Kammy's SMR
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Experience description:
I have a soulmate experience to share. I'd like to remain completely anonymous,
as I haven't revealed this revelation to my soulmate yet. I just realized
that revealing it to him is what I have been needing
to do.
About 10 months ago, I had a conversation with a man I had known as an
acquaintance for some time. I had probably exchanged about 20 words with him in
the six years I had known him. During those years I had been in a very painful
relationship and afterwards I wanted to be alone indefinitely. I had just seen
this ex boyfriend about a month before meeting my soulmate (which I'm about to
explain) and I forgave him (I don't even know if he knows), not so much for him,
but because I knew that I absolutely had to for my own well being. We had had no
contact at all for three years. So, it was about a month or two later, at a
mutual friends' wedding that I saw this acquaintance.
We instantly struck up a conversation
that lasted about 3 or 4 hours (time seemed to stop), and it was during this
conversation that something happened. Something in his eyes literally "flashed"
at me for a split second, and it was a split second of pure recognition. I saw
timelessness in his eyes, I saw him as an old man, just for a nanosecond, and I
knew he was "the one." It's like his eyes had a life of their own for that
instant. It's hard to explain beyond immediately recognizing what his eyes
revealed to me. Like he had been wearing a mask, and for that moment, took
it off, to reveal his identity. We instantly became a couple. There was no
awkward beginning, it was seamless. I am constantly amazed by the love we share.
I have always had a hard time sharing deep feelings with romantic partners, and
I haven't told him about the flashing of his eyes yet, and the recognition I
felt. I now realize that I have to tell him this immediately. I have been
planning to tell him, I just haven't done it yet. He has told me he knows I am
"the one." It's really amazing!
By the way, I am fascinated by the NDE page you have. I lost my dad at age 16
(I'm 35 now), and he and I were very, very close. He has contacted me several
times, mostly through extremely vivid dreams. I have had dreams with my dad in
them that seem regular, and then there are these other ones that are unlike
anything else. They are reality. I had about 5 or 6 of them within about 7 years
following his death, and I haven't had any more since then, or any other
contact. I still miss him and love him intensely, but the contact has pretty
much stopped. It's interesting. I related to many of the
comments and stories on your site. I was raised without any religious
denomination, and after the death of my dad I became very spiritual. I have to
wrap up this novel I'm writing here, but I will just say that the first dream I
had was the night after he died. He knocked on my door, my parents' door (for my
mom), and my brothers' door. We were all sleeping (just like we actually were).
He woke us
all up, and brought us into the living room. He seemed really peaceful and happy
and serene, but knew we were very upset. He told us all it was alright, and not
to be sad. Then he gave us each a big
hug, and when he hugged me I woke up. I know this isn't a NDE, but it seems to
touch on the undercurrent. Anyway, I hope you find any of this useful. It feels
good to share it. I am happy to have found your site. Keep up the good work!