaged and I couldn't go back. I became very adamant at this point that God was
all powerful and could fix the body. At some point the decision was made to let
me re-enter my body on my faith or will, what ever one may call it.
NDE at
age 13 due to alcohol poisoning. Quite detailed.
A rare Hispanic
gustatory NDE; He had
coffee with his grandmother.
582.
Anthony M's NDE. English expanded version
3/13/05 Then
Jesus told me “this is what your death will do to the people you love.” And then he opened them up so I could also see their hearts. I could see my wife Ann, my mother Grace, my brothers Daren and Buvy, my sisters Christie and Diana. Their hearts were torn and pieces were dripping down. Jesus told me that their hearts were breaking. I also saw my stepchildren Nicholas and Danielle. Then Jesus said “this is what the future will be like without you in their lives.” I saw my mother with a sadness in heart that just wouldn’t leave. She was saying things like “why my special little baby?” Then I looked at Ann –she never left the house, she stopped eating, started smoking more and most importantly, she never dated or went out again. Then I saw Danielle. She was about twenty years old and was getting ready to walk down the aisle – with no one to
give her away. She was so sad.
NDE from accident: was on motorcycle without helmet and was hit by car (flew 76 feet after impact). Saw many deceased relatives. Met Jesus. Was allowed to see several years into the future to help him make a decision about returning. Was able to see the prayers of those on earth. Jesus escorted him to hospital at the end of experience.
577.
Richard L's NDE. English expanded version
3/5/05
I looked back at the three
people in front of me. These people were ancient. I don't know how I knew that, but I knew that they were "old souls" who watched over my group. We all had "sprung" from them, like children, each going their way yet connected to the source. I felt nothing like judgment of our actions from them. If anything, I felt a kind of amused benevolence from them, like parents watching their children playing. Even at the really bad things we did in our lives, there was no judgment. The one with the beard spoke to me. "You can ask questions. We will answer them and you will remember. It is important that you do this." My first question was "Is this heaven?".
An exceptional NDE. At 8 years old, on
bicycle and was struck by car. Had OBE, could hear and understand thoughts of multiple people simultaneously. 360 degree vision. Was allowed to ask questions, and remember the answers. Remarkable spiritual wisdom in responses to the questions.
Seizure and cardiac arrest at age 18 months. Has no memory of experience, but parents told him after the experience he talked about heaven and drew pictures of Jesus and relatives he never met
566.
Joyce H's NDE.
2/16/05
Suddenly I was in the presence of a Being of Light. I could not see the face, could communicate, but not in words or pictures even; in some connection of oneness. I experience that connection in meditation frequently, but I cannot explain it very precisely. It is beyond words and other kinds of experiences. The emotions are always enhanced. I feel joy so deep that my whole self leaps with gratitude; I feel peace; I feel awe and belonging. I did not have a specific life review, but felt everything about me
and my life was known, understood and not judged. I was profoundly loved.
Joyce is an amazing lady who now devotes her life to healing and also has a new book called "From Soul to Cell."
http://www.joycehawkes.com/books.html
565.
William AM's NDE. English expanded version
2/16/05
My senses seemed to all become one sense of presence. Rather than sight or smell or touch or sound. I was simply present and aware. The visual realm began to swirl. I could sense the tree in my front yard and wall to my house as a tunnel formed right through them in which I was drawn into. On the walls of the tunnel there seemed to be spaces that were occupied by events in my life none that particularly stood out or that I recognized as significant relevant to any other. I was more fascinated by the
way that they were revealed, than I was in the content of each space.
This is a must read! He experienced the NDE in a dream and the actual NDE happened 2 weeks later. This experience demonstrates the 4D effect of slipping into alternate possibilities of a 3D world.
560.
Mark J's NDE. English expanded version
2/13/05
There was something familiar about this "place", as if I had been there before, but more like I had returned from whence I came. Then there was an intense sense of well being, a feeling like immersion in the emotions of love, surrounding from every point. And a sense of belonging, as in one in the same with some divine greatness which binds all matter in the universe. It is very difficult to try and describe the overwhelming feeling of this place. It is vast. I can't find the words, but there is a message which seems to give
me the impression, that this place is always here, and is present in all things, and beings. This was the most tranquil and peaceful moment in all my life.
Profound NDE!
NDE
due to drowning at age 10. Shared 49 years later.
Teenage drowning NDE.
This is one
incredible NDE! He interacted with the light, felt the great love, and got
to explore other planets - one on a higher and one on a lower evolutionary scale
than ours!
Joe G's
NDE. English
expanded version
9/12/04
Then
i felt like i was pushed back into a wall and my arms pinned back to the
wall. I felt totally helpless and then i saw what looked like hair ball
with shark teeth come at me. I looked to my right side and saw that the
voices were little monsters that were turning into the hairballs and back
into monsters. They were the ugliest looking things i have seen and yet to
see. They looked like snakes crossed with bats crossed with something that
had horns. They had bodies that was like that of a snake and it had wings.
They arms and hands look like those of a bat. Their faces look like snakes
and they had fangs like a bat and a snake. On the top of their heads they
had horns, but not like the horns of a bull or a ram. They had pointed
horns but nothing that i could say was earthly.
This is an
extremely profound NDE in so many ways! He went to hell, then to
heaven. His sister,
Mandy
had a NDE a week
before he had his NDE. Talk about a family soul group!
Linda B's
NDE. English
expanded version
After
experiencing all of the miracles of this day I would still find my future
playing out just as I had seen. And as it progressed I would know fear,
sadness, and lack of faith just as they had predicted. I would sin and
more. The angels knew this but it took me years to fully understand
everything that they had showed me and wanted me to understand. They knew
all of the time that I would not turn into the perfect saint. They loved me
just the way I was. God loves me always not just when I am obedient and
perfect. What a wonderful feeling that is. I just have to remind myself
that He is here and learn to stop talking long enough to listen for His
voice.
This is one of the most riveting
accounts that we have. In describing her NDE, she takes the reader
through the emotional gambit. Truly Amazing and a Great Novel!
(All 35 pages of it!)
James T's
NDE. English
expanded version
7/13/04 It
quickly grew in size as I approached it, and realized that this was the same
pure white light I had experienced at four. It is the most absolute, pure light
that never hurts to look at, probably because you’re not actually looking at it
with physical eyes, even though the sensation is that of seeing, it's simply a
sight of the mind. It was like a sun or a planet of light until I got close
enough to see more detail. It was at that moment, where seeing this detail,
that what could only be described as "all" was revealed, and even that is a poor
description of what is conveyed to you. The detail I can only describe as
billions and billions of ‘bit's’ of light both spiraling back to and away from
this "body of light", which is simply a more visual description of what we call
God.
Two NDEs lead to one of the most
profound knowings that are shared in this account!
Another amazing NDE with a
core-experience description!
Diane G's NDE
10/13/02.
Suddenly, we burst into the light and a whole new reality was revealed to me,
similar to the physical world, but, in this higher vibration, more colorful,
more beautiful, more amazing. I saw plants, trees, mountains, lakes, animals,
and shimmering crystal-like buildings, some very large and ornate. I saw beings
moving about, light beings, going about their daily lives. They don't have
physical bodies, but they are distinct fields of energy. They don't walk, they
float. They have lives much like ours, but without the struggles and sorrows.
They are artists, musicians, dancers, singers, inventors, builders, healers,
creators of magical things... things they will manifest in their next lifetime
in the physical universe.
Great rafting NDE!
A must read because of the vivid NDE descriptions and integration afterwards.
Although Bob's
NDE is highly noteworthy, the aftereffects are truly astounding!
This is one of the more astounding cases that I have ever run across. I
want to express profound gratitude to Bob for sharing his story. Although
he is a bit shy about his dyslexia handicap that prevented him from filling out
the NDERF form, and apologized over and over again, he did e-mail us and
indicate that he really wanted to share. I cannot tell you how humble I
felt in the presence of such a unique and highly spiritual fellow. It was
such an honor to interview him so that I could help him share his experiences
with others. - Jody
William Si's NDE. 4/29/02-5/4/02.
Passing through this area,
which seemed as if it could be endless, yet wasn't, I could sense those spirits
that were in the shadows, I understood why they wouldn't look into the light,
mostly because of the religious indoctrination that had lived by on earth, they
felt they were not worthy to look into the light because of actions they had
done in the human existence.
Describing his third NDE in light of his first
two NDEs and what he has read. This is a wonderful, extremely
down-to-earth viewpoint from a Salt Lake City IANDS member. There is a
letter addendum with additional questions from NDERF, and another e-mail
dialogue with a reader. Such spiritual insights!
Emma Louise S's NDE.
A rare 1884 NDE (horse and buggy days), as related by
first hand account of son and by granddaughter. 4/22/02.
She recounted
a most remarkable experience during this period of time after being declared
“dead." She felt as though she were taking a gentle journey down a river. She
heard beautiful music. She felt a degree of peace and joy such as she had never
experienced before. She believed she was in heaven and recognized that she had
died. While this was going on she began to have conflicting thoughts-I must go
back, my children need me vs. I can't leave this contentment and beauty. This
internal struggle went on for some time. Then she awakened and recovered her
health, living a full and satisfying life, and seeing her children all grow up
and have successful lives of their own.
This is an wonderful
NDE story, with most of the classic NDE imagery and after-effects, yet occurring
almost a century before Raymond Moody coined term "near-death experience" and
long before NDEs were ever publicized.
Karen
S's NDE. English
expanded version
3/17/99.
"We discussed my life, we discussed
religion, we discussed secrets of the soul that as humans we must forget, lest
we'd never be able to thrive on earth. All the while I was in awe."
Remarkable story of struggle with the
guides to come back.
Special for NDERF readers... Astonishing NEW information on Sarah's NDE at the bottom of her NDE account...
(use link above). Truly REMARKABLE!
David's NDE
"I
only lasted ten seconds in the Seventh Heaven. Whole galaxies could be created
with the light there with total ease."
Remarkable tour of the seven levels of heaven
Cougar's
NDE
Remarkable
as heard on the Art Bell Show May 2001. Cougar's story closely parallels
the ancient Sumerian story of the Goddess Inana, as she journeys through hell.
AMAZING! Cougar-Inanna
Parallels
"My
third NDE was caused by fever and I think, borderline coma. This was a
journey into the Pit. 13 years later, I discover that my
journey into Hell was strangely similar to an ancient myth before the 18th
century BC. My journey into Hell was astoundingly similar to that of
Inanna's journey. Here
are the twenty similar items within our stories:
Click
here for the rest!
Lisa M's NDE
"The
being of light showed me that all that was really important in life was the love
we felt, the loving acts we preformed, the loving words we spoke, the loving
thoughts we held. All that was made, said, done, or even thought without love
was undone."
Transcendent
NDE at age 5 from near-drowning. Truly remarkable! 3/5/00.
Twenty
Years Later:
Memories of My Death
and It's Effects On My Life
Remarkable collection of wisdom
gained from a remarkable NDE!
Dr. George
Rodonaias NDE,
Was he really dead for three days?
You decide.
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